something just feels wrong when it's all dark and cold and sucky at 5 pm ( Read more... )

why do people feel they can just say whatever they want even if it isnt true ... just doesnt make sense to me anymore , maybe someday ill be free of lies and pain ..... haha yea right

anyone that knows any of these things to be true SPEAK UP , or untrue

your lucky i <3 you

sign the dotted line and maybe leave a little note if u know im still alive , and are still alive yourself just doing my thing to keep in touch with people i NEVER talk to yea so leave me a fucking note or ill cut ur balls/nipples off

MMFCL
MNL
NMCL WHOOP WHOOP

sleep is good and im getting none so does that make me bad ? ? ? oh yea BAD BOYS FOR LIFE ... SLEEP = OVERATED AT THIS POINT

hahahah me and mike are chillen drinking coffee after a night of being awake , sleep at this point isnt till TONITE ... UGHHHHH

i hate feeling like this , i dont even know why im so fucking depressed right now i actuly thought about suicide i wouldnt do it now but the fact that it thought about it ( Read more... )

show was awsome IM SO SORE , lots of tits nip rings are neato :P
it was a blast ABK was awsooome i just had fun .. yet im still depressed

well lately i have been going to school i dont really sleep much more then 2-3 hours a night fuck i mean i was up at 430 and im still up thats 24 fuckin hours and im not tired yet . Sometimes i just wish i would disapear but there are the few ties holding me here keeping who i am where i am ( Read more... )