Monday (August 16) before bed at 7am, I smoked my last cigarette ... I quit. I am now feinding like a mad man. I soooooooooooooooooooooooooo want to go buy a pack and smoke ALL OF THEM!! No, no, no ... I'm ok, I'm ok ... shake it off *shakes hands* ... ow ... shaaaake it ooofffff ... ow ... ok, need to distract myself ... hmmmm ... what with ( Read more... )

...has the world always been like this and I've just been to unbalanced to see it ( Read more... )

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Do you have a quick temper?: I have my moments, but as I get older I find a slow burn is better than an explosion.
What do you do when you're mad?: Repress and control
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Ran away from someone
If you can take back time, would you have never done this?: Is there an answer ( Read more... )

I felt like sharing this one, but it is not my usual style. To protect my delicate sensibilities (looks to see if anyone laughs) I am putting it behind a cut.

( Dream of You )

I live ( Read more... )

This is not an actual update. It is a mirage created by your own desperate need to hang on my every word.

;-P~

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The memorial service went fine (the reading was done by somebody else, much to my surprise). Saw some freinds I hadn't seen in years. It made me think about my own mortality. I see things slightly different now and that is a good thing ( Read more... )