I check live journal everyday, but I never write anymore. there is a lot going on, but it is a question of where do I begin. The even bigger question is how I feel this will make me look. I am full of in-decision. I've been lazy. Honestly, I think that my laziness is really a product of being scared of change. I realize that if I get off my ( Read more... )

It 4:30 I should be at work right now. I hate my job, it isn't work, its is complete crap! It sucks the life out of me and I need to stop going. I decided today, I am going to work, to work on my future. I have a set to design for a short film. It is called the "The Rocket Man" and it is directed by Cornelius Uliano. If you are not familar ( Read more... )

my brain isn't working right now, I need more memory! oh! and to have a drink in the morning to bring you back doesn't always work, thanks for the suggestion E. It wasn't your fault, because I really don't think anything could bring me back right now.

It is 4:20 AM, No, I haven't been smoking. In Fact, I haven't Smoked in over three months. However, I have been drinking, I'm not completely drunk, but that is just because everyone has gone home or fallen asleep before I could get there. I've found that I've been drinking alot more than I would like lately. Don't get me wrong, it is not that I ( Read more... )

tWell, i haven't writen in a long time, it has really been because I have been so busy, but more to the fact that I am so lazy. I had a great Christmas, it was really really good to see all my family and friends. I really didn't realize how much I missed everyone. I especial understand how much I miss my family now that Jon Paul has moved back ( Read more... )

Well, I was going to write about how much it sucks to try and move right before Christmas, but I realized that this is my last post of 2003. I think it is anyway ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I was in the Fashion District with Emerson and Monica. I love that place, it was like being in a different country. There were about three or four different languages being spoke at the same time, it was more crowded than a High School hall way in between classes. It was also raining (yes, it does rain (very rarely) in Southern ( Read more... )

Well, some of my shopping is done. With a little more to go. I am sorry, but due to the lack of money I have, I will not be able to get everyone presents. I won't be able to get hardly anyone presents. Just the main family and the grandparents. I hope everyone understands. If you don't, then I probably wouldn't be buying you a present if I ( Read more... )

I have way too much to think about right now! And only two weeks to get it all done!

I had a really fun weekend. I acted in Neil's final. I got to work with an actual S.A.G. actor, Michael Wolfe, he plays Carrie Grant in Marty's new film the "Aviator" and he has a scene with Tom Cruise in a new Michael Mann film. He was really cool and very fun to work with. I plan on hanging out with him again, so we can get a better chance to ( Read more... )