I still have not noticed many changes yet, but that is to be expected, I see myself every day, but people who don't see me are noticing some changes.  Which is cool.  They are minor but changes still.  They mostly seem to be emotional in nature right now, like I am all over the place right now.  I notice that too though.  Anyways I am chilling at ( Read more... )

I feel sooooo lethargic, and angry today for some reason.  Everything is just setting me off and pushing my buttons.  I had a great day earlier, but this evening its like BAM!  Anger management.  Oh well. 

so its like day 7, and I called the doc today to see when I could come in to get them to show me how to do the shots.  They said whenever my next shot is due to just come in and they would show me.  so next friday I will have to go up there with my girl and have them show us.  Anyways I will write more later.
have company over now.

so yea I have noticed some drops in my singing voice.  That rocks.  However I have also noticed my top range has diminished a bit.  And my speaking voice has not noticeably changed.  So that is all for now as it is 4 in the morning and I am drunk.

I finally told my dad that I am Transgendered, and suprisingly he took it VERY well, so well in fact that I told him I started hormones.  He said it was a little weird, and I said yea dad its not the norm, and he said does'nt matter though I still love you no matter what, after all you are my (pause) offspring.  LOL ( Read more... )

I originally was not going to tell my father about my transgendered status until the hormones really started to kick in.  HOWEVER I decided that I should tell him rather than lie to him.  My mom all ready knows I am transgendered but does not know about the hormones so thats another thing I need to do.  Wish me luck.

Josh

Man did I ever have a bad mood swing.  I like flipped out.  I was crying thinking I would be a freak for the rest of my life because of how I appear.  I just want to be appearing as a man, but its soo hard.  like I said I have pretty big breasts, but I talked to my girlfriend and we are going to start saving money up for me to have surgery.  I know ( Read more... )

SO today I went out to dinner with a Straight guy friend, and my girlfriend, and I had a bathroom dilema.  You see I have dd size breasts, but otherwise look totally male.  I use a binder and that helps some but it is still semi obvious to me and others that they are there.  SO my dilema was at a crowded restauraunt do I use the mens room or the ( Read more... )