I said I love you, and that's forever.... This I promise from the heart ( Read more... )

Have you ever got the feeling you were worthless? Have you ever been told that either directly or indirectly? I have. Alot.

I missed his text message last night. Now I feel bad about it. Now I wish I could hide......

BECAUSE - DAVE CLARK 5

It's right that I should care about you
And try to make you happy when you're blue
It's right, it's right to feel the way I do
Because, because I love you

It's wrong to say I don't think of you
'Cause when you say these things
You know it makes me blue

Give me one kiss and I'll be happy
Just, just to be with you
Give me, give me, a ( Read more... )

I will never forget you.... for as long as I live.....

I will never stop loving you, for all my life......

I will never be that girl that gives up on you.... why? BECAUSE YOU"RE WORTH IT.......

Ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try... or dont try.... it wont make a difference? I'm so scared. I just want my husband. I just want my children. Why cant I have what I want? Why is it that the only thing that matters is his happines? Why cant I be happy! WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!

I am a little better than I was yesterday. Please dont get me worng, I still feel the same, but I found out some information that just made things a little more clearer ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being blamed. I am tired of being called a liar. I am tired of everyone being 2-faced. I am tired of hearing the words "think with your head, not with your heart".  I am tired of fighting for what no one thinks is worth fighting for. I am tired of being told I should be committed for sticking up for you ( Read more... )

its like getting up in the morning  knowing that you are unloved and hated and that the only one who loves you is a sweet little boy that you dont get to see for 2 days ( Read more... )

57 minutes and counting ( Read more... )

What a long day............

2 hours and 4 minutes to go......

I haven't heard from him since my conversation last night... I think I pushed him away by telling him that I still love him...... maybe I should just hide.......

anyone have ideas on how to hide safely........