Time, Time, Time.....

[joshsbbygirl76]

See whats become of me? when I look around at all my possibilities???? GRRRRRRRRRR.....

I miss him and its starting to be retarded.....I think I am nearing my decision that I have been putting off...... it just sucks that everytime I hear from him, my heart jumps and I feel like I fall in love with him over again......... Why?

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[ash61780]

Okay. I read through your whole lj this morning because I don't feel like working yet. LoL. You sound sad. Like excrutiatingly sad. When was the last time you did something fun? Just for you?

[joshsbbygirl76]

I went by myself to the mall on saturday while my son was with him... but all i ended up doing was wishing I was in his arms.... its so sad... I am so head over heals for a man that walked out on us..... and I am sad... its hard to look at my boy and have fun with him because he looks just like my husband...... and I start to cry. I just miss our family.....

[ash61780]

You need to live in Missouri. My best friend and I would take you out. At least you could have some fun for awhile.

Just out of curiousity, how old are you?

[joshsbbygirl76]

I live in Michigan. I am 32 years old.