Being Omega

[joshelixir]

I was going to start this post doing an entry about Julian which was probably going to swell his ego no ends. But with one thing and another it's become about a lot more than him. It's...fuck it's me and my life. About what being an omega with the power of creation and death and what it does to me

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[ex_julianhe]

Uh, if you're Jean does that mean I'm Scott?

...I have so many problems with that I don't even know where to start.

But for real? Foley, stop worrying so damned much. You're probably one of the most powerful mutants left in the world. It's only a problem if you forget the part where it's cool.

[joshelixir]

I know, just try not to think about it for too long.

I will be the most powerful of Rachel doesn't make it back. I just...it isn't cool. You're about the only person who even thinks it is

[ex_julianhe]

That's so many levels of untrue. You shouldn't see your powers as some kind of curse, Josh. You especially.

[joshelixir]

It's not exactly that Jules, I love when I can heal and I know it saves lives. But sometimes...it just feels like its consuming me that I am just becoming Omega and not Josh

[green_xman]

Josh...

[He sighs.]

I've always thought of you as Josh. Never just a power or an omega-level mutant.

[A small pause.] And I call dibs on teasing you about your little man-crush on Julian.

[joshelixir]

....right thanks.

no teasing, seriously Vic, I'm keeping it under wraps

[green_xman]

Oh, first you say feel free now it's keep it under wraps? [He chuckles.]

Don't worry, I'll save what little teasing I may do for when it's just you and me hanging out. Speaking of which, we should do that some more.

[joshelixir]

It's just if Julian over heard, you know what it would be like

[small smile] Yeah we really should, we never do enough of that