Spencerexia

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Title: Spencerexia
Author: mitchiemarie
Rating: R, can't take chances, and it's very depressing
Pairing: Joncer, Ryden
POV: Ryan's, first
Summary: The long standalone about Spencer's life after he died from anorexia and bulimia. Character death ensues.
Disclaimer: I don't own this. Spencer and Jon are alive, and I don't own any song/book lyrics/words

Comments

[holycloud]

Well.. I never read characters death. I checked vaguely in this, and I've found that Jon dies as well!!! So I've read it.
Call me crazy, but in characters death, both members of the pairings must die for me. Like.. I can't stand, one being alive, suffering forever the absence of the other.

Pretty much.. new. The way you tell the story. Sad, but with up and downs, proper of what Ryan is telling... I ended up liking it a lot, which is odd, coming from a characters death.

:)

[mitchiemarie]

:D
thank you!!!
^^
and I agree...if one has to stay suffering it makes me sad..
hehe, I'm sadastic.
I love killing characters off..but hey! at least they're together now :D

[homonyymi]

Oh, I liked this a lot. I don't usually read characters death but this was kinda idk how to say it? Like... It gave some hope at the end even if someone had died. And aww poor Ryan and poor Brendon. ; <

(I'm so sorry if my commenting kinda sucks but English isn't my first language : <)

[mitchiemarie]

:D
thanks!!
what's your first language?
:o
and I think that even if someone dies you should be sad..although from experience it's incredibly impossible to do that.

[homonyymi]

Finnish, but I read and understad English pretty well. Only my own writing sucks so so badly. :----D

[mitchiemarie]

:O
Finnish!
that's interesting. it's a rare language down here where I live.
most people speak english spanish creole or french.
:3
I'm sure your writting doesn't suck :D

[xxbrens_girlxx]

WOW! Just...wow...='(

That was beautiful/tragic/amazing....I just cant seem to find the right words for it...If it can really make me cry like HARD, then it has to be one AMAZING FREAKIN STORY! <3

I am SO saving this to my Mems! <3

[mitchiemarie]

:O
be still my beating heart!
thank you! :D
you are seriously soo kind <3

[x_miss_me_x]

This is a really sweet, poignant story - even though it is so tragic there’s still an element of hope remaining.

However, that said, I do find the implication that a majority of models having eating disorders a little impertinent - I am one, have lived with many, come into contact with even more and have to say the media really does blow it so incredibly out-of-proportion.

That does not, however, take away from the sweet sensitivity of your story - well done.

[mitchiemarie]

I'm sorry :/
I didn't mean to implicate that...and I know that many models are just naturally gorgeous, although I admit I'm abit jealous biased xD
and yeah,I didn't mean for it to leak into the story..although it'd be pretty boring if the story had none of the author's personal emotions..
that being said, thank you for reading!
:D

[x_miss_me_x]

No problem - I'm not insulted or the like, but I find it a little frustrating when I constantly get asked if I don't eat - or purge what I do - just because of my natural physique and profession.

/rant

:P

http://www.modelmayhem.com/636912 :P

But seriously, a very good read - don't let my somewhat-ridiculous sensitivity take away from the praise I am willing to sing you :P

[mitchiemarie]

:/ That still doesn't mean that I don't feel bad about it :c
If that is you,(and I'm asuming it is? maybe?)
then you are very pretty! and shouldn't take this to heart :P
and thank you ^^
It took me all of november to write it!