As I said in the earlier update, the doc said it could be my thyroid or just depression. As I sit and think about it, I have been really depressed lately. I seem to cry for no reason. If it weren't for the girls, I don't think I'd get out of bed at all. I just really have no reason or want to. I don't really want to do anything. I swear it's ( Read more... )

The appointment I thought would never get here has finally come and passed. I went in to talk to a doc about a possible thyroid problem. When I had my dentist appointment back in December he suggested I have it checked out. Anyway, I get there and tell her everything I've been experiencing: constantly tired but never able to sleep, weight gain I ( Read more... )

Kenny was in the bedroom playing with the both girls. I was out here tinkering with pictures. Alyssa said she had to pee. He opened the door for her, turned on the light and by the time he stepped back into the room (the bathroom and bedroom are right next to each other) she was on the edge of the bed. Before he could get to her, she fell right ( Read more... )

First I would like to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my beautiful, darling, little girl Alyssa. She is now 3. Since when is she allowed to get older?? It's not fair. Anyway, this is how my weekend went. Friday both girls were such a pain in the ass. I was busy trying to get everything packed for the weekend as well as trying to get ready to pick Ben ( Read more... )

I bet everyone is asking what I have to be depressed about. I've got 2 beautiful children, a wonderful husband, money to kinda do as I please, etc ( Read more... )

So in the past 4 days I've gotten MAYBE a total of 6 hours sleep total. Definitely not from lack of trying, I just can't sleep. And it SUCKS!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what is up. I've always had problems sleeping, it generally takes me an hour or two of just laying there to actually get to sleep, but this is getting ridiculous!!!! I went for a ( Read more... )

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SOOOOOO much drama.  I left a nasty gram in my friend Kim's ex's myspace in box.  It wasn't really anything too bitchy, but my opinion of him just the same.  He's an asshole.  He's treated her like shit for 4 years.  They finally decided to call it quits and I told him I'm glad they did.  I said now she can find a REAL MAN who will treat her 100 ( Read more... )

So I just spent about 4 hours in the er with miss destiny. She has had a terrible cough lately. I've been giving her robitussin but it hasn't been helping. Trying to make an appointment is useless. I called to make an appointment for me to get my thyroid levels checked, they couldn't get me an appointment for a month. So I ventured to the er ( Read more... )

1. Honestly, where are you now? at my computer desk in my living room ( Read more... )