Should I get another agent????

[johnnypenn]

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Gee, I hope those question marks helped. Ugh. I honestly don't know if I want another agent. I wonder if I couldn't just do this myself and fughetaboutit! I mean, I do understand that for the major, major publishing houses that I may need an agent. But, the first one really didn't work out for me. I even wonder if she read the book, I

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[palulay]

Concerning your last entry and this one... I know this might not be the best time and that you have your right to feel sad or frustrated, but I just want to say: don't let it control you, at least for too long...
You're a real author but only once you get published? I certainly don't agree with that... I understand that it might feel that way though.
Please, don't give up johnnypenn! with or without an agent, I think you have the skills and the spirit to do it.
Work hard, try yourself, then try with an agent, but keep trying if this is what you really want... Of course we are always going to find ourselves dealing with people who give a shit, or people who really care, you know, all kinds of human beings, always take the good things of those experiences and use them...

And, oh my angel! The cyber wedding/commitment sounds really awesome, I hope you can make it happen and in a way that is so meaningful to you both.

I wish you the best!

[johnnypenn]

Thanks dear.
Yeah, I'm going to find some publishers for some of my stuff anyway. I wasn't happy with the agency anyway, they weren't doing their jobs and they asked for some money from me. In the contract it stated that they wouldn't do that, so I kinda all ready figured it out.

Yeah, Thane is very excited. I do want to be married to him, but at the same time I don't want to be married. This is perfect because we don't have the money to meet each other - this is also my way of saying that I really am serious about us. *lol*