A year or so ago I was so depressed all of the time.  I worked at being a more upbeat person, I worked on not being downtrodden aroudn others, building the perception of self confidence around others, etc.  I felt better for a while.  Ude largely to my circumstances, but I think partially becuase of my efforts to change my demenor.  It was all a ( Read more... )

At some point lonelyness, aggravation, annoyance, confusion, and despair all merge.  Welcome.At some point loneliness, aggravation, annoyance, confusion, and despair all merge.  Welcome.

Edit: Sometimes you miss people you didn't even know you missed. Hindsight can be 20/20, only the good die young, and umm, be sure to tip your waitress.

I've been feeling really depressed again lately.  I know why, sorta.  Same old shit I guess.  I need to do something, but I hate having to do everything alone.  Dunno what the fuck this post is for.

First off I apologize to everyone trying to reach me recently.  I havent been in a phone answering mood for some time, and I have been very distracted.  But Disney is still awesome!  They called me today.  I googled the number real fast and picked up.  Maybe Mickey just missed the sound of my voice ( Read more... )

The very best of times can remind you how much you suck in certain areas.  I really don't like myself in some ways and I have no idea what to do.  At the same time, I feel better than I have in a VERY long time.  I will update later once I sort myself out/have a drink.

The last 2 weeks have been laden with internal conflict.  Reservations and gripes abotu many things.  I think I know what I will end up doing in many of these manners, and that is, well, nothing...becuase I am a pussy.  I truly dont feel that the technique of changin my normal ways and being aggresive would help in any of these cases.  Why is it ( Read more... )

Anyone else catch the dawning of armagedon early this am?  The begiing of the end if you will ( Read more... )

I had a STELLAR weekend.  Was nice to go back to Islands of Adventure after so long, though it doesnt touch The Happiest Place On Earth with a 10 foot wand.  The best part was the company, made me very happy.

Whats next?  I dunno.  Just ate, kinda bored, very broke.  More to follow if I feel so motivated...

You may have never heard his name but you'd know his voice in a hearbeat.

Thurl Ravenscroft
Feb 6, 1914 - May 22, 2005

news:
http://www.boingboing.net/2005/05/24/thurl_ravenscroft_ri.html.

Thurl Arthur Ravenscroft (born February 6, 1914 in Norfolk, Nebraska) was an American voice actor and singer with a deep, booming voice. He was best known as the ( Read more... )

So I have finally failed something important.  It's well, grounding I suppose.  I don't get nervous for tests, I don't worry even.  I always pass stuff and I figure if I am worried about failing, getting myself all stressed about it isn't gonna help.  This AM, walking into the testing center I was calm as a cucumber and ready for anything... ( Read more... )