john_gaunt
Feb 13, 2008 21:15
the man stands alone
fireless eyes, expressionless
his body breaking down
mind too far gone
surrounded on all sides
friends and enemies
yet no one can touch him
he is poison now
one life of experience
still lacking so much
manifesting demons
wearing a shroud of doubt
john_gaunt
Feb 13, 2008 21:14
stagnation, brain ferments
becoming poison
ready to lash out
to keep you all away
edge of my vision
clouded and vile
inside i twist
into something ugly
john_gaunt
Feb 13, 2008 21:11
been fighting it for weeks
still feel it, so invasive
shut down, cut out, off
locks rattle on the doors
walls growing in height
as well as thickness
exhaustion takes it's toll
constant fight against the old way
would be so easy
to give in
end everything
close it all down
john_gaunt
Feb 13, 2008 21:04
signs and symbols
dreams and thoughts
it all ends up in a cesspool
rotting in the sun
so why bother at all
this drama filled vortex
i'm writhing in
a percursor
of what's to come
john_gaunt
Feb 13, 2008 21:03
going to quit smoking
don't see the point
going to die anyway
solitary raving lunatic
john_gaunt
Feb 12, 2008 19:49
after the months together
growing close and knowing
why do we now
find it so akward to speak?
john_gaunt
Feb 12, 2008 19:47
cut to the bone
by the inconsequential
horrors come in the night
awake with gasp and shudder
hope you're not doing the same
john_gaunt
Feb 11, 2008 21:18
escape the illusion
near impossible
too much wrong
not enough right
too slow
missed
no commit
work
sword and shield
walls now tower
more alone
exiled
fading
then burning out
flickering in the eyes
behind dirty windows
dimmed to sight