Thanks to the Fake God

May 10, 2004 19:49


There would be a lot more suicides if cyanide were over the counter. It's just a less scary way to go.

I feel like shit.. I know why.. kind of..

People suck.. we make each other and ourselves feel insecure because we are all hell bent towards being popular. Fuck you.

I want to leave. I want to drive off. I know I wont and that makes me angry. Did ( Read more... )

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ocisme May 10 2004, 20:53:19 UTC
You know what you are right people do suck but then a lot of people dont, and you know that even though jimmy hawk is out of school he is still around people all the time giving him shit for working at sav on instead of being at school, staying in school will open so many more doors to you and shit. And i think that what ur going through right now is something that everyone goes through its just a stage of growing up and maturing, where ur just full of depression and all the wrong emotions and it can either stay with you for a long time or short but everyone goes through it and everyone ends up better off in the long run, my spurt went for 2 months or so it was pretty horrible but things are great now and i know things will be great for you too if u need someone to talk to even though we havent talked much im open man and hopeuflly we will do more fun things on the weekends like mini golfing that was so much fun. Alright feel better man

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benhanson May 10 2004, 21:18:36 UTC
Word Fuck the fucking lakers, do a "fuck" rant it feels good, a full blown one

I think mine is approcahing

Dude feel better we should talk more about gay shit like school in person, we can chill this weekend..

This is Bob and Bob has man boobs

I love you

-Ben

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Dude...? mlbu_dutchman May 11 2004, 23:22:29 UTC
Whatsup joe? dude this shit is the truth man... i feel ya. You said stuff about going to the movies alone alot, i do that, just to see the ones that i want to see without the commentary by some of my asshole friends that i kinda hang out with now. Man do you remember the good old days in middle school when we used to eat under the overhang by the auditorium... those were the days... now that we kinda took different paths i see now your finally seeing the shit that i see everyday man. well hey if you ever want to hang out like we did in those days, like go see a movie and actually apreciate it... give me a holla you know the number.

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OH YEAH... mlbu_dutchman May 11 2004, 23:32:06 UTC
Buck the pack, you dont have to be that popular to have fun... look at me. i know everyone, i'm not popular, and i am not disliked (as far as i know) but i have fun with what i got, and i dont worry about what others really think... its all just a game and those who have the best game face win... i think. anyways dont think too much, thoughts are a mind killer and create way too much worry, dude were fucking teenagers we shouldn't give a fuck about what anyone says... and thus i just made this entery useless. later

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hey hey Joe anonymous May 12 2004, 20:59:35 UTC
You are dark. You need to take a step back and just appreciate life, you'll be much happier. Hang in there man.
-Jake M.
ps. fight club is an awesome movie

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