Todays Word of The Day is- Existentialism

[joek17]

I believe this will be my first actually Journal entry on this site. Mainly I've used it as a space to fill with my lyrics and poetry. I suppose it's time to share some of my own thoughts, extracted from my mind to my finger tips.

Lately, I've found myself stuck in a paradigm of unresolved issues, worries and overall stress. Who I am or who I feel

Comments

[carbonpaper]

Loneliness, lord it eats away at me sometimes! Most of the time. I can identify with what you're saying.

Death is a hard thing, it makes you hard-hearted and bitter, I think. My grandfather died about 3 years ago and it was the biggest sadness in my life. Since then I'm definitely numb. Gracious you've been through a lot! I'm sorry for that. Life is so unfair sometimes.

Human block, think that's what I have haha! I've been having trouble writing anything for years now. And when I do write, I don't think it's any good, but it usually is ok.

Looking forward to getting to know you better! ...I hope I'm not coming across weird...

[joek17]

No heh, you're not coming across as weird. Thank you very much for all the comments, I really appreciate it. I hope you enjoyed reading the poetry, I'm always curious about what people think.

It's hard, the loneliness sometimes, even if you may have people around you, i think that's when it's the worst, when you feel alone surrounded by people.

I wish I haven't had to deal with so much death, but at the same time it has in some ways, made me stronger. I mean for just being here for 20 years I've been through my share of heartache and pain. And I've learned you need to spend as much time as possible with the people you love, cause you never know what may happen.

I wish you best of luck on your human block, i didn't you can pass it, just don't give into it. I can't wait to get to know you more too! =)

[carbonpaper]

Good, I'm glad!

Yeah, surrounded by others, I always feel even more lonely.

True, it should have definitely made you stronger.

Thanks:)