The same goes for all aspects of life, I guess, all the scary new horizons. You rest when you die. And you die when you rest.
That really resonates with me right now. I feel like I'm swimming as fast as I can but no one cares and no one notices. Probably means it's time to move on. It's just lonely. That's all. I'm really, really lonely. But...you die when you rest and you rest when you die. So, I need to get used to the discomfort because I have no doubt that I'll be alone for a long time to come.
"I am a priestess. I have one Mass scheduled next month. That's not enough. And I don't mean performing Mass, I mean Being a Priestess. Whatever that means. Perhaps it means the process of discovering what being a priestess means."
You can't even begin to fathom how many times I think / feel / say the same thing....it's almost as if by looking for what our "assignment" is - we are fulfilling it.
It's a little difficult when your "boss" isn't speaking directly TO you...but through you.
You are so NOT alone. I am so happy we met. There are few souls on this planet who can comprhend these things.....sirencall is also another of these magnificent female souls.
Quite agreeing with deanocturne about your boss speaking through you. Dunno if you've read Mists of Avalon, but that's one I relate back to issues like that, though I'm probably only priestess to my muses at this point, it's just as interesting.
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That really resonates with me right now. I feel like I'm swimming as fast as I can but no one cares and no one notices. Probably means it's time to move on. It's just lonely. That's all. I'm really, really lonely. But...you die when you rest and you rest when you die. So, I need to get used to the discomfort because I have no doubt that I'll be alone for a long time to come.
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You can't even begin to fathom how many times I think / feel / say the same thing....it's almost as if by looking for what our "assignment" is - we are fulfilling it.
It's a little difficult when your "boss" isn't speaking directly TO you...but through you.
You are so NOT alone. I am so happy we met. There are few souls on this planet who can comprhend these things.....sirencall is also another of these magnificent female souls.
Love to you. From way over here.
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