I definitely needed this whole vacation thing. seriously, the last time I had a break I did not even relax. This time, I have actually relaxed (feels like a first for me) and it is exactly what I need ( Read more... )

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what a grey, rainy, depressing day. very suitable for schoolwork. i slept in til 9:30, went to espresso for a couple hrs, then to the library for one more. i plan on going to the gym shortly, and then i'm just going to come back here and read/watch tv for the rest of the evening ( Read more... )

in regards to yesterday's post, i have realized that it's not nate that i miss so much, it's more the feeling of being in love, really in love ( Read more... )

this is so pathetic. i still miss nate more than i ever thought i would. no matter what i said about it not going to work out, it doesn't change that feeling.

on a far better note, i just cleaned anything and everything that is in my room. and cal is coming to visit me tonight!

i went home for 3 days this past weekend. i like being there now. since i'm not employed for the time being, i can actually go home a lot, too ( Read more... )

so i lost my job today. well, technically, i got "laid off"..mostly because during the winter things get slow and they can't afford to keep everybody on the schedule. apparently i was "not up to par" with my peers. obviously. i have only been working there a month and most everyone else has been there way longer. anyway, i was really upset. i won't ( Read more... )

my stomach has felt weird for two days. like, i'll eat, and then a little while later it feels bad again. i really, really hope it's better for the trail race tomorrow ( Read more... )

today is my day off. and yes, i mean COMPLETELY off. no class, no work at marathon sports. no running, even (i have a race on saturday, that i have probably mentioned 3 times already on here). this morning i went for a massage to treat myself. well, at the time it wasn't a treat, it was a deep tissue massage and it fucking hurt. however, it's ( Read more... )

yesterday i partially lost my hearing in one ear. it's getting better now.. marc took me to the hospital before we went out to dinner & a movie with his fam. the doctor gave me these ear drops which i was initially pissed off about becaue i thought that it wouldn't provide instant relief, but it did. we ended up having the best night ( Read more... )