Dreams Chapter 9
Title: Dreams
Author: jlrui
Pairing: YamaShi
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Music, Romance, Angst
Summary: Ryosuke met a tragic accident that caused his dreams to crashed. During that time that all his dreams are over he suddenly met Mirai who has the same talent and dreams as him.
Disclaimer: Before reading this fic, can you please click on this link here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeYdWnOWYsQ please and thank you... it is a project for our environmental management subject. Don't worry it's not a virus or anything... Seriously we need a lot of views so please if you guys could click on that and view it, I would gladly appreciate it...
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Shida’s POV
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When we went downstairs Kawashima-san and Yuto are already at the dining table.
“Wait a minute!” Yuto reacted as he saw us go down stairs together. “Were you with him in his room?”
That made me blushed actually, I mean I only told them that I would go to the washroom but without them knowing it I went upstairs and even worse I went to Ryosuke’s room.
“Of course not,” Ryosuke defended me then. “She was in the bathroom all that time.”
“Yeah,” I said and smiled at him. He gave me a smile back but it was a bit forced.
“Let’s just eat,” Kawashima-san suddenly said. I looked at her and she had that look in her eyes.
“I can’t believe you will burn this simple dish,” Kawashima-san disappointingly said to me as she saw the vegetable side dish that we would be having burned, some of the meat burned as well and the miso soup that I made that tasted not like miso soup. “It was a good thing I came.”
“I’m sorry, Ryo-chan suddenly want me to cook and I can’t say no so--” at that time I knew I was being glared at so I stop talking. “I’m sorry.”
“What is it with you?” it was a question Kawashima-san said but I don’t know if I needed to answer that, it was very confusing. “You managed to be closer to him that no one could ever do.”
“Do you mean Ryo-chan?” I asked her but she just looked at me seriously. “I don’t know either.”
“I don’t care what you did but will you stop it,” Kawashima-san suddenly said to me. “Stop being close to Yamada-san.”
“Eh?” that was something I never expected she would say.
“There is a reason why he never let anyone inside his heart but I know that reason,” Kawashima-san looks like she was bragging this to me that I suddenly felt irritated. “I was the first one who knew.”
“You weren’t!” I said a bit harsh. “I knew about it too! The moment the doctor told him about what happened on his accident I knew about it before you even met him and took care of him.”
“Don’t lie Shida-san,” Kawashima-san didn’t even believe me, who will right? No one even saw me visit him in the hospital. “Just stay away from him. You’re already making it hard for him, seeing you fulfil your dream to be a pianist it just hurts him!”
After that Kawashima-san went out of the house for a bit and never waited for my answer. “But I’m he’s dream now.” I said as I remembered the request he asked me that day.
“The food looks great!” Ryosuke happily said as he sat next to Yuto.
“Those were all my cooking Yamada-san, eat up!” Kawashima-san offered him the miso soup that she made. Looking at these dishes that she made for Ryosuke, I felt jealous since Ryosuke would never eat my dish and I can never cook like this.
“You did all this?” Ryosuke took the miso soup out of Kawashima’s hand then. “Then what did you do Mirai?”
“She burned everything so--,” Kawashima-san said and looked at me. Ryosuke had this pout a while ago but now it was like he was looking down on me. It gave me more pain in my heart as he looked at me like that.
“I failed,” I force a smile and acted like a dorked. “Sorry.”
“Where is it?” he stood up then. “Where are the foods that you burned?”
“It’s in the kitchen, I’m sorry Ryosuke I’ll pay for it I promise,” I stood up as well and followed him to the kitchen.
He took the dish that was put aside by Kawashima-san and put it on a tray. I close my eyes as I knew what he was going to do, it’s either he would throw that at me or throw it in the trash can.
“What are you doing?” I never heard anything so I slowly opened my eyes and saw him in front of me.
‘Okay so he’s going to throw it on me then,’ I thought and when I was just about to close my eyes to be ready again he suddenly walk to the dining table.
I looked at him surprised, is he really doing what I think he is doing?
“Sorry Kawashima-san,” he said and looked at her apologetically. “I prefer this more.”
“Eh? But that’s--” Yuto said but ended up not finishing what he’s talking about. He was actually being glared at by Ryosuke. “Well more for me!”
Yuto then took the miso soup that Kawashima-san gave to Ryosuke awhile ago.
“Mirai, come on! Let’s eat!” he said and put down the tray and took his chopsticks to gave his thanks.
“Yeah,” I said and sat back to my seat. As I looked to my right Kawashima-san was gripping hard on her chopsticks. If it wasn’t metal I’m pretty sure it would break, I know she was mad who would be right?
I took my chopsticks then and gave my thanks for the food. I slowly ate as I looked at Ryosuke’s expression.
He first took the miso soup and started to sip it. I actually waited for his reaction, it was excruciating on waiting for his rejection.
“Ah! This miso is great!” he suddenly said and took another sip. “A new taste and these kinds of meat and vegetables is what I prefer the most.”
“Liar,” I whispered to myself as I see some weird expressions coming from him after he took a bit from my cooking.
‘I can’t believe you would eat that, but I’m really happy,’ I smiled and started to eat as well. I actually tried not to cry but I really want to. He was the first one.
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After the meal Kawashima-san had a call from his father that she should go home already.
“I should go home too, it’s already late,” I said as I saw the time already. It was 9:00 in the evening.
“I’m sleeping over,” Yuto then said to Ryosuke that made Ryosuke’s eyes widen.
“Who gave you permission?” Ryosuke asked him but he had a playful tone in him.
“I did. I mean you know I did many things for you and--” Yuto smiled and looked at Ryosuke, I can’t stop smiling as well. At least he wouldn’t be alone in this house for tonight, he would feel lonely that’s the best thing there is.
“Alright,” Ryosuke said and then he looked at me. “I’ll take you home. Yuto can you take Kawashima-san on the bus stop?”
“Sure,” Yuto said and smiled at Kawashima-san. “Let’s go before the bus would leave.”
“Okay, I’ll see you next time Yamada-san,” Kawashima said in a sad tone.
“Ryosuke, call me that Kawashima-san,” Ryosuke said that made me frown.
“I prefer Yamada-san for now,” Kawashima-san said and left the house with Yuto.
“Shall we go as well?” Ryosuke asked me and I just nodded.
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We were silent for the whole walk, I don’t know why but I can’t seem to think of a conversation that would last for us.
“Thank you for eating my cooking by the way,” that was the only thing I could think of and I really want to give my thanks. “I know it tasted bad but still--”
“Didn’t I tell you it tasted great,” he said and stopped walking. “You’re cooking is the best there is.”
“That’s actually a lie wasn’t it?” I said and laugh awkwardly.
“It’s my honest answer,” he said then he started to go close to me. “The effort that you made, I felt it while eating your dish.”
“You’re too close,” I said as we are only inches apart now. “I’m sorry for not telling you.”
“Telling me about what?” he asked me.
“About me being a bad cook and about me knowing your secret,” the last parts were just like a whisper but I know he heard it.
He didn’t respond and just looked at me. “I knew about it because I was there when you first knew about your situation.”
I heard him breathe deeply as he was just like digesting what I said all at one even though I only said a phrase. So I took a deep breath as well and started my story.
It was the date of the competition. I was the last one to perform, I was nervous but not just because I was going to perform next but because he wasn’t there yet.
He would never ditch this competition I’m sure of it because I know he wanted this. It was his dream.
The next performer, number 245 Shida Mirai the announcer said and it was my turn then.
I played my piece as I remember it on my mind and after I opened my eyes the audience were applauding. I smiled as I saw that, but still I thought if they have heard his music they would even give him a standing ovation.
After that I asked our sensei about him and she said that he got into an accident. That made my heart stop a beat.
“Shida-san where are you going?!” without further a due I run as fast as I can and called a taxi.
I need to see him; I need to make sure he’s okay.
When I arrived at the hospital I immediately went to the front desk.
“Yamada Ryosuke-Wha-t’s his ro-om number?” I said as I panted hard. “I’m his girlfriend.”
That was a lie though, since the nurse looked at me suspiciously I need to make an excuse to see him.
“He’s in room 207, but please--” I didn’t wait for what the nurse would say anymore I just started to run to the elevator.
When I arrived at the floor I could hear chaos, I looked at the room number and it was Ryosuke’s. I took a peek, and what I saw was him panicking on why he was in the hospital, questions like that.
I immediately close the door as I hear him scream and asked for his sister, I covered my mouth then. I know I am an outsider but I know what he feels I can feel the pain that he is taking in now.
After they had made him calm down the doctors went out for a while. I was just sitting there outside when Unno-sensei saw me.
“Shida Mirai?” he said before entering the room. “Why are you here?”
“He’s my friend and I heard about the--” I stop then. “Unno-sensei please don’t tell him that I am here. Don’t tell him no matter what.”
“Do you pity him?” Unno-sensei asked me.
“It’s not pity, I don’t know--” yes it wasn’t pity. I know what he feels, it was something that I felt before. I also had an accident that changed my entire life.
After that Unno-sensei smiled gently to me and ruffled my hair just like what he did when I was in that hospital bed.
“I promise then,” he said and opened the door.
I heard everything from his situation to his sister’s. I felt pain more in my heart as I heard him scream and cried when Unno-sensei left the room.
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A/N: Sorry I just tried using Shida's POV for this chapter because she explains some parts that is missing.... I hope you guys like it, I will post the next chapter within this week too or maybe this weekend.
again please view this video on youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeYdWnOWYsQ it would really help me a lot.
Fic in Progress:
Memories of us Chapter 2 (posting tomorrow, probably)
I will not post my netx chaptered fic Change(YamaShi) yet but I will post Finding You (UmiChii) this march.
Say I Love You (I'm waiting for ran-chan' to send it to me still but I promise I will post a chapter or two of that)
To Someone, from Anyone (Umichii) grad fic and birthday fic for Umika
Untold feelings (YamaUmi) a birthday fic for Umika again.
Author: jlrui
Pairing: YamaShi
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Music, Romance, Angst
Summary: Ryosuke met a tragic accident that caused his dreams to crashed. During that time that all his dreams are over he suddenly met Mirai who has the same talent and dreams as him.
Disclaimer: Before reading this fic, can you please click on this link here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeYdWnOWYsQ please and thank you... it is a project for our environmental management subject. Don't worry it's not a virus or anything... Seriously we need a lot of views so please if you guys could click on that and view it, I would gladly appreciate it...
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Shida’s POV
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When we went downstairs Kawashima-san and Yuto are already at the dining table.
“Wait a minute!” Yuto reacted as he saw us go down stairs together. “Were you with him in his room?”
That made me blushed actually, I mean I only told them that I would go to the washroom but without them knowing it I went upstairs and even worse I went to Ryosuke’s room.
“Of course not,” Ryosuke defended me then. “She was in the bathroom all that time.”
“Yeah,” I said and smiled at him. He gave me a smile back but it was a bit forced.
“Let’s just eat,” Kawashima-san suddenly said. I looked at her and she had that look in her eyes.
“I can’t believe you will burn this simple dish,” Kawashima-san disappointingly said to me as she saw the vegetable side dish that we would be having burned, some of the meat burned as well and the miso soup that I made that tasted not like miso soup. “It was a good thing I came.”
“I’m sorry, Ryo-chan suddenly want me to cook and I can’t say no so--” at that time I knew I was being glared at so I stop talking. “I’m sorry.”
“What is it with you?” it was a question Kawashima-san said but I don’t know if I needed to answer that, it was very confusing. “You managed to be closer to him that no one could ever do.”
“Do you mean Ryo-chan?” I asked her but she just looked at me seriously. “I don’t know either.”
“I don’t care what you did but will you stop it,” Kawashima-san suddenly said to me. “Stop being close to Yamada-san.”
“Eh?” that was something I never expected she would say.
“There is a reason why he never let anyone inside his heart but I know that reason,” Kawashima-san looks like she was bragging this to me that I suddenly felt irritated. “I was the first one who knew.”
“You weren’t!” I said a bit harsh. “I knew about it too! The moment the doctor told him about what happened on his accident I knew about it before you even met him and took care of him.”
“Don’t lie Shida-san,” Kawashima-san didn’t even believe me, who will right? No one even saw me visit him in the hospital. “Just stay away from him. You’re already making it hard for him, seeing you fulfil your dream to be a pianist it just hurts him!”
After that Kawashima-san went out of the house for a bit and never waited for my answer. “But I’m he’s dream now.” I said as I remembered the request he asked me that day.
“The food looks great!” Ryosuke happily said as he sat next to Yuto.
“Those were all my cooking Yamada-san, eat up!” Kawashima-san offered him the miso soup that she made. Looking at these dishes that she made for Ryosuke, I felt jealous since Ryosuke would never eat my dish and I can never cook like this.
“You did all this?” Ryosuke took the miso soup out of Kawashima’s hand then. “Then what did you do Mirai?”
“She burned everything so--,” Kawashima-san said and looked at me. Ryosuke had this pout a while ago but now it was like he was looking down on me. It gave me more pain in my heart as he looked at me like that.
“I failed,” I force a smile and acted like a dorked. “Sorry.”
“Where is it?” he stood up then. “Where are the foods that you burned?”
“It’s in the kitchen, I’m sorry Ryosuke I’ll pay for it I promise,” I stood up as well and followed him to the kitchen.
He took the dish that was put aside by Kawashima-san and put it on a tray. I close my eyes as I knew what he was going to do, it’s either he would throw that at me or throw it in the trash can.
“What are you doing?” I never heard anything so I slowly opened my eyes and saw him in front of me.
‘Okay so he’s going to throw it on me then,’ I thought and when I was just about to close my eyes to be ready again he suddenly walk to the dining table.
I looked at him surprised, is he really doing what I think he is doing?
“Sorry Kawashima-san,” he said and looked at her apologetically. “I prefer this more.”
“Eh? But that’s--” Yuto said but ended up not finishing what he’s talking about. He was actually being glared at by Ryosuke. “Well more for me!”
Yuto then took the miso soup that Kawashima-san gave to Ryosuke awhile ago.
“Mirai, come on! Let’s eat!” he said and put down the tray and took his chopsticks to gave his thanks.
“Yeah,” I said and sat back to my seat. As I looked to my right Kawashima-san was gripping hard on her chopsticks. If it wasn’t metal I’m pretty sure it would break, I know she was mad who would be right?
I took my chopsticks then and gave my thanks for the food. I slowly ate as I looked at Ryosuke’s expression.
He first took the miso soup and started to sip it. I actually waited for his reaction, it was excruciating on waiting for his rejection.
“Ah! This miso is great!” he suddenly said and took another sip. “A new taste and these kinds of meat and vegetables is what I prefer the most.”
“Liar,” I whispered to myself as I see some weird expressions coming from him after he took a bit from my cooking.
‘I can’t believe you would eat that, but I’m really happy,’ I smiled and started to eat as well. I actually tried not to cry but I really want to. He was the first one.
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After the meal Kawashima-san had a call from his father that she should go home already.
“I should go home too, it’s already late,” I said as I saw the time already. It was 9:00 in the evening.
“I’m sleeping over,” Yuto then said to Ryosuke that made Ryosuke’s eyes widen.
“Who gave you permission?” Ryosuke asked him but he had a playful tone in him.
“I did. I mean you know I did many things for you and--” Yuto smiled and looked at Ryosuke, I can’t stop smiling as well. At least he wouldn’t be alone in this house for tonight, he would feel lonely that’s the best thing there is.
“Alright,” Ryosuke said and then he looked at me. “I’ll take you home. Yuto can you take Kawashima-san on the bus stop?”
“Sure,” Yuto said and smiled at Kawashima-san. “Let’s go before the bus would leave.”
“Okay, I’ll see you next time Yamada-san,” Kawashima said in a sad tone.
“Ryosuke, call me that Kawashima-san,” Ryosuke said that made me frown.
“I prefer Yamada-san for now,” Kawashima-san said and left the house with Yuto.
“Shall we go as well?” Ryosuke asked me and I just nodded.
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We were silent for the whole walk, I don’t know why but I can’t seem to think of a conversation that would last for us.
“Thank you for eating my cooking by the way,” that was the only thing I could think of and I really want to give my thanks. “I know it tasted bad but still--”
“Didn’t I tell you it tasted great,” he said and stopped walking. “You’re cooking is the best there is.”
“That’s actually a lie wasn’t it?” I said and laugh awkwardly.
“It’s my honest answer,” he said then he started to go close to me. “The effort that you made, I felt it while eating your dish.”
“You’re too close,” I said as we are only inches apart now. “I’m sorry for not telling you.”
“Telling me about what?” he asked me.
“About me being a bad cook and about me knowing your secret,” the last parts were just like a whisper but I know he heard it.
He didn’t respond and just looked at me. “I knew about it because I was there when you first knew about your situation.”
I heard him breathe deeply as he was just like digesting what I said all at one even though I only said a phrase. So I took a deep breath as well and started my story.
It was the date of the competition. I was the last one to perform, I was nervous but not just because I was going to perform next but because he wasn’t there yet.
He would never ditch this competition I’m sure of it because I know he wanted this. It was his dream.
The next performer, number 245 Shida Mirai the announcer said and it was my turn then.
I played my piece as I remember it on my mind and after I opened my eyes the audience were applauding. I smiled as I saw that, but still I thought if they have heard his music they would even give him a standing ovation.
After that I asked our sensei about him and she said that he got into an accident. That made my heart stop a beat.
“Shida-san where are you going?!” without further a due I run as fast as I can and called a taxi.
I need to see him; I need to make sure he’s okay.
When I arrived at the hospital I immediately went to the front desk.
“Yamada Ryosuke-Wha-t’s his ro-om number?” I said as I panted hard. “I’m his girlfriend.”
That was a lie though, since the nurse looked at me suspiciously I need to make an excuse to see him.
“He’s in room 207, but please--” I didn’t wait for what the nurse would say anymore I just started to run to the elevator.
When I arrived at the floor I could hear chaos, I looked at the room number and it was Ryosuke’s. I took a peek, and what I saw was him panicking on why he was in the hospital, questions like that.
I immediately close the door as I hear him scream and asked for his sister, I covered my mouth then. I know I am an outsider but I know what he feels I can feel the pain that he is taking in now.
After they had made him calm down the doctors went out for a while. I was just sitting there outside when Unno-sensei saw me.
“Shida Mirai?” he said before entering the room. “Why are you here?”
“He’s my friend and I heard about the--” I stop then. “Unno-sensei please don’t tell him that I am here. Don’t tell him no matter what.”
“Do you pity him?” Unno-sensei asked me.
“It’s not pity, I don’t know--” yes it wasn’t pity. I know what he feels, it was something that I felt before. I also had an accident that changed my entire life.
After that Unno-sensei smiled gently to me and ruffled my hair just like what he did when I was in that hospital bed.
“I promise then,” he said and opened the door.
I heard everything from his situation to his sister’s. I felt pain more in my heart as I heard him scream and cried when Unno-sensei left the room.
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A/N: Sorry I just tried using Shida's POV for this chapter because she explains some parts that is missing.... I hope you guys like it, I will post the next chapter within this week too or maybe this weekend.
again please view this video on youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeYdWnOWYsQ it would really help me a lot.
Fic in Progress:
Memories of us Chapter 2 (posting tomorrow, probably)
I will not post my netx chaptered fic Change(YamaShi) yet but I will post Finding You (UmiChii) this march.
Say I Love You (I'm waiting for ran-chan' to send it to me still but I promise I will post a chapter or two of that)
To Someone, from Anyone (Umichii) grad fic and birthday fic for Umika
Untold feelings (YamaUmi) a birthday fic for Umika again.