Dreams Chapter 8

Feb 19, 2012 17:29

Title: Dreams

Author: jlrui

Pairing: YamaShi

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Music, Romance, Angst

Summary: Ryosuke met a tragic accident that caused his dreams to crashed. During that time that all his dreams are over he suddenly met Mirai who has the same talent and dreams as him.

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After a few minutes I wipe my tears away and went to my room.

As I opened the door I was surprised as I saw someone inside. It was Mirai. I returned to my serious face as I dried my hair up.

“What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be helping Kawashima-san downstairs?” I asked her coldly but deep inside my heart I regret talking to her like that.

“I wasn’t of much help. So I decided to go up here and talk to you for a bit,” she said to me formally. It was like we were back at that time when I talk to her at the principal’s office. Well it’s not that long ago either but it’s like the string that kept us close had just suddenly been cut. “And to apologize from what I said earlier.”

“Apologize?” I asked, I feel like she really knew of what I am keeping from her and from everybody. So I decided to test her.

“What are you doing?!” she said in panic as I took off my t-shirt in front of her. Believe me I was flustered at that time as well but that was the only thing that I could think of. “That’s! That’s!”

“Don’t be too hysterical, I’m not going to do anything bad to you,” I said and she stopped complaining right away although she was covering her eyes as if she was so disgusted to see me half-naked. It made me more embarrassed. “Look at me. Mirai, look at me.”

After some time she slighty took her hands off her face and looked at me half-naked.

“That’s--,” was all she could say as she look at those things in my body.

“Yes, my body have a lot of scars,” I said to her as I touch on that is close to my chest. “Do you know where I got it from?”

“Those scars?” she asked then she slowly nodded. “From the accident you were in.”

“Correct,” I said coldly and approached her. “These are the scars that I got from the car accident that me and my sister got into.”

I took her hand and let her touch those scars. She closed her eyes as her skin touched mine, but she slowly opened her eyes again as she felt those scars in her hand.

“This are the things that made me remember every single day, that I’m not the person I was before,” I said with sad eyes. That accident really changed me, even if I don’t want to it really changed me. “Do you understand it? The pain that I had been through?”

“Somehow,” she said to me in one word.

“I don’t think you do,” I grinned a bit but it wasn’t a grin that I made when I’m happy. “You see, I don’t care about this scars. The pain that t made me feel when it was just freshly stitched. When they re-stitched it again because my wounds opened up the day I realized I was in the hospital and panicked. That was nothing, those pains were nothing to me.”

Mirai just stood there looking at me sadly. I’m starting to let myself be emotional in front of her but I don’t care anymore. I took her hand and put it on my left chest.

“The scar that was put in here, that’s the pain that I can’t take,” I said to her. My heartbeat started to rise as I remember my sister.

“Ryo, no matter what happen. You’ll do what you love the most okay?” those were the words of my sister after she had an argument with my father. “I will always be here to support you with the things that you love and want to do.”

“Even if months already passed, even if I try to say that it’s already healed. It just can’t!” that was my limit, I leaned my head on her shoulders as I started to cry. “It never goes away, I want this pain to be gone, I want these scars in my heart to disappear! But it won’t let me. No matter what I do it won’t let me!”

“Ryosuke-kun,” was all she said after she suddenly hugged me tightly. “I’m sorry, Ryosuke-kun. I won’t say those words I said before.”

‘Those words I said before’ that was she said. Did she really know it? My situation? Or was it just because I opened up to her a bit just now?

“You know don’t you?” I leaned away from her shoulder and looked at her in the eyes.

“Eh?” was her response to me.

“What I’m hiding, those scars in my heart. You know what they are, don’t you?” I asked her. When I said those words her eyes looked away from me. Right there I was sure she knew about it. All I was waiting for was her to tell me in words.

“Yes, I knew,” that made me stop to breath for a second. This girl, whom I just met and become my student, knew my secret. My pains. But I want to know how she knew it.

As I was about to talk again, a sudden knocked on my door stopped me.

“Ryo,” a familiar voice said to me. “Are you in here?”

“What is it Yuto?” I asked a bit annoyed that I was cut off in the most critical part. “I’m a bit busy here.”

“Eh? Don’t tell me you’re still changing!” Yuto screamed at the other side of the door. “You are such a girl. I can’t believe you took so long just to shower and change.”

Mirai then let out a small chuckle. I pouted a bit and turned redder than usual.

“I’m not a girl! I’m just fixing some stuffs,” I try to explain to Yuto.

“Seriously Ryo, hurry up!” Yuto said again. Then he suddenly become silent.

“Did he go down already?” Mirai asked me. I covered her mouth since I know Yuto is still there.

“Anyway, Kawashima-san looked worried about you, and so does Shida-san,” Yuto then said after a long paused. I put down my hand that was covering Mirai’s mouth at that time. “I’m your best friend, I know that they are not worried for no reason. If you can’t open up to any of them, I’m always here to listen.”

“Thanks Yuto,” I softly said.

“Besides, I get jealous that you’re close to them you know!” Yuto was trying to change the mood that he made. “Well it’s okay that you’re close to them as long as I’m you’re number one!”

“YUTO!” the way he said it, it feels a bit wrong. “Don’t worry you’re my only best friend but please don’t say those kind of things! It creep me out!”

“Yeah, yeah. Anyway, the food's ready. We should eat already,” Yuto said and left.

I let out a big sighed but then I put on my shirt and opened the door.

“Come on,” I said to Mirai and she nodded. “Don’t think our conversation ends there.”

“Huh?” she asked since I only whispered those last sentence I said to myself.

“Nothing,” I said to her and we went down to the living room.

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A/N: A very short chapter this time... So so sorry for posting this late,...
again please view this video on youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeYdWnOWYsQ it would really help me a lot.


Fics in progress:
The Moon's first love Chapter 9 (will be posted tomorrow)
Dreams Chapter 9 and 10 (Chapetr 9 will be posted this week and 10 will be next week)
Graduation Fics for YamaShi, UmiChii and OhgoJima.(Will post YamaShi first then UmiChii, then OhgoJima)
Memories of Us Chaptered (Might be posting this week as well, for chapter 1 and Chapter 2 next week.)
Change (New fic) (Will be posting on the third week of March)
Finding You (New fic) (Would be posted at third week of march too)

pairing: yamada/shida, type: chaptered, fanfic: dreams, author: ruiizu

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