wow i havent posted in a while.
between work, my birthday and zach leaving...life's been pretty hectic.
thanks to everyone who put in for the camera...i love you all.
and thanks for comming to the party, it meant a lot to me.
but my back hurts, and im going to go take a nice warm shower.

my life is so boring....i think i need a new one.

So for the past few days mom and I have been doing some college searching ( Read more... )

why do I feel like I'm being secluded from my friends...and that they do things without me.

it could be just me, but I think I'm seeing more.

I dont know.

I've been wrong before.

and I hope I'm wrong now.

So I was going through my friends page on LJ...and I realized- now that everyone has jobs...no one writes a lot anymore. Im just as guilty, but it got a little chuckle, cuz now everyone is working, has different schedules and are all consumed by work and doing other stuff, and we are so busy ( Read more... )

just saw the advanced screening of piratesof the caribbean....

it was amazing.

i almost died.

and i get to see it friday with zach.

that makes me happy.

then i'll see it again, and again

and again.

until i know EVERY word.

Today is Zach's 18th birthday.
Happy Birthday Zach.

Today is also the day my cousin died 8 years ago.
RIP Greg.
I miss you. terribly.

What a mix of emotions to feel.

i think i might die cuz im so bored.

there is nothing to do. i thought work would fix this, but they were gay and hired too many people and cant have everyone working a lot. GAY.

and all my freidns decided to go out today, and im home. yay- thats fun.

so...life by myself aint lookin' too pretty.

so today was fun ( Read more... )

i love how its 1:20 in the morning, and i cant sleep.

i cant eat.

all i can do is think.

and im not liking it, cuz im not thinking anything good.