hmmmm so tonight was an interesting night. but i must say i love how me and eric have similar music taste. and how we pretty much just rocked out to the who and ah ha and some ledzep and a bit of hendrix here and there. :] ahh the kinks what an awesome band. i like this it feels so much more intimate... to me knowing a person and conversing with ( Read more... )

i honestly wish i could forget certain parts of my life.

rewrite it like it never happened or somethng else happened.

fuck it. family. i have none. i do not know the meaning of family. my friends are my family.

. sort/clean/throw away/donate all the junk that has collected my past 18 years ( Read more... )

so i just got back home from CalStateHayward ( Read more... )

right now it is 3 in the morning and im still wide awake. im not really hungry.. oh shit that reminds me i left the stroganoff.. aww damn. anyways.. i have a call in at noon so i got to actually wake up at 10 then call in at 11. eric got trashed as so did X and Kailani. no drinks for me tho. anyways.. got to see my good friend and USEDTOBE cowrker ( Read more... )

"come here ( Read more... )

im at erics place right now. because my dad has chose to kick me out of the house because he doesnt love me and shit. but whatever. thats okay. he can love some slut hoe in the PI but he cant love his own family. so fuck him. im done with this shit. he can go to fuckin hell. that mutherfucker.

before i head off to shower then fall asleep i must right this down ( Read more... )

I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson ( Read more... )

today i made a connection. and its the most amazing feeling i have inside me right now. something happened and now the feelings i had before changed to something much deeper.

this is crazy. or perfectly sane.
whatever it is... im smiling.