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I left the house today.
I'm so proud of me.
There's this guy in town starting a band. They have a very mature jazzy blues sound, and for some reason, they think I can sing. I've tried warning them to the contrary, but they seem to have the idea stuck in their heads.
Despite my lack of vocal ability, I think I'm in. Bianca may finally get to be a rock ( Read more... )

I've been vacillating between staying in for days on end, and spending too much time out.
There are people I want here, and I wonder why I get so obsessed with social convention (like not wanting to call people too much).
i've been wearing a wedding ring out, to keep the flies off. They still talk to me, but at least they keep their hands to ( Read more... )

I often sit around my computer room wearing only underpants and, due to the layout of my building, the only place I could possibly be seen from is my neighbor's window. As my neighbor is a heterosexual woman, any pleasure from this view is rather lost on her.

"Virgo: You may start the day feeling a little insecure about everything going on around you BIANCA. The increased pressures of work might have strained your nerves a little. However, a lot of love and attention from friends, children, and the man in your life should have you feeling better about everything in no time. In the evening: Relax and ( Read more... )

Last night I had dreams about-
1) Lipstick
2) not being pregnant (which makes sense, as I am not pregnant)
3)Helping a bunch of girls ages 2-18 escape their creepy alcoholic possible-child molester stepfather.
I dream about this sort of thing a lot.

Cold medicine has the most bizarre effects on me. I'm totally dazed, unable to think/be/feel. Today I've vacillated between depressed-for-no-reason, frustrated-for-no-reason, and turned-on-as-hell-for-no-reason. They could sell this stuff as female viagra, I swear. Why of why was this not mentioned in the possible side-effects?

Watch her little gestures.
She moves as she laughs
in overstated exuberance
at every word he says.
You’re in, girl.
And yet, the mating dance must be completed.
Her monochromatic plumes
spread wide.
A courtship;
and the question is
do we drink for confidence
or the hope that we might smile more beautifully
for partly cloudy eyes?
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Yesterday, Adam and I went on another of our expeditions downtown. As always, I seemed to know *everyone* we ran into (whether I wanted to or not). However, downtown there was someone we all know, Lincoln! Adam and I retrieved photographic evidence which proves that Lincoln is not in fact dead, but is walking the streets of Springfield (apparently ( Read more... )