Well this is boring. Never thought I'd be waiting for it to be time to leave for work. Stupid MSN isn't working, there are no new journals to read...how pathetic is my life?

Anyways I stole this little thing off Kev's journal to amuse myself while I wait.

( stolen quiz thingie )

Ok why am I awake? managed to sleep for like what 3 hours .. maybe less? So um why does my body think now is a good time to be awake? Stupid THINKING .. I'm not even sure what it is that I'm thinking about but clearly my brain is thinking about something too hard to let me sleep wtf??!!

So anyways the journal I was going to write was about how I completly crushed John at work yesterday. I am very dissapointed in myself for having treated another person that way. The things I said to him were the meanest things that I have ever heard come out of my mouth. I made him cry multiple times and even though he was already crying I just ( Read more... )

well I was going to write a post on how I'm disgusted with myself because of the way I treated another human bieng today and the things I said. However then I got really really high and now I can't think that hard. So enjoy this

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Ok so I have ANOTHER new schedule it is as follows:

Mon 4:00pm - 9:30pm
Tues 3:00pm - 9:30pm
Wed Off, School 6:30pm - 9:30pm
Thurs 3:00pm - 10:30pm
Fri 3:00pm - 10:30pm
Sat 3:00pm - 10:30pm
Sun 2:00pm - 8:30pm

So lets see. Work was long and boring. My throat still hurts. I'm very tired but don't really wanna go to bed because I'm lacking human contact. Been thinking a lot .. figured out where I stand on a bunch of things. feeling lonely.

Here's a survey cuz I'm bored

( survey )

Well if there was ever a good way to tell that I'm sick here it is:

last night I was in bed and asleep by midnight

I don't even remember the last time that happened. But anyways I gotta get ready for work.

So tomorrow is going to suck. I am working from 12:00pm - 10:30pm AND my throat is KILLING me. Chris gave me his strep throat and it sucks. So yeah I'm gunna eat - providing I can get the food down my throat and then sleep. Hopefully I feel at least a little better tomorrow.

I really don't want to be awake yet. I need my other hour and and half of sleep. I'm being kicked out of my room so my Dad and my uncle can install my blinds and make my other electrical outlet into 3 prong. At least I'll be able to plug a power bar in over there now since I'm running out of space to plug in my crap ( Read more... )

What is it about chicken soup that makes you feel so much better? Normally I'm not a huge fan of chicken soup but tonight I had a craving. But we only had one dinky little can. Lucky for me we had some chicken stock so I was able to add to my soup. Then of course my favourite ingrediant to add to chicken soup - rice. Mmmm it was soo good I ate like ( Read more... )