Today is the day

[jesssenk]

I sat here for a while trying to figure out how to open this post...this isn't something I talk about all the time.  I only talk about this to people that I really trust and everyone else gets the fake me.  I started this thing for a reason though...I need a place to be me.  Really really me and not "make everyone else laugh to hide your hurt" me

Comments

[independentlulu]

I really want things to go well for you today. Nope, a new Jess isn't going to come out of that doctor's office but maybe you will have some hope by the time you leave. Something is out there that will work for you and the trial and error sucks. I'm thinking about you Jess!

[jesssenk]

Thanks Heidi! I do have hope. He gave me adderol (sp?) I'll start it tomorrow. We shall see!