I am SO TIRED. God, I only have two hours why am I taking the time to write this?! this is PAIN. just want to remember that in this moment nothing seemed good (then i can check back later and celebrate).
CRAP

i am so cold right now im not so sure i wont just freeze to death. stupid people turned the AC on in Walsh art gallery and I can't turn it off but Jesus Christ its got to be 20 degrees in here. my fingers are numb. i went home and put on thermal long underwear under my pants and three layers of shirts including a fleece under my big thermal blue ( Read more... )

finished another one.

didnt get the second one in.

got back an exam and i sucked on it.

i feel sooo tired.

this song SUCKS

JeMtreize13: hi ( Read more... )

i have this paper due tomorrow and i have been not wanting to write it for weeks. and now its due. i hate that. sex, sin etc. im just so not sure what i want to say conclusively. it seems so unimportant to remain at textual analysis, which is what she wants us to do. if you dont apply what you learn to your life then what's the point?! i might be ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I'm keeping this thing anymore but I thought it was only fair to state for the record that the road trip was beyond awesome and maybe the best time i've ever had. Having said that life couldn't be more shitty now so you prolly don't want to talk to me anyways. ive misplaced my cell again and the people whose wireless i was stealing ( Read more... )

i forgot about this, lj has temporarily fallen out of favor with moi. its cold here. home is complicated.

trip starts wed.

no word from sweden yet.

home is complicated.

Listening to Nick Drake and feeling the breeze of the AC. summer is due to arrive at 3:30 in the form of a minivan and a way back to Boston. Feeling quesy due to extreme lack of sleep and the fatal error of having swallowed a mouth full of listerine. i own too much stuff. i have no idea where it all came from. considering i circle my way throught ( Read more... )

we'll see if things pass...somehow the winds are changing. makes me nervous when things change. i used to be so into what i thought, now just indifference.

you might think its funny but the crunching is seriously driving me over the edge: day three of no sleep and going insane due to the fucking sun flower seeds. I'm going to lose it. i really am