what you're thinking
other than what youre doing
where your mind goes
rather than where your body goes

Part of my dream this morning ( Read more... )

Part of my dream last night:

I was in spain, trying to search for a good beach. There were plenty of coastal spots, but no sand. Then i found a little beach. The water was really clear and really dark. The ocean water there was sweet instead of salty.

thick dry tongue& a heavy base of head

I think I've felt far too much anger, sadness, nostalia while sitting in this very position in front of the computer at dad's house. Now inevitably if I sit here for long enough I get the same feelings all over again, and I'm stuck. It all strips down and I'm still the same ( Read more... )

I'm finally at a point where im fed up with being dissatisfied. Not just depressed by it, but actually NEEDING to get out of it. I look back on all of my journal entries over the last 5 years ,or however long it's been, and it is just this pathetic thing that is always there. I wonder if it is actually ingrained in me, or it's probably quite normal ( Read more... )

some recent fragments ( Read more... )

Some of my dreams last night:

Swimming babies, that i had to hold once the tide went down.

Daniel Rawson trying to call me.

Kissing a boy that was putting red lipstick on so I could get some of the lippy too.

Hugging madeleine so tight.

Hanging out with the seinfeld crew, having a long hug with jerry but he got a big uncomfortable.

i had more dreams last night about teeth falling out, also chipping. It left me with a nice looking smile, and a screwed up looking tooth wasteland gum ( Read more... )

Below the gum trees where cockatoos screech ( Read more... )