last journal

[jessbrit]

ok about my last journal does sex really matter??? i dont think it does anymore we are too into just having sex i mean it doesnt mean anything to half of us now does it we just do it because we can not because we mean it i just dont get "us"

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[tennisshoefreak]

it matters to me because i want to wait for the person i marry to have sex. i mean, i guess it really doesnt matter to a lot of people because most of everyone has already had sex but for those "few" virgins, lol...it matters still

[motherfer]

i think sex mattered to me before i had my daughter. i wanted as much of it as i could get from as many people that would give it. now, ive grown up, settled down, and its just something nice that me and my boyfriend can share together. its not like we'd die without it (although he might lol) but its something that connects us and make our relationship stronger. i dont know if im really explaining my point..

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[jessbrit]

ok what i was trying to saying and i wasnt speaking for the "virgins" or anyone of that matter in fact i was just saying that 'ppl' who have had sex just dont really care most the time of they sleep with because to them its just sex n it dont mean shit it just means they are gettin sum no matter who it is. b4 it used to mean sumthin to me to save it for that special someone but that only lasted till 2 months b4 i turned 18 n for those of you who know more dont comment on you know what n when...thanks but anyways getting as much as you wanted doesnt really sound like it mattered it just sounds like you wanted to get laid and that was all that mattered i love you guys very much but just think really hard about what i am saying i understand both of your comments but just think of what i have said please

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[motherfer]

i dont think i got to explain my point the way that i was thinking of it. I couldnt picture myself just gettin with just anyone anymore, just to get sum. I see my daughter as the result of those actions and i could not picture making those types of results with someone that i dont love as much as i love nathan (her father). Having a child makes me more cautious, now. sex is something that leads to unknown results and now i relize that its not something to just go and do. it matters to me now, in the sense that it actually means something now. it never did before. just because ive had it before doesnt mean i should just be doing it with out worry. I know now. i have a reminder that i see everyday of why it needs to mean something.

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[jessbrit]

at least someone gets my point bc i did the same thing you did but now i look at izabelle and i dont want to be like that again i learned from my mistakes but no matter what i love her with all my heart even tho i should have been a lot more careful even tho i used protection yet it broke its just the fact i would never give her up yet i would never be like "that" again in my life

bet nathan is really happy about her isnt he she is so cute mollie she looks just like you