You'll probably  notice that my journal looks completely different, if you're not viewing through a friends page. It was waaaaaaaaaaay overdue for a change, and since i know absolutely nothing about making it pretty, i just picked a preset layout. Whatever, its kind of ugly, but i needed a change. That skinny column in the middle of the page just ( Read more... )

Something happened. I guess i got sick, and regressed to perhaps the beginning of second semester last year. There's something heavy sitting in my stomach, my heart doesn't feel right, and i'm sad. I'm homesick, so very homesick and longing for simpler days of years ago. And now i'm beginning to get overwhelmed with school: environmental science ( Read more... )

Dear germs that are inhabiting my body and making me sick,

Screw you. Please die and go away so that i can be healthy again. All i wanna do is crawl into bed, watch gilmore girls, sleep, and read my novel. Because of you. And that is just not very productive and i'm in college to be productive and learn, and if i don't graduate and get a top-notch ( Read more... )

Sunday nights suck.

ok, so the new facebook? CREEPY! it just makes it so much easier to stalk people and know every single intimate detail about their lives.... whoa. I can know what my friends wrote on my other friend's walls.... it makes me hesitant to do anything because EVERYBODY WILL KNOW whether they care/want to or not. weeeeeeird.

Holy crap the weather right now is eight eight degrees, feels like one hundred!! ITS SO DAMN HOT!!

On another note, this weekend was.... wonderful. wonderful wonderful wonderful.

I really wish that i was more easy going and that i didn't get stressed out as easily. Because Life? You're really stressing me out. Actually, excuse me, My Future? Its really you that's being so fussy and causing so many problems. Could ya stop that? I'm gonna hafta ask you to quit being so damn foggy and just come out of the shadows and show ( Read more... )

well, in case you were following the harrowing saga... i decided to keep the history class and just wait until second semester (where ever i may be...!) to take spanish. Because this history class will satisfy the legislative requirements before i graduate, and lauren told me the test is way hard... so i'd rather not take it. I'm still leaning more ( Read more... )

Should i drop US history and take spanish instead on monday wed friday? AND a spanish lab? Or do i keep history because the prof is awesome and the class will satisfy the regents test?? Or should i drop it and take spanish because i'm thinking more of majoring in spanish than history? Should i major in spanish?? Do i really wanna teach it? I can't ( Read more... )

Well, i just woke up from my first night in the dorms again at GCSU. Yesterday morning looked pretty promising because i wasn't tearful. No sobbing phone calls. I was cheerful on the way down and moving in. Joking with my parents and my brother. I mistook my anxiousness to get my room in order for excitement, but we can overlook that. Once my ( Read more... )