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Nov 04, 2003 16:24

He wore starched white shirts buttoned at the neck ( Read more... )

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wickedydork November 4 2003, 14:59:22 UTC
<3333 I know what you are going through. Im here if you need someone.

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jessa_belle November 4 2003, 20:22:05 UTC
thank you jen...that means a lot to me <33

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lagwagonmonkey November 4 2003, 15:02:30 UTC
aw, fuck honey....i'm totally crying right now =/

i love you so much and i know how much you loved your grandfather.
i could hear it in your voice when you spoke of him and in the pain you tried to hide when we talked.

i just wish i were there.....a real best friend would be there for you=/

i so wish you didnt have to feel this pain right now...it's not fair

he sounded like a really amazing man and i think you were very lucky to have enjoyed his company for so many years.

i bet one thing.....i sure bet he was incredibly proud of you.

he has an amazing granddaughter.

i love you, jessalyn.

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jessa_belle November 4 2003, 20:36:04 UTC
awwwww, sweetheart...don't cry :( i hate it when you cry :( it breaks my heart.

i wish that you were here, too...i just want a great big, tight bear hug. that's what i want for christmas from you!

he was an amazing man, i wish that you could have met him...you and him would have been "poddnahs" as he would have said. i'm not sure what that word means, i think that it might mean partner...but i'm not sure...he used it all of the time.

you're my best poddnah...forever, and ever.

i love you, greg. <33333

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cr0okedhalo November 4 2003, 15:29:01 UTC
but now there's no more pain, no more waiting...just alot of heartache, and that is something that only time will heal.

I know what you mean. I lost my great-grandma 3 years ago to Bone Cancer. =/ She was in intense pain. It hurt so bad to sit by her and watch her be in so much pain, just waiting for it to be over. I didn't want her to leave me, but that was me being selfish. I realized it was better for her to go, she wouldn't be in pain anymore. It broke my heart when she did go. It STILL breaks my heart, but it helps me a lot to know that she's up there to guide me through life's rough journey and she'll be there to greet me with open arms one day. I miss her, but it does get easier with time.

I don't know much about you but from your posts, you seem like such a sweet girl. :D You'll pull through, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. <3333

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jessa_belle November 4 2003, 20:46:16 UTC
i'm so sorry to hear that :( my grandpa had lung cancer six years ago, but he had it removed from his lung, so he only had one good lung. then, last week the found that it had come back on his only lung, his liver, and his kiddneys. his kiddneys started shutting down, and they had to put him on dialysis...gangrene had set up in his feet, he was in horrible pain. i know that he is better off, and my mind is at ease, but my heart still hurts...i guess that my heart is very selfish!!

and thank you, you seem like a sweetie, too...and same for you, if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here! <3333

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palm_tree November 4 2003, 17:59:36 UTC
:( I love you, Jess <3

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jessa_belle November 4 2003, 20:48:11 UTC
i love you too, melanie.
i've missed you :(
<333

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palm_tree November 4 2003, 21:04:57 UTC
I've missed you too :(
we need to talk soon <333

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tibby1 November 4 2003, 20:37:13 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss sweetie
I love you and have missed you very much<33

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jessa_belle November 4 2003, 20:48:51 UTC
lucy, omg...i've missed you so damn much!
i love you, too <33333

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tibby1 November 4 2003, 20:54:01 UTC
Im really sorry for your loss sweetie
<333

omg@ the huge enty I was just makin and i did something and it dissapeared.....Ok I will try it again maybe I will bring a smile to your face, it was quite silly actually!

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