For Gabrielle
velvetwhip who is just amazing. Thank you for my little prezzie. Here is one for you!
Big Bang Baby
Season 3 Lover's Walk
Spike/Willow
NC-17
It's so easy, I think to myself as I mix the ingredients for my spell together. I can do this spell and the yumminess between Xander and I will go poof.
No need for anyone to know about the kissage and the touching and ... the wanting. I wouldn’t hurt Oz and Xander wouldn’t hurt Cordelia. It’s so simple.
Well it was.
I told Xander to meet me in the science lab so we could do the spell together. Hoping that the passion would leave our eyes at the same time and turn us both back into what we used to be. Best friends who don’t kiss. Best friends who are just ... best friends. I try not to feel sadness at that, anything has to be better than the guilt that plagues us both.
I’m smiling as I look over my spell book, making sure I know the words to say when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I fully expect Xander and my face breaks into a smile as I turn around. I can enjoy these passionate stirrings for a few minutes longer. Maybe a kiss or two. A moment of being held, my feelings finally reciprocated.
Only it isn’t Xander.
“Hello red,” Spike says, his hand on my shoulder tightening.
“Spike!”I squeak as I turn my head.
He is smirking at me, his eyes impossibly blue as they bore into mine. He is standing too close, his body against mine, the cool leather of his duster brushing against my hands. A tingle of desire runs through my veins as he runs a cool hand along my face and neck. I fight not to close my eyes at the feeling his touch is invoking.
“I knew there was power running through you. I could smell it you know,” he says his breath warm against my ear. I shiver against him, goose bumps breaking out on my skin.
I want to break away from him but I find I can’t. I’m held back not by his strong hands but by his words and his mouth against my skin.
“Who knew there was a strong witch underneath it all,” he breathes.
My eyes close as he runs his lips up and down the column of my throat, kissing and nipping gently.
He has me firmly crushed against him, the hard line of his arousal pressing deliciously into my material clad ass. My hands clutch at the buttery leather of his duster as he continues his assault on my senses.
“Spike...” I pant and I can feel him smile against my flesh. Suddenly I’m spun around and his arms are around me, pressing me into the lab table. With a sweep of his hand all my spell ingredients are knocked to the floor and I’m sitting on the table, the blond vampire in between my legs.
He gives me a smoldering look watching to see if I shove him away. I can do nothing but stare at him, my hands gripping the edge of the table. His hands find their way around me, digging into the pockets of the cordouroy pants I’m wearing. He dips his head down and presses his lips against mine.
He kiss is delicate, not wanting to scare me and daring me to deepen it. I moan low in my throat as his tongue licks against the seal of my lips begging entrance into my mouth. He growls when I let him in, our tongues running a sensual dance against the other.
This is nothing like I have ever experienced before. Fumbling kisses with Oz ... passionate ones with Xander. But Spike’s? They were pure fire running through my system. And good god I wanted to feel the burn.
My legs move on their volition and wrap around his waist, pressing my most intimate spot against his. He thrusts against me involuntarily and I break away from his lips, grasping onto his shoulders.
Spike has his face buried in my hair, breathing hard as he struggles to get my pants open. Before I know it, his hand has wormed its way against my tender flesh and is rubbing circles into my clit.
I feel like I’m in the ocean watching the wave as it speedily makes it’s way to me. I’m drowning in pleasure as the wave crests and screaming as it breaks, my hips bucking against Spike’s cool fingers.
He wastes no time pulling my pants and panties off my legs, throwing my shoes across the classroom. I want to giggle at the absurdity but then he’s kissing me again, his lips moving against mine as if they were made for me.
For touching me, for kissing me, for making me feel this drunk on lust.
I wind my hands in his obscenely bleached hair, marveling at the softness of his curls when I feel him rub his very hard cock against my sex. I break our kiss and look down, wanting to see him disappear into my flesh.
I can feel him watching me, begging for permission and I slide forward a tiny bit, the head of his cock pushing inside me.
He groans as he presses into me. He feels so big, and I wonder why I’m not scared. This is my first time after all. It’s not even a question of what I’m doing, that it might be wrong. I don’t care. I will give myself to this man ... this vampire.
“Red?” he questions cocking his head to the side as he feels the barrier of my virginity. His eyes are wide and full of awe.
“Do it ... God just do it Spike,” I gasp feeling like I’m on the cusp of something fantastic only it’s being waved just out of my reach.
He holds onto my hips and thrusts hard, tearing the barrier and burying himself. He is kissing my face, murmuring to me, telling me it only hurts for a minute. I kiss him back, the pain already gone when he starts to move within me.
I’m drowning in the intensity of his passion. His want for me so strong that it mirrors mine. I feel the little bruises he is leaving in my skin and I welcome them. Wanting any form of his mark on my flesh.
The wave is cresting against as he pounds against me, his cock hitting all the the right spots deep inside me. The table rocking with his violent movement. Never stopping ... thrusting for all that he is worth. My mouth is kissing his neck, sucking at his flesh.
I’m losing control. I feel my body start to tremble around his when he pushes his hand between us to rub at my clit. I’m screaming again, my pussy contracting around him as I fly over the edge. Stars bursting in my eyes I bite into the skin of his neck.
Spike roars and thrusts into me, his release a violent eruption within me. I taste blood in my mouth and realize it’s his. He is pulling my hair, kissing my neck and moving towards my mouth.
We hold onto each other as our bodies stop their shuddering, his cock still impossibly hard in mine.
“You are mine witch,” he says harshly backing up, and falling to his knees. “Mine!”
Before I have a moment to protest at the absence of his body in mine he is kissing my thighs. My head falls back and my hands clutch at his hair as he licks me from top to bottom. Our mingled essence and my virginal blood on his tongue.
He worries my bundle of nerves in his teeth and I come again fluttering against his tongue. He is enthusiastically licking me clean, his fingers digging into my thighs when I hear the classroom door slam against the wall.
“WILLOW!” Xander yells and Spike is gone in a blur of black leather.
I’m conscious that I have no pants on. That I’m naked to Xander’s eyes but I don’t care.
I glance at him with lust filled eyes and for the first time in a long time they aren’t for him.
Screw the wolf.
Fuck the best friend.
I want the vampire.