The pluses and minuses of life.

[jerryback]

Why is it that I miss home, yet I hate living there? Why can I either love central New York and be happy to live there, or just leave it behind and not look back? I can't do either. I have so much family, friends and history there, that I miss it from time to time, especially when I don't go home for a while. I guess I miss it even more living

Comments

[gucch]

well if it's any help, we miss you too... but we all give you credit for being able to live in canada moving on and doing something different than the rest of us. Everyone that leaves misses their friends and family. But thats the joy you get in coming home to visit. Living here gets boring, so do friends and family.

am i giving you advice ? sorry. im delerious.

[jerryback]

Youre right. It just takes alot of energy to always make sure you come back to visit and spend time with the people who made you who you are. I wish I could take people with me like a rapper's entourage and do whatever I do. I just can't afford to pay you guys to hang with me, cuz if I could I would.

[gucch]

awwww. we're being sentimental...

whats next? ashi has an emotion?

[jerryback]

heres a little GARRO for ya.

[rustical]

Awww, Jerry... you're such a sweetheart! Asldklds!

You're right though. I definitely haven't lived anywhere else, but I think about how I want to move. (Does that count???) Ok, it may not, but I think I feel the same way...

... k, this is going no where... and I paid for this education...

[g_lo]

I guess for as much as we bitch & complain about it .. there is no other place like CNY .. I agree with Gucch it takes a lot of courage to pick up and leave the way you did .. but you don't get anywhere by not taking risks (I should take my own advice) ..

As far as the people, friendships .. nothing will ever compare to where you grew up ..

[blkjesus01]

Home in home. The whole time I was waiting to leave I wanted to get it over and done with. I wanted to be gone, to be outta cny. To start my life some where else. And now that I am gone I miss it. Some times more than others. I miss the smiling faces of people I'm used to and have grown to care about and my family. I think that is the worst part. If I had to make the choice over again knowing how I feel now I dont know what I would do.....Im playing lotto down here tho so if i win ill be able to pay you all lol. god i wish that would happen