Well I'm back, have been for a week. NYC was the most fun I've had in quite a while. I got to see most of the people I love, including that Supreme Love, which massaged some callouses off my heart. I missed out on some people, but I plan to return ASAP so I'm not too worried about it. I didn't DO much. Didn't go to any touristy spots except Central ( Read more... )

Still haven't spoken to my friend.
Still missing her.
Still can't listen to Modest Mouse without feeling a pain my chest.

Still wondering what the fuck is up with our friendship.

Looking forward to Sunday and NYC.

I'm such a confident person, almost to the point of overconfidence, that when my confidence is shaken my whole being is thrown off.

I'm a generally well-spoken person, and when I lose the ability to connect thought and speech, I'm like a clogged toilet.

Full of shit.

Don't read the entry before this, it's boring emo bullshit, much like this one.

My mind is fucking my world up now. It has been ever since Wednesday night. I'm thinking too much too fast. It's a constant thing. It's making me nervous, making me sweat, making me sick ( Read more... )

I'm confused about a lot of things, but about two in particular.

I'm scared of a lot of things, but of one in particular.

I'm unhappy with a lot of things, but with myself in particular.

Life feels good.
My soul is happy.
And I ain't lettin' the bullshit get me down.

I'm in love with everything, and I want it all to know.

Not sure what's bringing this sort of mood on, but I hope it sticks around for a while. I've been tired of being a surly sourpussy.

Stay focused stay focused stay focused stay focused.

There's something better waiting for you. This shit ain't worth it.

Stay focused stay focused stay focused stay focused.

If you like the band Silkworm then you should check these guys out.

The band is called Bottomless Pit and is comprised of two members of Silkworm (Tim Midgett and Andy Cohen) and two of their friends (Chris Manfrin of Seam and Brian Orchard of .22).

They should be putting a cd out soon under the Comedy Minus One label ( Read more... )

I'm not the asshole.

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