damnit i miss elise. shoping is not the same. im not allowed to snatch with other people cause they're silly. i opened up a checking account with independant bank and they gave me a coffee maker...pretty sweet if i do say myself. it's eleven oh'eight. i need to go to somerset to fix my ipod....again. and i need to watch lock stock and two smoking ( Read more... )

i've been working like whoah lately. 10-10 pretty much. but the juicy juicy checks are gonna be worth it. i chill with the guys at purple haze and play uno on my break at harp's and beau jacks goes by pretty smooth and every one there is such a character...i saw neil in birmingham last night, i duno if he did or not, but he looked right at me. it ( Read more... )

i wish i wasn't such bitch. i wish i didn't let shit get to me the way it does. i miss bear so much. i hat being a bitch, i feel fucking horrible. i wish i didn't say the shit that i did and i wish i was a better person. i wish i could have him smile more and make him happy. i wish i was better, i want it so much, i love him. oi. emo posts:( but it ( Read more... )

something isn't right...there's pre-cooked, pre-sliced meats in our house...this isn't right. something is off. she's home and life's back to the same old im doing nothing with my life bullshit she loves to remind me of...all the fucking time. it's fucking ridiculous, thi s" you've been partying al summer" bullshit, there hasn't been more than ( Read more... )

hope you remember me when you're homesick and need a change...i miss your purple hair...i miss the way you taste

i've really been enjoying myself lately, so things are better for the moment. i lost my wallet the other day, but i found it yesterday so saweet. im starting to work thursdays at les chevous, so that's really making me happy, cause i love working there, it's fantabulous. yes. i saw silent hill last night again at the dollar theatre, it was tight ( Read more... )

shits gotten alot worse

on a brighter note-

....hahaha..there isn't one
well maybe, in the meantime...keep your comfort to yourself kids, cause whenever i need it everyone seems to be too tied up

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songs have been bringing me to tears lately. Alot. i hate it and at the same time it's re-assuruing that im still at least a little bit human. something bad is gonna happen today i can taste it. it tastes awful and i wish i was mistaken. stewed over mistakes are the worst and i hate going through the motions of this all the time. it's a ( Read more... )

prom was the other night it was grand ( Read more... )