What the Hell am I doing here?

[jennamcquaid]

I just spent 1 1/2 hours on the phone with my parents - and now I wanna curl up and die...

Last week my dad sent me a message asking what I was up to and how my studies were going - all questions I usually refuse to think about. I actually took me till yesterday to read the entire thing coz I just couldn´t make myself read it.

But I did and today I

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[mutedbyfear]

Yay for Steve gigs! Maybe we can actually talk to each other this time & I'll introduce you to the rest of the guys that made you write Chris/Steve fic (and once you start there's no going back...)

I think we all have times in our life when we don't know what the hell we want to do, or indeed what we are capable of doing - at least you are acknowledging that. You'll get through it :)

[jennamcquaid]

Yay indeed! I actually just got my ticket for September - #003!!

And thank´s for the "pick-me-up". It´s just really hard coz it feels like I´m going through it all on my own and have nobody to actually talk to. And then my dad said that I could always talk to him and I just cried, esp coz I know there´s nothing he can do to help either...But right now I´m just sooooo fed up with my "friends" that I might finally have enough energy to pull myself out of this slump just so I can get away from them...(and yes, I am aware of how horrible that sounds)