UGH.

Apr 07, 2010 20:55


So tonight I had ( an emotionally exhausting evening... )

jen is sad, my life, jen is pissy

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xtinethepirate April 8 2010, 00:14:25 UTC
I'm sorry, hon. You seriously need to stop torturing yourself like that. I worry. :/

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jenjennyjen April 8 2010, 02:37:29 UTC
I know. And if I were smarter, I would have listened to you one of the other bajillionty times you told me this. What can I say, I seem to have a masochistic streak...

But thank you.

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xtinethepirate April 8 2010, 02:44:16 UTC
*hugs tightly*

Well, when you move in here, I can just lock you in, right? That'll work. :) Or we can find other outlets for your masochism. *cough* *halo* *grin*

I'm sorry it ended up being a not-so-great time over there for you, though, for what it's worth. People need not to make invasive observations like that.

(AND AHHHH JENNY IS TAKING CARE OF UNCONSCIOUS!GILES AND I CAN'T EVEN, JEN. *WEEPS*)

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jenjennyjen April 8 2010, 12:42:46 UTC
But that's the problem, isn't it? We usually do have a great time, and I'm always reluctant to leave, and then I'm all confused because things are good between the two of us, and then I can't quite figure out what went wrong. Ugh.

Poor Jenny and Giles; those episodes are so sad, especially since we know what's going to happen. Now who's the masochist, eh?

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jenjennyjen April 8 2010, 12:54:23 UTC
Oh, gods, I know. I'm not smart enough to stop hanging out with him, but I sure as hell am not stupid enough to keep sleeping with him. Because all sorts of bad shit would come from that. I'm not going to say I've never considered it, but I definitely couldn't take not having a relationship after that. Because everything else is the same; add sex to that and it would too similar to a relationship, but with that little caring/loving thing missing. And I just couldn't do it.

I know you went through something almost exactly like this, so it's nice to know I'm not the only one to have trouble dealing. Thank you.

Also, the next, eh? I tried starting something with someone; after two weeks he told me he loved me and I had to get the hell away from that! And now I'm most likely leaving Halifax in just over three months and I don't really feel like putting the effort into starting something new with someone I might not want to leave.

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