so.. school started. its whatever. same shit.. different classes. all im sayin is i need a job asap ( Read more... )

the other night while my sister and i were burning, she brought up craigslist. she told me about the "missed connections" tab on the site. apparently people post on this section of craigslist when they have had some random encounter with a stranger and want to somehow reconnect with sed stranger. For example, say you see a really cute guy on the ( Read more... )

i cant stand living in this house any longer.

i dont know how i survived 18 years and could barely make it through the summer here. time to go back to the city for sure. if my moving day tomorrow doesnt go through i swear im gonna fuckin flip out.

my dreams have been hella ridiculous lately. i think its my subconscious trying to tell me something. i really dont like dreaming ( Read more... )

and singing one of my all time favorite songs hahaha.

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i remember last year when jane sent me the link to watch her sing. then all of a sudden she was on ellen and oprah. i was watching tv with my mom the other day and she had her own little movie of the story of her life (thus far) on tfc. it was pretty good actually. anyways her voice is crazy ( Read more... )

i dont know where this is going. but all i know is.. its good to know i can still feel that butterflies in the stomache, uncontrollable smiling, cant sleep at night typa thing.

dont judge me.
just be happy for me.
please and thank you.

i feel old when i turn on the tv and see how big hannah montana and the jonas brothers have gotten. where was i when all this happened? they seem to have exploded over night. or maybe i just cannot simply keep up with the youth of today. hahaha. anyways, i havent really heard the music that either hannah montana nor the jonas brothers create, but ( Read more... )

i am pleased to say that i am still alive, though in much pain. crazy man. just fuckin crazy ( Read more... )

hospitals have got to be one of the most depressing places, especially children's hospitals. been spending a lot of time in the oakland children's hospital. there are few things that are sadder than seeing numerous sick children suffering from problems beyond their control. it makes me wanna cry witnessing it. i wish i could help them all, take ( Read more... )

ok.. time for another update. havent been able to bring myself to post lately ( Read more... )