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[jemtoh]

Can't seem to fall asleep after waking up at 2am.

Somehow everything I do in the past few weeks seem so transitory and I'm often at a loss as to how I feel:

- When I meet people and there seems to be mutual interest, I'm afraid to start anything.

- When friends make plans for holidays or birthdays, I watch by the side knowing I won't go.

- When I

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[swimz]

Well..think It's the transition period. Or look at this way, very soon u will start an exciting and busy life journey with new adventure, making new friends.. while we all still stuck here with weekly liquid buffet or waiting for another bkk trip... Haha..

[jemtoh]

:) Thanks Tony

[kevinexx]

think of how much we envy you being able to embark on this experience of a lifetime,
when i was studying, i thought that it would be really nice if i can be doing my postgrad out of sg,
have a life away from my parents for a short while to enjoy some kind of freedom,
but it didn't happen and will never happen...

when you get there, we will start seeing you post photos and new friends ...
and we will be thinking visiting you, exploring a new holiday destination near you.

And... rather than thinking that there is no single someone sharing the excitement with...
why can't you see that you have a bunch of friends here who are also happy that you are able to have a chance for this once (ok some people gets more) in a lifetime experience..

Hugz

[seaweeds]

WAH ! I am SO IMPLESSED LEHH !!!! did u get a ghost writer to write all this for u ? gegegegegegege

[xiaogou]

lol! so evil

[jemtoh]

:)

[seaweeds]

you are a fully actuated individual - u actually DO, u dun merely TALK.

So all this inactivity is getting you down coz you are being FORCED to TALK instead of actually starting the DO parts of the course - naturally, you are destabilized and you are at a loss.

I think, things would be very different if u had left Sg early and moved into your NY apartment by now - u would have had plenty to do and plenty to see - I suspect, deep down - u wish you could have done exactly that.

[jemtoh]

I really have to agree with you there. :p Though I'm not in New York la.. I'm in New Haven in Connecticut -.-'''

[seaweeds]

loll - I keep mixing u up wid the friend who is up at NYU .. lolll

[zenhiao]

aiyo just a few more days to tahan and then you will be off on a new adventure.

and if you HAD someONE to share with you would now be super moody thinking about how you are going to survive with most of the world between the two of you.

count your blessings!

you are about to cross over to the greener grass!

[lepetitbryan]

All the best. US will be super fun if you live in big cities, but it sucks if you live in a small town. Where will you live?