Would appreciate people not harass my poor little carcass of a Livejournal with dead YouTube links that one time led to murderous clown porn (or something else horrifying and unsolicited
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I found this page through typing in some random search into Google about how my life was overly screwed by my own destiny, and some how my own cynical nature has led me to your page. I realize that as I am posting this anonymously, you have little to no idea who I am lest you be a wiz with IP addresses, that is, if you even cared enough to hunt me down. Truth is, more that likely I will either forget or regret making this post, though more that likely it will be a mooring combination of the two and depending on the alinment of the stars, one will win in a bout of insecurities
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I hope you haven't gone crazy. Or if you did, that it happened in a truly spectacular and completely non-violent manner...preferably resulting in you finding happiness and calm and people who appreciate you.
...and if you found that you're probably not here anymore...as I tend to not be when I'm invested in things or people. I suppose if I'm here, and they're there, that in itself is good and fair, as I myself have elected it to be. And yet...as I Cheshire Cat my way through a medium I typically gravitate toward at the height of internal lunacy...appealing to a bag-faced avatar who found me by Google...I wonder if you realize this was anything but a dismissive second, and I hope your next moment is better.
If my IP homing pigeon is worth her feed, this should be landing on your stoop as soon as I hit enter. Technology's funny that way.
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Or, ya know, at all.
I hope you haven't gone crazy. Or if you did, that it happened in a truly spectacular and completely non-violent manner...preferably resulting in you finding happiness and calm and people who appreciate you.
...and if you found that you're probably not here anymore...as I tend to not be when I'm invested in things or people. I suppose if I'm here, and they're there, that in itself is good and fair, as I myself have elected it to be. And yet...as I Cheshire Cat my way through a medium I typically gravitate toward at the height of internal lunacy...appealing to a bag-faced avatar who found me by Google...I wonder if you realize this was anything but a dismissive second, and I hope your next moment is better.
If my IP homing pigeon is worth her feed, this should be landing on your stoop as soon as I hit enter. Technology's funny that way.
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