Gift fic for darlita
To: darlita
From: silecet
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Title A Cat Love
Pairing/Group Pin, mention of Tegoryo and Tackey&Tsubasa
Rating NC17
Warnings I couldn’t resist some crack, sorry!
Notes My JE Holiday fic for darlita… I tried not to make it too cracky or fluffy… I hope you’ll like it *nervous*
Thanks to jackoweskla for the beta! It’s so much better now!^^
Summary How a kitty succeeds in turning Pin’s world upside down.
The first day Yamapi heard about Kelly, he was the first member to walk in NewS’ dressing room. It wasn’t unusual. He liked to come early so he could breathe a little before starting the day. He loved those few minutes when he had the place just for himself. He put his bag on the floor and sat down. Eyes closed, he was enjoying the blissful silence when the door opened in a hurry. Startled, he opened his eyes to look at the intruder and saw a very flustered Jin striding towards him.
“Pi! You have to help me!” his friend cried out.
“What have you done this time?”
Jin came closer. Yamapi noticed he was carrying a small bundle. With a closer look, he saw that it had grey hairs and was… purring! He looked suspiciously at Jin. “Where did you find this cat? Last time I checked you had a dog!”
“I found Kelly on my way here… It’s fucking raining outside, I couldn’t leave her!” he said, stroking her soft fur.
“You named your cat Kelly?” Yamapi asked, unbelieving.
“It’s cool, isn’t it? I’ve always wanted to give American names to my children!”
Yamapi sighed. He so wasn’t going to argue with Jin about the fact that a cat wasn’t a child. Remembering Jin’s words, he looked back at his friend.
“So what do you need my help for?”
Jin shifted uncomfortably from one foot to another, eyes lowered. “Well, you see… I wanted to keep her in KAT-TUN’s room but Kame seems to be kind of allergic and he threw a fit and I don’t know what to do so could you keep her here? Please? Please? Please?”
Jin’s eyes were pleading, full of unshed tears. The guy always knew out to make him surrender. Again, he sighed.
“Ok,” he complied (Jin beamed and put the small kitten in Yamapi’s arms), “but don’t forget to come back to take her at the end of your rehearsal!”
“Of course!” he answered, leaving before his friend could change his mind. “Thank you! I love you!”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever.” He looked at the cat in his arms and smiled. Kelly (or whatever stupid name Jin had given her) was really cute with her grey fur and golden eyes. He petted her belly, earning him a loud purr. “You like that, don’t you?”
The door opened again. “I’ve just met Jin in the corridor. What’s up with him?” Ryo wondered then paused. “What are you doing with that thing? I hate cats!” he said with a disgusted face.
“Come on, Ryo! Isn’t it the cutest thing you’ve ever seen?” he asked, coming closer. Ryo took a step back.
“What’s cuter than me?” Tegoshi asked entering the room. He noticed the cat in Yamapi’s arms. “Ooooh, a kitty!”
“That’s the type of reaction I hate,” Ryo explained, “how people coo in front of them. You people are ridiculous. I’m man enough not to do this disgusting stuff.”
“Yeah, well, we’ll see if you’re man enough to take Kelly while I look for a small cage and newspapers, as her daddy is too dumb to think about this stuff.” Yamapi put Kelly in Ryo’s arms and left. Ryo froze. Tegoshi eyed him curiously.
“Ryotan? What’s wrong?” No answer. “Ryotan?”
“Get this evil thing off of me!”
“Are you afraid of cats?”
“Hurry!” Tegoshi smirked but did as he was told, petting the grey fur.
“There! I’ve got the bad evil kitty. Don’t be afraid anymore.”
“I’m not afraid!”
“No?” he asked, coming closer.
Ryo stumbled backwards, before starting looking though his stuff as if everything was normal. “I don’t like cats, that’s all.”
“Ooooh, a kitty!” was the first thing the other members said while entering the room. Ryo wanted to bang his head against the wall. Fortunately for him, Yamapi managed to come back rather quickly and the beast was put into a cage. He had the bad feeling that he was watched all through the rehearsal, though.
---
The second time he heard about Kelly was the next day. He was getting ready to go to work when the doorbell rang. He was taken aback because nobody normally came to his house at this hour. Answering the door, he froze when he saw Jin standing in front of him carrying the little box he had fetched the day before for Kelly the cat.
“Hello,” Jin said with a sheepish smile. The bags under his eyes were even bigger than usual.
“Hi. What are you doing here? With her?”
He pointed at the cage. “Well, you see…” Yamapi raised an eyebrow and sighed.
“Come in. It’s freezing outside.”
Jin answered with a smile and followed him inside. They sat on the couch, the cat’s box resting on the small table.
“So?”
“I’ve just spend the worst night of my life. My dog and Kelly are just not compatible. Pin wants to kill her and I’m afraid she’ll get depressed because of that, you see?”
No, Yamapi didn’t see, but he had given up the idea of understanding his best friend’s logic a long time ago. He nodded anyway.
“So I was wondering if you would keep her…” Jin asked in a small voice.
“What? Why me? I don’t know how to take care of a cat!” Yamapi exclaimed, panicked.
“It’s easy!”
“Why don’t you do take her to a shelter?”
“What? I’m not abandoning my cat!”
“Yes, you are! You’re giving it to me!”
“That’s not the same. We are family. And come on… It will be great to have a pet! You won’t be alone anymore when you come home at night… and it will make you more responsible!”
“I think I’m responsible enough…”
“So you want me to abandon her? Look at her, Pi! She’s so cuuute!” Yamapi looked at the box where the cat was sleeping peacefully. He let out a loud sigh and rubbed his temples.
“Ok. You win. I’ll keep her for a while but only until I find her another home, ok?”
Jin gave him a wide smile before wrapping his arms around him. “Thank you!” Yamapi couldn’t help but smile, returning the warm embrace.
“Baka.”
---
While he arrived at the Jimusho, the first thing Yamapi did was explain the situation to the other members. They all seemed to look away, embarrassed.
“Why did you accept?” Ryo asked.
“I just can’t say no to him.”
“What about “yes? Yes oh yes more!”
“Shut up! He’s my best friend! I don’t see him like that. Plus, I’m not gay.”
“Took you long enough to remember…” Ryo snorted.
“Don’t listen to him,” Shige cut in. “Sorry, I can’t have a cat, I’m allergic.”
“I can’t either,” Koyama added.
“Same here!” Maru said.
“Sorry,” came the soft reply of Tegoshi.
“Sorry, I hate cats!” Ryo mumbled.
“Oh, come on, it’s just because you’re afraid. I’m sure you find it cute.” Ryo glared at him. Yamapi answered with a sweet smile. “You looove cute things… like Tegoshi,” he whispered in his ear.
“Go to hell, Pi!” he barked, startling the others in the room.
“Ooooh, Ryo is embarrassed!
BAM!
“Ouch, Ryo! That hurts!”
Lots of disappointment and a sore arm later, Yamapi realised it wouldn’t be easy to get rid of the cat. Maybe Ryo was right, she was evil.
---
After a long photoshoot, Yamapi finally came home, exhausted. He kicked off his shoes in the entrance and made his way to the living room. He put the lights on and…. Screamed. What had happened to his cool apartment? Books, frames were on the floor, shattered. His first thought was: robbery! I need to call the police. But then, he noticed a fur ball sleeping peacefully on the couch as if it was totally natural. Cursing under his breath, he tried to put everything back into place. Jin was so going to hear about this. He should be the one cleaning this mess. It was his cat after all. Extremely tired, he sat down on the couch and closed his eyes. Kelly stretched and curled in his lap making herself comfortable. Her soft purr was lulling him to sleep and soon enough, he fell asleep.
That’s how Jin found him some time later, making his way in the silent apartment.
“Pi?” He noticed his friend sleeping on the couch with the cat on his lap. He smiled. The scene was just too sweet. But he had to wake his friend up. If he slept like this, he would feel like hell tomorrow. He petted Kelly before chasing her off of Yamapi and shook him a little.
“Come on Pi! Don’t sleep here, you’re gonna be sore tomorrow.” Yamapi only grunted in reply. Jin sighed and bent over. He put an arm under the arms of the other man, the other under his legs and proceeded to carry him to his bed. Unconsciously, Yamapi put his arms around is neck and when Jin tried to let go of him he found out that he couldn’t. He was trapped by those arms.
“Pi…” he called. Their faces were so close that he could see the other’s eyelashes fluttering. He was probably dreaming. Jin was trying to push him away and was succeeding when something stopped him. Soft lips were languorously moving against his. He froze. What was going on? But as quickly as it happened Yamapi let go and Jin found himself totally unable to move or breathe, sitting at the edge of the bed. Yamapi was still sleeping soundly.
---
The morning after, Yamapi came out of the shower and put a pair of jean’s on. Drying his hair with a towel, he made his way to the kitchen to make himself some coffee. Jin was sleeping on the couch. He took two cups out and a bottle of soy milk from the fridge, opened it and… Wait. Jin? Sleeping? On the couch? He came back to the living room and paused, looking at his best friend. Smirking, he threw his wet towel on the sleeping form.
“Hey!” Jin shouted, startled. His eyes focused on his surroundings, then on Yamapi.
“What are you doing here?” Yamapi asked.
“I didn’t feel like coming back to my place yesterday, so…” Jin explained
“I don’t remember going to bed…”
“Oh, I carried you. I thought it would be bad for you to sleep on the couch.”
“So you slept there instead?”
“Yeah?” Jin grinned sheepishly.
“Ok. I’m not going to try to understand your logic.”
Yamapi brought the bottle of soy milk to his lips and took a sip. Jin stared at him, at the lips tightly pressed against the bottle, the lips that touched his the night before…
“What?” Yamapi asked, noticing the look his best friend was giving him.
“Nothing. Nothing. You’ve got some milk here,” Jin told him, watching a drop of milk sliding down his chin. He had a sudden urge to lick it clean. He shook his head, earning a curious look from Yamapi. Something was definitely wrong with him.
“I’m going to finish getting dressed then,” Yamapi said. As soon as Yamapi was out of sight, Jin took his head in his hands.
“Shit!” What was happening to him? Ok, Yamapi had kissed him last night, but he was dreaming! And Jin had so not liked it. He was his best friend. He didn’t feel that way about him. Kelly jumped on his lap. He smiled and stroked her. “You understand, don’t you? Yes, Kitty kitty…”
“Don’t talk like this to my cat! She’ll catch your stupidity. Come here! I’ll feed you!” Jin got up and followed him in the kitchen. “Not you, Jin!” he smirked.
“What? Can’t I have some breakfast with you?” Jin whined.
“Ok… I made some coffee. Help yourself. There must be some cereals in the cupboard too,” he said while feeding Kelly who purred contently. “You’re just like your dad,” Yamapi whispered.
For a while they sat in silence, just drinking coffee. But something bothered Yamapi. “So what were you doing here in the first place? And tell me the truth…”
“Just checking on Kelly. I wanted to see if she was still there.”
“You could have phoned.”
“I guess…” The truth was that he hadn’t even thought about calling. It had felt natural to come by to his house or to sleep on his couch while he knew that Yamapi was sleeping nearby.
“You could have slept on the bed, you know? It wouldn’t be the first time.”
“I didn’t want you to kick me in my sleep.”
“Liar! I barely move when I sleep!”
Jin let out a nervous laugh. If you knew… He thought. Danger! Time to change the subject of conversation.
“So you still want to give her to someone else?” he asked.
“Well… I didn’t have any luck with NewS. KAT-TUN is a no. Kanjani…”
“No way!” Yamapi shot him a curious look. “My cat can’t go to Osaka, she’s a Tokyo cat!”
“Ok, calm down… Oh I know. I’m gonna ask Tackey and Tsubasa, ok? Tackey loves cats.”
Jin could only nod grimly.
---
“Tsubasa, what are you…? Oh, hi, Pi!”
“Oh my god! I’m blind! I so didn’t need to see that!” Yamapi covered his eyes to shield himself from the view of his two half-naked senpais.
“Don’t worry,” said Tackey, the smirk evident in his voice. “Nobody likes to know that their parents are having sex.” He noticed the box that Yamapi was carrying. “Ooooh, a cat!”
“Don’t touch her with your sinful hands!” he spat before running back to the car.
Tackey and Tsubasa exchanged incredulous glances. Tackey sighed.
“He’ll come around. Now… where were we?” he purred, closing the door.
Meanwhile, Yamapi got into the car, his eyes still wide opened in shock. He put the cat’s box on Jin’s lap who immediately began to talk soothingly to her.
“So?” he asked his friend.
“I’m not handing Kelly over to them! They are disgusting!”
Jin raised an eyebrow but didn’t comment. It was family matters, after all. “So who’s next?”
“I don’t know… I…”
“What about some junior?” Jin joked.
“What? Are you crazy?” Yamapi snarled, not taking the joke at all.
“Don’t you think you’re becoming over protective?” he teased.
“I’m not! I just want what’s best for her!”
“Come on! Admit it! You love her!”
“I do not.”
“You do.”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“Let’s head home?”
“Ok.”
Jin beamed. “So you’re gonna keep her?”
“I guess…”
“I’m so happy! She’s like our child! I’m her daddy and you’ll be her mommy,” he cooed, talking to the cat more than Yamapi.
“What are you saying? Baka!” he grumbled, but he couldn’t help smiling widely at the thought.
---
Several days later, Jin decided to go to Yamapi’s place to see how Kelly was doing. He knocked twice. Nobody answered except for a soft “meow” from behind the door. Using his spare key, Jin entered the apartment and took Kelly in is arms. The cat purred, glad to have company.
“Where’s your mommy?” He took his phone out of his pocket and dialled Yamapi’s number.
“Hello?” Yamapi’s voice was muffled by loud music in the background. Yamapi had gone partying and he hadn’t even told him about it. He wanted to pout. Instead, he took out his disappointment on his friend:
“Where are you? You have a child to take care of! Take your responsibility!”
“Jin, what are you saying? Are you drunk? You’re talking about a cat, remember? She’s fine without me! I’ll talk to you later!” he said before hanging up.
Yes, she’s fine without you, but what about me? Jin thought. He didn’t understand what was going on inside his head. He had always wanted to be the most important person in Yamapi’s life. He was his best friend, after all… But lately, the jealousy he felt when he saw people around him was just so strange! He didn’t recognize himself. The truth was that he didn’t want people to touch Yamapi because touching him had been good and he craved to do it again. And that made him a terrible friend! Yamapi would be disgusted if he found out.
---
Jin was dozing in front of the TV when he heard the front door opening and something - or someone - falling ungracefully on the floor. He got up and went to help his friend who reeked of alcohol. He gave him a disapproving look.
“What a bad example for your daughter!” he said, helping him to the couch. “I’m going to get you a glass of water.”
“Wait!” Yamapi caught his arm, startling him and making him stumble on the couch on top of his friend.
“What are you doing?” he asked, a bit of fear in his voice. He felt a hand petting his hair and his breath caught in his throat.
“So soft…” Yamapi whispered.
Jin blushed but all thoughts left him when he felt plump lips pressing against his. He answered the kiss tentatively. Yamapi’s hand left his hair to travel down his neck and his back. He shuddered and pressed against his friend, pinning him to the soft couch. Yamapi moaned softly. The sound sent sparks of electricity to his lower area and he could feel himself harden. The kiss grew more passionate, tongues battling for dominance, teeth grazing soft flesh. Yamapi locked his legs around Jin’s mid-section and lifted his hips. Jin groaned at the sensation and proceeded to place feverish kisses down Yamapi’s neck, eliciting small desperate noises from Yamapi…. Until the noise started to sound suspiciously like a snore. Jin looked up.
“Oh shit!”
Yamapi had fallen asleep. Taking a ragged breath, he got up and managed to get Yamapi to bed. Then, as quickly as possible, he made his way back to the couch and lay down. He was still processing what had happened… What could have happened. Yamapi was drunk. He was sober. What was his excuse? He closed his eyes which turned out to be a very bad move. Behind his eyelids, he could still see his friend’s dishevelled appearance, his kiss-swollen lips. If he listened hard enough, he could still make out moans too. He felt himself grow hard again.
“Oh God! What’s happening to me?”
Opening his eyes, he glanced at the door and listened. Yamapi would not wake up until tomorrow… Feeling a bit guilty, he opened his trousers and slid them down his legs. Then, clad in his boxers only, he let his hand wander into his underwear and sighed at the sensation. He freed his cock and started pumping it, images of Yamapi feeding his fantasy. He imagined Yamapi’s hand instead of his own, teasing him, pleasuring him, driving him insane. His strokes became more and more frantic. His head fell backwards and a single word escaped his lips as he came messily in his hands:
“Pi…”
---
For the second time in one week, Yamapi found Jin on his couch, early morning. But this time, he was wide awake.
“Morning!” Jin called.
“Morning!”
“You look like hell,” Jin noticed.
“Why thank you! Such a lovely way to start the day!” Yamapi grumbled before disappearing in the kitchen.
Jin got up too and started following but stopped, the event of the day before coming back to him. He had almost… and he had… Oh. Panic.
“Jin?” Yamapi called from the kitchen. “You’re coming?”
Apparently, Yamapi didn’t remember a thing. So he just had to act like everything was normal. The problem was: what was normal?
---
During practice, Jin received the unexpected visit of Ryo in KAT-TUN’s room.
“What the hell did you do to him?”
“What?” Jin asked, confused.
“Pi looks like his dog just died. Wait. Did the cat…?”
“No! Kelly is fine! I guess Pi drank too much last night, that’s all.”
“It’s not only due to the hangover,” Ryo insisted. “He’s staring at the door as if dreading for someone to appear! I don’t know what happened but fix it!” He barked, going back to his room before Kame or Ueda could say anything bitchy.
---
Jin found Yamapi in an empty dressing room, lying on a bench.
“Pi?” he called out. Yamapi opened one eye, then the other, recognizing his friend.
“Oh, Jin! What’s up?”
“Just checking on you,” he answered, closing the door behind him and came to sit next to his friend.
“Well, as you can see, I’m fine,” he said closing his eyes again.
Jin brushed a strand of hair out of his face and put it behind a small ear. He should have stopped there but the skin was so smooth that his fingers wandered slowly on his cheek, his chin, his mouth… Yamapi’s eyes snapped opened and locked with Jin’s. Without a word, he reached up and pressed his lips against the other’s in a chaste kiss. Then, pulling away, he looked down, ashamed of himself.
“Sorry, I was wrong.”
“Do you need to be asleep or drunk?” Jin whispered.
“What?” Yamapi asked, startled.
“Do you only want to kiss me when your mind is clouded?”
“I… What…I… don’t,” Yamapi stuttered.
“Don’t act like you don’t remember,” Jin interrupted harshly, “you do. It’s written all over your face.”
Yamapi remained silent, eyes wide.
“Well, I guess you really need to be drunk then… Can you just forget about that?” Jin pleaded, getting up.
“Jin…”
“I’m sorry, ok?”
“Jin!”
“I won’t bring it up again.”
Jin’s excuses were cut by soft lips kissing him senseless. He made a surprise noise in the back of his throat before regaining his senses and kissing Yamapi back with the same passion. He wrapped his arms around the other man and pressed him against his body relishing in every touch. It felt so good, so right to hold him like that.
Yamapi broke the kiss and the look he gave him sent shivers down his spine. He realised they have moved only when he felt the cold wall behind his back. Yamapi kissed him again, his hands caressing his arms, his sides, taking his shirt out of his pants. He hissed when cold fingers touched his belly, his torso. With Yamapi’s help, he took his shirt off, soon followed by his pants. Jin should have felt embarrassed to stand half-naked in front of his friend, but the hungry look Yamapi was giving him only made him harder with anticipation. Obviously, Yamapi liked what he saw. He let his fingers trail on the soft skin of his torso, soon followed by his lips and his tongue. Jin moaned as Yamapi tasted one of his nipples, grazed it with his teeth, licking it, then proceeded to the other one, his hands still going lower. Jin’s breath caught in his throat when the fingers played with the hem of his underwear. Yamapi was trailing butterfly kisses on his belly, seemingly unaware of the growing bulge in Jin’s boxers though his hands continued their travel and soon they were brushing against the heated flesh. Jin’s hips buckled upwards.
“Pi…” he sighed.
Yamapi came back up to kiss Jin fully on the lips. He cupped Jin’s member in his hand and stroked it several times, making him whimper.
“You like that, don’t you? I can hear you purring…”
Jin’s only answer was to arch into the touch, demanding more. God, the real thing was so much better! Giving in, Yamapi helped him take his underwear off. He then dropped to his knees in front of his best friend. The sight could have make Jin come right then. Fortunately he didn’t, as he would have missed the wonderful feeling of Yamapi’s tongue on him, of his mouth around him, fucking him. Jin’s hands tangled in Yamapi’s hair moaning his name again and again like a litany.
Suddenly, Yamapi’s warmth left him and he whimpered at the loss. He opened his eyes to see him stripping quickly. He had the vague idea to be thankful to the numerous changes of costumes they were used to, before Yamapi’s hand reached for his and he was led to the bench. He lay down and looked feverishly at Yamapi who straddled him. Eyes locked, Yamapi lowered himself on Jin’s cock. Both groaned but Yamapi’s eyes betrayed the pain he felt. Jin caressed his back soothingly with one hand, the other one reaching for his neglecting member. He stroked him softly, teasingly and soon enough Yamapi was moaning from pleasure. He rocked experimentally, his hips against Jin’s, who threw his head back at the sensation.
“Oh God! Pi!”
Yamapi smirked. Relieved that the pain wasn’t bothering him anymore, Jin put both of his hands on the other’s hips and proceeded to fuck him senseless, ramming his cock into him until he heard him crying out as he touched this special spot again and again.
“Jin! Yes! Oh yes, more!“
Jin was only too happy to comply. One of his hands reached for Yamapi’s cock and he stroked him in time with his thrusts. It was too much for Yamapi who came hard, seeing stars and screaming his name. Jin followed soon after. Dazed, he wrapped his arms around his lover and kissed him sweetly on the brow.
As they were still trying to catch their breath, Yamapi looked up to Jin.
“Jin? What are we?” he whispered.
“I don’t know… What do you want us to be?”
“Everything,” he admitted in a small voice.
“Granted.”
OMAKE
“I can’t, Pi!” Jin exclaimed, breaking the kiss.
“What? Why?”
“Kelly’s looking at us!” he cried.
“Go away, Kelly! Daddy and Mommy are busy…”
From: silecet
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Title A Cat Love
Pairing/Group Pin, mention of Tegoryo and Tackey&Tsubasa
Rating NC17
Warnings I couldn’t resist some crack, sorry!
Notes My JE Holiday fic for darlita… I tried not to make it too cracky or fluffy… I hope you’ll like it *nervous*
Thanks to jackoweskla for the beta! It’s so much better now!^^
Summary How a kitty succeeds in turning Pin’s world upside down.
The first day Yamapi heard about Kelly, he was the first member to walk in NewS’ dressing room. It wasn’t unusual. He liked to come early so he could breathe a little before starting the day. He loved those few minutes when he had the place just for himself. He put his bag on the floor and sat down. Eyes closed, he was enjoying the blissful silence when the door opened in a hurry. Startled, he opened his eyes to look at the intruder and saw a very flustered Jin striding towards him.
“Pi! You have to help me!” his friend cried out.
“What have you done this time?”
Jin came closer. Yamapi noticed he was carrying a small bundle. With a closer look, he saw that it had grey hairs and was… purring! He looked suspiciously at Jin. “Where did you find this cat? Last time I checked you had a dog!”
“I found Kelly on my way here… It’s fucking raining outside, I couldn’t leave her!” he said, stroking her soft fur.
“You named your cat Kelly?” Yamapi asked, unbelieving.
“It’s cool, isn’t it? I’ve always wanted to give American names to my children!”
Yamapi sighed. He so wasn’t going to argue with Jin about the fact that a cat wasn’t a child. Remembering Jin’s words, he looked back at his friend.
“So what do you need my help for?”
Jin shifted uncomfortably from one foot to another, eyes lowered. “Well, you see… I wanted to keep her in KAT-TUN’s room but Kame seems to be kind of allergic and he threw a fit and I don’t know what to do so could you keep her here? Please? Please? Please?”
Jin’s eyes were pleading, full of unshed tears. The guy always knew out to make him surrender. Again, he sighed.
“Ok,” he complied (Jin beamed and put the small kitten in Yamapi’s arms), “but don’t forget to come back to take her at the end of your rehearsal!”
“Of course!” he answered, leaving before his friend could change his mind. “Thank you! I love you!”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever.” He looked at the cat in his arms and smiled. Kelly (or whatever stupid name Jin had given her) was really cute with her grey fur and golden eyes. He petted her belly, earning him a loud purr. “You like that, don’t you?”
The door opened again. “I’ve just met Jin in the corridor. What’s up with him?” Ryo wondered then paused. “What are you doing with that thing? I hate cats!” he said with a disgusted face.
“Come on, Ryo! Isn’t it the cutest thing you’ve ever seen?” he asked, coming closer. Ryo took a step back.
“What’s cuter than me?” Tegoshi asked entering the room. He noticed the cat in Yamapi’s arms. “Ooooh, a kitty!”
“That’s the type of reaction I hate,” Ryo explained, “how people coo in front of them. You people are ridiculous. I’m man enough not to do this disgusting stuff.”
“Yeah, well, we’ll see if you’re man enough to take Kelly while I look for a small cage and newspapers, as her daddy is too dumb to think about this stuff.” Yamapi put Kelly in Ryo’s arms and left. Ryo froze. Tegoshi eyed him curiously.
“Ryotan? What’s wrong?” No answer. “Ryotan?”
“Get this evil thing off of me!”
“Are you afraid of cats?”
“Hurry!” Tegoshi smirked but did as he was told, petting the grey fur.
“There! I’ve got the bad evil kitty. Don’t be afraid anymore.”
“I’m not afraid!”
“No?” he asked, coming closer.
Ryo stumbled backwards, before starting looking though his stuff as if everything was normal. “I don’t like cats, that’s all.”
“Ooooh, a kitty!” was the first thing the other members said while entering the room. Ryo wanted to bang his head against the wall. Fortunately for him, Yamapi managed to come back rather quickly and the beast was put into a cage. He had the bad feeling that he was watched all through the rehearsal, though.
---
The second time he heard about Kelly was the next day. He was getting ready to go to work when the doorbell rang. He was taken aback because nobody normally came to his house at this hour. Answering the door, he froze when he saw Jin standing in front of him carrying the little box he had fetched the day before for Kelly the cat.
“Hello,” Jin said with a sheepish smile. The bags under his eyes were even bigger than usual.
“Hi. What are you doing here? With her?”
He pointed at the cage. “Well, you see…” Yamapi raised an eyebrow and sighed.
“Come in. It’s freezing outside.”
Jin answered with a smile and followed him inside. They sat on the couch, the cat’s box resting on the small table.
“So?”
“I’ve just spend the worst night of my life. My dog and Kelly are just not compatible. Pin wants to kill her and I’m afraid she’ll get depressed because of that, you see?”
No, Yamapi didn’t see, but he had given up the idea of understanding his best friend’s logic a long time ago. He nodded anyway.
“So I was wondering if you would keep her…” Jin asked in a small voice.
“What? Why me? I don’t know how to take care of a cat!” Yamapi exclaimed, panicked.
“It’s easy!”
“Why don’t you do take her to a shelter?”
“What? I’m not abandoning my cat!”
“Yes, you are! You’re giving it to me!”
“That’s not the same. We are family. And come on… It will be great to have a pet! You won’t be alone anymore when you come home at night… and it will make you more responsible!”
“I think I’m responsible enough…”
“So you want me to abandon her? Look at her, Pi! She’s so cuuute!” Yamapi looked at the box where the cat was sleeping peacefully. He let out a loud sigh and rubbed his temples.
“Ok. You win. I’ll keep her for a while but only until I find her another home, ok?”
Jin gave him a wide smile before wrapping his arms around him. “Thank you!” Yamapi couldn’t help but smile, returning the warm embrace.
“Baka.”
---
While he arrived at the Jimusho, the first thing Yamapi did was explain the situation to the other members. They all seemed to look away, embarrassed.
“Why did you accept?” Ryo asked.
“I just can’t say no to him.”
“What about “yes? Yes oh yes more!”
“Shut up! He’s my best friend! I don’t see him like that. Plus, I’m not gay.”
“Took you long enough to remember…” Ryo snorted.
“Don’t listen to him,” Shige cut in. “Sorry, I can’t have a cat, I’m allergic.”
“I can’t either,” Koyama added.
“Same here!” Maru said.
“Sorry,” came the soft reply of Tegoshi.
“Sorry, I hate cats!” Ryo mumbled.
“Oh, come on, it’s just because you’re afraid. I’m sure you find it cute.” Ryo glared at him. Yamapi answered with a sweet smile. “You looove cute things… like Tegoshi,” he whispered in his ear.
“Go to hell, Pi!” he barked, startling the others in the room.
“Ooooh, Ryo is embarrassed!
BAM!
“Ouch, Ryo! That hurts!”
Lots of disappointment and a sore arm later, Yamapi realised it wouldn’t be easy to get rid of the cat. Maybe Ryo was right, she was evil.
---
After a long photoshoot, Yamapi finally came home, exhausted. He kicked off his shoes in the entrance and made his way to the living room. He put the lights on and…. Screamed. What had happened to his cool apartment? Books, frames were on the floor, shattered. His first thought was: robbery! I need to call the police. But then, he noticed a fur ball sleeping peacefully on the couch as if it was totally natural. Cursing under his breath, he tried to put everything back into place. Jin was so going to hear about this. He should be the one cleaning this mess. It was his cat after all. Extremely tired, he sat down on the couch and closed his eyes. Kelly stretched and curled in his lap making herself comfortable. Her soft purr was lulling him to sleep and soon enough, he fell asleep.
That’s how Jin found him some time later, making his way in the silent apartment.
“Pi?” He noticed his friend sleeping on the couch with the cat on his lap. He smiled. The scene was just too sweet. But he had to wake his friend up. If he slept like this, he would feel like hell tomorrow. He petted Kelly before chasing her off of Yamapi and shook him a little.
“Come on Pi! Don’t sleep here, you’re gonna be sore tomorrow.” Yamapi only grunted in reply. Jin sighed and bent over. He put an arm under the arms of the other man, the other under his legs and proceeded to carry him to his bed. Unconsciously, Yamapi put his arms around is neck and when Jin tried to let go of him he found out that he couldn’t. He was trapped by those arms.
“Pi…” he called. Their faces were so close that he could see the other’s eyelashes fluttering. He was probably dreaming. Jin was trying to push him away and was succeeding when something stopped him. Soft lips were languorously moving against his. He froze. What was going on? But as quickly as it happened Yamapi let go and Jin found himself totally unable to move or breathe, sitting at the edge of the bed. Yamapi was still sleeping soundly.
---
The morning after, Yamapi came out of the shower and put a pair of jean’s on. Drying his hair with a towel, he made his way to the kitchen to make himself some coffee. Jin was sleeping on the couch. He took two cups out and a bottle of soy milk from the fridge, opened it and… Wait. Jin? Sleeping? On the couch? He came back to the living room and paused, looking at his best friend. Smirking, he threw his wet towel on the sleeping form.
“Hey!” Jin shouted, startled. His eyes focused on his surroundings, then on Yamapi.
“What are you doing here?” Yamapi asked.
“I didn’t feel like coming back to my place yesterday, so…” Jin explained
“I don’t remember going to bed…”
“Oh, I carried you. I thought it would be bad for you to sleep on the couch.”
“So you slept there instead?”
“Yeah?” Jin grinned sheepishly.
“Ok. I’m not going to try to understand your logic.”
Yamapi brought the bottle of soy milk to his lips and took a sip. Jin stared at him, at the lips tightly pressed against the bottle, the lips that touched his the night before…
“What?” Yamapi asked, noticing the look his best friend was giving him.
“Nothing. Nothing. You’ve got some milk here,” Jin told him, watching a drop of milk sliding down his chin. He had a sudden urge to lick it clean. He shook his head, earning a curious look from Yamapi. Something was definitely wrong with him.
“I’m going to finish getting dressed then,” Yamapi said. As soon as Yamapi was out of sight, Jin took his head in his hands.
“Shit!” What was happening to him? Ok, Yamapi had kissed him last night, but he was dreaming! And Jin had so not liked it. He was his best friend. He didn’t feel that way about him. Kelly jumped on his lap. He smiled and stroked her. “You understand, don’t you? Yes, Kitty kitty…”
“Don’t talk like this to my cat! She’ll catch your stupidity. Come here! I’ll feed you!” Jin got up and followed him in the kitchen. “Not you, Jin!” he smirked.
“What? Can’t I have some breakfast with you?” Jin whined.
“Ok… I made some coffee. Help yourself. There must be some cereals in the cupboard too,” he said while feeding Kelly who purred contently. “You’re just like your dad,” Yamapi whispered.
For a while they sat in silence, just drinking coffee. But something bothered Yamapi. “So what were you doing here in the first place? And tell me the truth…”
“Just checking on Kelly. I wanted to see if she was still there.”
“You could have phoned.”
“I guess…” The truth was that he hadn’t even thought about calling. It had felt natural to come by to his house or to sleep on his couch while he knew that Yamapi was sleeping nearby.
“You could have slept on the bed, you know? It wouldn’t be the first time.”
“I didn’t want you to kick me in my sleep.”
“Liar! I barely move when I sleep!”
Jin let out a nervous laugh. If you knew… He thought. Danger! Time to change the subject of conversation.
“So you still want to give her to someone else?” he asked.
“Well… I didn’t have any luck with NewS. KAT-TUN is a no. Kanjani…”
“No way!” Yamapi shot him a curious look. “My cat can’t go to Osaka, she’s a Tokyo cat!”
“Ok, calm down… Oh I know. I’m gonna ask Tackey and Tsubasa, ok? Tackey loves cats.”
Jin could only nod grimly.
---
“Tsubasa, what are you…? Oh, hi, Pi!”
“Oh my god! I’m blind! I so didn’t need to see that!” Yamapi covered his eyes to shield himself from the view of his two half-naked senpais.
“Don’t worry,” said Tackey, the smirk evident in his voice. “Nobody likes to know that their parents are having sex.” He noticed the box that Yamapi was carrying. “Ooooh, a cat!”
“Don’t touch her with your sinful hands!” he spat before running back to the car.
Tackey and Tsubasa exchanged incredulous glances. Tackey sighed.
“He’ll come around. Now… where were we?” he purred, closing the door.
Meanwhile, Yamapi got into the car, his eyes still wide opened in shock. He put the cat’s box on Jin’s lap who immediately began to talk soothingly to her.
“So?” he asked his friend.
“I’m not handing Kelly over to them! They are disgusting!”
Jin raised an eyebrow but didn’t comment. It was family matters, after all. “So who’s next?”
“I don’t know… I…”
“What about some junior?” Jin joked.
“What? Are you crazy?” Yamapi snarled, not taking the joke at all.
“Don’t you think you’re becoming over protective?” he teased.
“I’m not! I just want what’s best for her!”
“Come on! Admit it! You love her!”
“I do not.”
“You do.”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“Let’s head home?”
“Ok.”
Jin beamed. “So you’re gonna keep her?”
“I guess…”
“I’m so happy! She’s like our child! I’m her daddy and you’ll be her mommy,” he cooed, talking to the cat more than Yamapi.
“What are you saying? Baka!” he grumbled, but he couldn’t help smiling widely at the thought.
---
Several days later, Jin decided to go to Yamapi’s place to see how Kelly was doing. He knocked twice. Nobody answered except for a soft “meow” from behind the door. Using his spare key, Jin entered the apartment and took Kelly in is arms. The cat purred, glad to have company.
“Where’s your mommy?” He took his phone out of his pocket and dialled Yamapi’s number.
“Hello?” Yamapi’s voice was muffled by loud music in the background. Yamapi had gone partying and he hadn’t even told him about it. He wanted to pout. Instead, he took out his disappointment on his friend:
“Where are you? You have a child to take care of! Take your responsibility!”
“Jin, what are you saying? Are you drunk? You’re talking about a cat, remember? She’s fine without me! I’ll talk to you later!” he said before hanging up.
Yes, she’s fine without you, but what about me? Jin thought. He didn’t understand what was going on inside his head. He had always wanted to be the most important person in Yamapi’s life. He was his best friend, after all… But lately, the jealousy he felt when he saw people around him was just so strange! He didn’t recognize himself. The truth was that he didn’t want people to touch Yamapi because touching him had been good and he craved to do it again. And that made him a terrible friend! Yamapi would be disgusted if he found out.
---
Jin was dozing in front of the TV when he heard the front door opening and something - or someone - falling ungracefully on the floor. He got up and went to help his friend who reeked of alcohol. He gave him a disapproving look.
“What a bad example for your daughter!” he said, helping him to the couch. “I’m going to get you a glass of water.”
“Wait!” Yamapi caught his arm, startling him and making him stumble on the couch on top of his friend.
“What are you doing?” he asked, a bit of fear in his voice. He felt a hand petting his hair and his breath caught in his throat.
“So soft…” Yamapi whispered.
Jin blushed but all thoughts left him when he felt plump lips pressing against his. He answered the kiss tentatively. Yamapi’s hand left his hair to travel down his neck and his back. He shuddered and pressed against his friend, pinning him to the soft couch. Yamapi moaned softly. The sound sent sparks of electricity to his lower area and he could feel himself harden. The kiss grew more passionate, tongues battling for dominance, teeth grazing soft flesh. Yamapi locked his legs around Jin’s mid-section and lifted his hips. Jin groaned at the sensation and proceeded to place feverish kisses down Yamapi’s neck, eliciting small desperate noises from Yamapi…. Until the noise started to sound suspiciously like a snore. Jin looked up.
“Oh shit!”
Yamapi had fallen asleep. Taking a ragged breath, he got up and managed to get Yamapi to bed. Then, as quickly as possible, he made his way back to the couch and lay down. He was still processing what had happened… What could have happened. Yamapi was drunk. He was sober. What was his excuse? He closed his eyes which turned out to be a very bad move. Behind his eyelids, he could still see his friend’s dishevelled appearance, his kiss-swollen lips. If he listened hard enough, he could still make out moans too. He felt himself grow hard again.
“Oh God! What’s happening to me?”
Opening his eyes, he glanced at the door and listened. Yamapi would not wake up until tomorrow… Feeling a bit guilty, he opened his trousers and slid them down his legs. Then, clad in his boxers only, he let his hand wander into his underwear and sighed at the sensation. He freed his cock and started pumping it, images of Yamapi feeding his fantasy. He imagined Yamapi’s hand instead of his own, teasing him, pleasuring him, driving him insane. His strokes became more and more frantic. His head fell backwards and a single word escaped his lips as he came messily in his hands:
“Pi…”
---
For the second time in one week, Yamapi found Jin on his couch, early morning. But this time, he was wide awake.
“Morning!” Jin called.
“Morning!”
“You look like hell,” Jin noticed.
“Why thank you! Such a lovely way to start the day!” Yamapi grumbled before disappearing in the kitchen.
Jin got up too and started following but stopped, the event of the day before coming back to him. He had almost… and he had… Oh. Panic.
“Jin?” Yamapi called from the kitchen. “You’re coming?”
Apparently, Yamapi didn’t remember a thing. So he just had to act like everything was normal. The problem was: what was normal?
---
During practice, Jin received the unexpected visit of Ryo in KAT-TUN’s room.
“What the hell did you do to him?”
“What?” Jin asked, confused.
“Pi looks like his dog just died. Wait. Did the cat…?”
“No! Kelly is fine! I guess Pi drank too much last night, that’s all.”
“It’s not only due to the hangover,” Ryo insisted. “He’s staring at the door as if dreading for someone to appear! I don’t know what happened but fix it!” He barked, going back to his room before Kame or Ueda could say anything bitchy.
---
Jin found Yamapi in an empty dressing room, lying on a bench.
“Pi?” he called out. Yamapi opened one eye, then the other, recognizing his friend.
“Oh, Jin! What’s up?”
“Just checking on you,” he answered, closing the door behind him and came to sit next to his friend.
“Well, as you can see, I’m fine,” he said closing his eyes again.
Jin brushed a strand of hair out of his face and put it behind a small ear. He should have stopped there but the skin was so smooth that his fingers wandered slowly on his cheek, his chin, his mouth… Yamapi’s eyes snapped opened and locked with Jin’s. Without a word, he reached up and pressed his lips against the other’s in a chaste kiss. Then, pulling away, he looked down, ashamed of himself.
“Sorry, I was wrong.”
“Do you need to be asleep or drunk?” Jin whispered.
“What?” Yamapi asked, startled.
“Do you only want to kiss me when your mind is clouded?”
“I… What…I… don’t,” Yamapi stuttered.
“Don’t act like you don’t remember,” Jin interrupted harshly, “you do. It’s written all over your face.”
Yamapi remained silent, eyes wide.
“Well, I guess you really need to be drunk then… Can you just forget about that?” Jin pleaded, getting up.
“Jin…”
“I’m sorry, ok?”
“Jin!”
“I won’t bring it up again.”
Jin’s excuses were cut by soft lips kissing him senseless. He made a surprise noise in the back of his throat before regaining his senses and kissing Yamapi back with the same passion. He wrapped his arms around the other man and pressed him against his body relishing in every touch. It felt so good, so right to hold him like that.
Yamapi broke the kiss and the look he gave him sent shivers down his spine. He realised they have moved only when he felt the cold wall behind his back. Yamapi kissed him again, his hands caressing his arms, his sides, taking his shirt out of his pants. He hissed when cold fingers touched his belly, his torso. With Yamapi’s help, he took his shirt off, soon followed by his pants. Jin should have felt embarrassed to stand half-naked in front of his friend, but the hungry look Yamapi was giving him only made him harder with anticipation. Obviously, Yamapi liked what he saw. He let his fingers trail on the soft skin of his torso, soon followed by his lips and his tongue. Jin moaned as Yamapi tasted one of his nipples, grazed it with his teeth, licking it, then proceeded to the other one, his hands still going lower. Jin’s breath caught in his throat when the fingers played with the hem of his underwear. Yamapi was trailing butterfly kisses on his belly, seemingly unaware of the growing bulge in Jin’s boxers though his hands continued their travel and soon they were brushing against the heated flesh. Jin’s hips buckled upwards.
“Pi…” he sighed.
Yamapi came back up to kiss Jin fully on the lips. He cupped Jin’s member in his hand and stroked it several times, making him whimper.
“You like that, don’t you? I can hear you purring…”
Jin’s only answer was to arch into the touch, demanding more. God, the real thing was so much better! Giving in, Yamapi helped him take his underwear off. He then dropped to his knees in front of his best friend. The sight could have make Jin come right then. Fortunately he didn’t, as he would have missed the wonderful feeling of Yamapi’s tongue on him, of his mouth around him, fucking him. Jin’s hands tangled in Yamapi’s hair moaning his name again and again like a litany.
Suddenly, Yamapi’s warmth left him and he whimpered at the loss. He opened his eyes to see him stripping quickly. He had the vague idea to be thankful to the numerous changes of costumes they were used to, before Yamapi’s hand reached for his and he was led to the bench. He lay down and looked feverishly at Yamapi who straddled him. Eyes locked, Yamapi lowered himself on Jin’s cock. Both groaned but Yamapi’s eyes betrayed the pain he felt. Jin caressed his back soothingly with one hand, the other one reaching for his neglecting member. He stroked him softly, teasingly and soon enough Yamapi was moaning from pleasure. He rocked experimentally, his hips against Jin’s, who threw his head back at the sensation.
“Oh God! Pi!”
Yamapi smirked. Relieved that the pain wasn’t bothering him anymore, Jin put both of his hands on the other’s hips and proceeded to fuck him senseless, ramming his cock into him until he heard him crying out as he touched this special spot again and again.
“Jin! Yes! Oh yes, more!“
Jin was only too happy to comply. One of his hands reached for Yamapi’s cock and he stroked him in time with his thrusts. It was too much for Yamapi who came hard, seeing stars and screaming his name. Jin followed soon after. Dazed, he wrapped his arms around his lover and kissed him sweetly on the brow.
As they were still trying to catch their breath, Yamapi looked up to Jin.
“Jin? What are we?” he whispered.
“I don’t know… What do you want us to be?”
“Everything,” he admitted in a small voice.
“Granted.”
OMAKE
“I can’t, Pi!” Jin exclaimed, breaking the kiss.
“What? Why?”
“Kelly’s looking at us!” he cried.
“Go away, Kelly! Daddy and Mommy are busy…”