The new girl.

[jcandy]

I neglect this journal for far too many reasons. I don't think I should, its always helped me vent out feelings, or whine over a broken heart (which is the best thing its good for) and though no one really I know uses it or reads it cept for Ashleigh, I feel like I can be more honest and open writing stuff on here

Comments

[pukesonalex]

jess- glad to hear your doing well, i know our friendship is tainted but your always be a friend to me. growing up is starting to happen to alot of people i know now, its scary of course, somthing we have to do, but once you've achived it, its the most amazing feeling, yea i only have a job and my license, but im working on a car, and im dying to get into school, just feel like theres so much i have to accomplish before school, like saving tons of money, which almost seems impossible and getting a place to live, my parents are leaving for nc in less then a year, and it kind of freaks me out, being in this state all alone, my parents will be in North Carolina, My brother in the ARMY, and my sister and her husband now live in Texas...i feel like i should get away, maybe ny, maybe europe. but somewhere. im out.

[jcandy]

I know.. well you know I'm always gonna love you.. after all a good half of my teenage years we're spent with you lol but besides that I'm sure you'll figure you way through everything .. you seem to have a good head on your shoulders now.. yea its scary as hell, really going out on your own but hey everybody has to someday... I think I may move to Orlando and go to school there but I'm nervous about leaving home and everyone behind.. as refreshing as it is to think of a "fresh start" its still the unknown that freaks me out. Maybe getting away from here for a bit can be the best option for the both of us .. who knows..