:) I think it its caught early enough the 5 yr survial rate is 95%, even if its spread there is still a high chance of getting to 5 yrs and after that your cured (as good as). The fact that it has spread to the other nodes is good, since the more agressive form responds to treatment better than the low grade form.
Of course, I will have to wait until next friday to find out which form I have and find out what treatment they are going to do.
I have not been able to meditate at all recently, to much on my mind..:(
That's certainly better than the type of cancer they thought I had. I think the 5-year survival rate at the time was closer to 20%... I think you have a better chance of dying in an auto-related accident. :-) Not to make light, but I think it does give the "you're going to be fine" thought processes something concrete to hold on to.
It's the waiting that kills you, I know. :-(
Sounds like maybe your gods are trying to be sneaky with what they have in mind for you. Find a particularly strong moment and barge in and ask WTF?! ;-) In any case, if my understanding of your gods' involvement in people's lives is correct, they've given you this challenge, and all the others you've had recently. Would they do this for no reason? Or is the reason irrelevant and it's just time for you to kick ass and show them they can't break you?
I hate waiting, but the sooner the waiting is over the sooner I can start treatment and the sooner I can get better. I know I can beat this..:)
The Netjer did appear awhile ago when Set told me that I had to be strong. Normaly Set places challenges in the way to make you stronger or to change something negative in your life. There is a reason for this, though I am not sure what. Maybe its to push me towards something or change something in my life. I will ask them..:)
Interestingly the pains and elevated liver tests have nothing to do with lymphoma. I think my body was trying to say 'help' and try and get me to take notice..:)
((((((((((((MASSIVE hugs))))))))))))) I don't know what to say, I can't really say anything... I hope the news next week is more positive in terms of treatment. I'm sorry for this bad news and wish you strenght to deal with it. Focus on getting well dear!
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I will be fine, honestly I will..
I love you tons and tons, you are a very very dear friend to me..
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But if you say, a good chance of survival, HOLD ON TO THAT. Treatment will suck, but you've been through hard times before.
See if you can meditate. Maybe you'll find out the purpose of this challenge you've been given.
*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*
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Of course, I will have to wait until next friday to find out which form I have and find out what treatment they are going to do.
I have not been able to meditate at all recently, to much on my mind..:(
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It's the waiting that kills you, I know. :-(
Sounds like maybe your gods are trying to be sneaky with what they have in mind for you. Find a particularly strong moment and barge in and ask WTF?! ;-) In any case, if my understanding of your gods' involvement in people's lives is correct, they've given you this challenge, and all the others you've had recently. Would they do this for no reason? Or is the reason irrelevant and it's just time for you to kick ass and show them they can't break you?
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The Netjer did appear awhile ago when Set told me that I had to be strong. Normaly Set places challenges in the way to make you stronger or to change something negative in your life. There is a reason for this, though I am not sure what. Maybe its to push me towards something or change something in my life. I will ask them..:)
Interestingly the pains and elevated liver tests have nothing to do with lymphoma. I think my body was trying to say 'help' and try and get me to take notice..:)
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I don't know what to say, I can't really say anything...
I hope the news next week is more positive in terms of treatment.
I'm sorry for this bad news and wish you strenght to deal with it.
Focus on getting well dear!
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