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[jason_michael]

My life is a house made out of cards. When I rebuild myself someone comes and blows it all down. When I finally block out all sources of threat I manage to Katrina the shit out of someone else's delicately placed stack of symbolic mental stability. I'm still disappointed it didn't work out with Grant because I built human emotions around an

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[octoberxswimmer]

We really are terrified of each other. What's up with that? I'm in a situation with a boy right now and I'm terrified of dropping my guard. I doubt all his words and actions. I don't want to believe in his intense like for me. It's as if I feel I'm unworthy of such an emotion from someone. He strange thing is...on paper he fails my ridiculous standards. But th fact that it has been four weeks and I've overlooked all his "flaws" it must mean something that I actually feel this way about him. Coworkers keep telling me to love with no guards. Just jump in...and I can't bring myself to do it. Life is so strange and don't we deserve these fleeting moments of happiness spent with another human being? I hope you can make some sense of your situation. You deserve love.