Fuck.

[jaquemo]

The following is something I typed up in word a few seconds ago. It was my attempt to figure out why we should work, or indeed live. It solved nothing, just to prove what I have always thought. It is my thinking proccess, un-edited probably incoherent. No matter, it is here if you feel like reading it

Comments

[tomre]

I know the feeling.

Let's talk.

[iliveinahole]

how well matched that i am probably playing the system more than anyone else you're friends with. i want the good grades, and the good college, and the good job that i love that pays for enough.
but there is that difference between us that i am geeky enough to find this stuff fun. math bookwork=fun, i did my physics lab neatly on graph paper and it was more fun,
i'm competitive as hell, and there's some kind of sick twisted adrenaline from knowing that you got a great grade on a test or whatever.
plus, to me, i don't have a choice but to play the system. but i blame that on other things.

alksdjf;alksdjf, sorry.

[flying_penguins]

....i enjoy math homework too....

[iliveinahole]

good.

[anonymous]

1) Scott Archer:
this is not existentialism... Existentialism is finding meaning in one's life, though realizing the fundamental concept of living and dying is meaningless.
2) Being successfull=Being happy. That doesn't mean being affluent or finding the cure for cancer (even though that'd be tight)equals success. Though school sucks, you have to work the system. Game plan, dude. It doesn't have to be miserable if you don't want it to-- find something you like and go with it. Being a student doesn't have to be miserable. Hate to say it... but the cliche works, "life's what you make it". I have no doubt in my mind that you will become excessively successful in your future-- you just have to believe in it too.