This was terrible, and beautiful. The way that you captured suchen's relationship through Junmyeon's eyes was awe-inspiring. The way that the world seemed to revolve around Jongdae, yet in the end was not waiting for him but for Junmyeon himself.
Waiting for someone to die past the date you've been given...is so difficult. It feels like you're on the edge of a cliff. It makes you feel like you're going to throw up. You're trying to savour the time you have left but you're so distracted. And the worst part, I think, is waiting for the other shoe to drop and not knowing whether it's going to be tomorrow or next year, and getting to a point where you don't know whether you would rather it be then or now. People with cancer are really amazing, you know? You don't think that they could look or be more sick than they already are, that they could do the things they do when they look like they have barely any substance to their body, but they can. They always can. And when they have passed, it hits you how much that rather than them holding
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I am.... so ... late... But please, be aware that I've read your comment as soon as you posted it, and it really moved me. Especially because you said that I was able to capture the huge paradox that dying from cancer is, and it really means a lot to me.
I've had the chance to talk to you several times already, but please know that I really treasure your opinions and your words. You're giving me so much, just with a few sentences and I'll always be thankful for that.
I hope that you'll keep enjoying yourself through my stories, I really do. I think I owe that to you
Don't worry about being late to reply~ I comment on your stories simply because I love them a lot and I want to show that (although, of course, I also love reading your replies because I like talking to you as well ^^). I am your fan ☆☆☆
(Also, I just got a message that your birthday is tomorrow~ Happy Early Birthday!!!)
So beautiful it made me cryrheaslaysAugust 11 2015, 08:14:10 UTC
This was a absolutely beautifully sad story. It made me start crying in the first few paraghraphs and it still hasn't ended as I write this. This is one of my favorite fanfic I have ever read. I hope you get the recognition you deserve because as sad as it is there love is heartbreaking envy filled and how you got that balance I don't know. Such a lovely story please keep writing.
RE: So beautiful it made me cryjanuarys_loversApril 6 2016, 18:57:17 UTC
I am so late, please forgive me ;; but thank you, thank you so much. I'm sorry I made you cry, but at the same time, I'm kind of grateful because it means you felt what I wanted the readers to feel <3 (I don't deserve any recognition, what are you talking ;;)
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This was terrible, and beautiful. The way that you captured suchen's relationship through Junmyeon's eyes was awe-inspiring. The way that the world seemed to revolve around Jongdae, yet in the end was not waiting for him but for Junmyeon himself.
Waiting for someone to die past the date you've been given...is so difficult. It feels like you're on the edge of a cliff. It makes you feel like you're going to throw up. You're trying to savour the time you have left but you're so distracted. And the worst part, I think, is waiting for the other shoe to drop and not knowing whether it's going to be tomorrow or next year, and getting to a point where you don't know whether you would rather it be then or now. People with cancer are really amazing, you know? You don't think that they could look or be more sick than they already are, that they could do the things they do when they look like they have barely any substance to their body, but they can. They always can. And when they have passed, it hits you how much that rather than them holding ( ... )
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I've had the chance to talk to you several times already, but please know that I really treasure your opinions and your words. You're giving me so much, just with a few sentences and I'll always be thankful for that.
I hope that you'll keep enjoying yourself through my stories, I really do. I think I owe that to you
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(Also, I just got a message that your birthday is tomorrow~ Happy Early Birthday!!!)
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(I don't deserve any recognition, what are you talking ;;)
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