about 10 days on CP left, I want to go home and have summer, but I want to just stay here without the school it would be too fun. oy.
grades are looking good, much better than before and should be a 3.0, but nothings 100%.
I need a summer job, maybe construction, building and being outside and good pay. or some sort of "professional" job. maybe do ( Read more... )

Some have misunderstood my last entry a little bit, although the main point is clear. I'm not worried about not having friends in the future, it's just that my new friends I wont have known my entire life, and I can't imagine feeling as close to.

I was talking to my friend today. He was thinking about transferring to UMCP, which would have been cool.  The only thing that he needed to do was maintain a good gpa, but with his harder classes that probably will not have happened.  So it sucks that he wont be coming here, which means he'll prolly stay at his school.  But then he said there will ( Read more... )

So Blink182's Damnit started playing and I heard this line ( Read more... )

If I were not able to turn my grades around, and I didn't come back to college next year...
Who would become a firefighter with me? you know you wanna

I found something I can't do no matter how hard I try ( Read more... )

was trying to come up with something meaningful. i failed

all i got is life is complicated and motivating yourself is key no matter what its for, but especially school.

I was gonna make the collage cause i thought it looked cool, but then i saw andrew montgomery's icon thingy and i just started thinking about how he was a great friend to me and ( Read more... )

she took my heart then threw it back at me, took it again and forgot she had it...


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So here is the deal,

I can go to a Automotive school next semester if I want, I am registered for classes next semester and I'm still in housing.  I have a decent GPA, at least I'm happy with it.  I feel bad about leaving Jojo and making him room with someone else.  He's mad at me but understands why I need to leave.

The Plan:

I'm going to an ( Read more... )

SO its been a while and well I've been busy and lazy so stop whining.

I have decided 99% that I am done with college.  I am going to go to Lincoln Tech or other such for automotive technology education with Jer.  Our plan is to then  work in a shop for a year or two to get some experience and save up some money.  Then, we would open a custom car ( Read more... )