Master fic list - other fandoms + crossovers
Ignore this. The other is getting too large and last time I tried to update it it said I was exceeding character limit, so I'm just putting everything that isn't Lost here.
SUPERNATURAL/CW RPS
Gen
- Back roads never carry you where you want them to (future!Chuck, future!Castiel), PG13, 4100 words
Then again, Chuck remembers that Dean not using safety belts was never his idea and that Cas here really needs to learn how to drive, Dean won’t be up for teaching anytime soon and no one else has, as people generally have put it until now, time to waste.
- And their mouths are chocking (Jimmy, Castiel), PG, 854 words
He’s hungry. After all, his body hasn’t eaten anything in months by now. It’s there like his wish to see Amelia and Claire again is there, and he doesn’t have much illusion that any of those two desires is ever going to get fulfilled.
- The indifference of Heaven (Castiel, Dean), PG, 3730 words
It’s amusing, seeing how Dean tries not to say Raphael’s name out loud, but it’s also making Castiel feel strangely touched and he wonders why did he ever think he shouldn’t have knocked on the motel's door. While Heaven’s is probably closed, he should have known that Dean’s would have stayed open. (Or, how among the rest, Castiel had a revelation and Dean introduced him to The Godfather.)
- Brother, my cup is empty (Castiel, Gabriel), PG, 1500 words
while recovering, Castiel receives a visit.
- The poison in my heart and the voices in my head (Claire, Castiel, Jimmy), PG13, 3200 words
The worst times are when she thinks that only her dad would understand her. You can only get it if you’ve gone through it, and there’s just one person Claire knows who has. But Dad isn’t an option, is he?
Slash
- I'll Work For Your Love (or Five Chick Flick Moments Sam and Dean had) (Dean/Sam), Nc17, 3464 words
coda to 'A Very Supernatural Christmas' with much mental rambling and some sex.
- And The Word Was God (Dean/Castiel), R, 2900 words
God doesn’t really care for most of the things you think He cares about. God cares about the bigger picture, Dean. And in His eyes, you are perfectly worthy of Him.
- Take This Soul And Make It Sing, fic-mix (Dean/Castiel), hard r, 13 tracks/5200 words
- Absolution (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1012 words
“Bless me, for I have sinned,” he mouths, his voice barely a whisper, as he mirrors Castiel’s position and kneels in front of him, “it’s been… I’ve never confessed before”.
- God's Ways Are Mysterious And Ineffable (Or How The Prophet Chuck Learned It The Hard Way) (Chuck, Zachariah, implied Dean/Castiel), PG13, utter crack fic, 983 words
If Chuck Shirley (or better, the prophet Chuck, thank you very much) ever felt mocked by his own writing, well, this time is a winner.
- As You Are (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1986 words
It's some pretty damned lame irony that he's supposed to stop the apocalypse in a place called fucking Valentine, but after all everything is lame irony lately.
- Zeppelin Rules (or five times Dean tried to teach Castiel about music) (Dean/Castiel, Sam), NC17, 2140 words
In which Dean tries to introduce Castiel to the joys of real music, not always succeeding, we find out that Castiel's music taste is pretty eclectic, Sam totally knows better and it's stated that nothing gets better than Led Zeppelin.
- A Job Well Done (Dean/Castiel, John, Uriel, Sam, Anna, Bobby, Jimmy, God, ensemble fic), PG13, utter crack, 2128 words
Things don't go exactly smooth at the reception of Dean and Castiel's bonding ceremony. Blame a reintegrated Uriel and a not-very-enthusiast John Winchester.
- Last Exit (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1872 words
"Dean," he whispers again, and there's something desperate in Castiel's voice, so raw and small at the same time that Dean can only relent and turn to face him, and fuck if he can't hold on to a vow for more than a minute. As it is, they are definitely not done, and that just makes Dean want to scream.
- When One Plus One Makes Three (sort of Dean/Jimmy/Castiel), R, 810 words
Jimmy craves it because while with Amelia it always was the first case and never the second, what they have is everything he doesn't and won't probably have anymore, and they have it only because of him; knowing this makes him feel strange, almost dizzy, because while he's technically powerless, he really is not.
- Just Fair (Dean/Castiel, Dean/Jimmy), R, 1332 words
So this is how it goes. Dean gets laid each night by two different people who own the same body; and the weirdest thing is that it doesn't feel even remotely the same.
- Just Some Love (Dean/Castiel), PG, utter crack, 1812 words
That bastard son of a bitch of a ghost of a country singer had turned all of his collection into Keith Urban tapes.
- Four Times Dean Winchester Broke Something And One Time He Didn’t (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3454 words
What the title says plus, how Castiel managed to fix everything somehow.
- He Loves You (and you know you should be glad) (Jimmy, Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3625 words
Where Jimmy can't really stand Castiel being miserable because he thinks his feelings for Dean are unrequited and takes the matter into his own hands.
- Jealousy, You Led Me On (or how Misha Collins wasn't really trouble at all) (CW/SPN RPS; Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles with Misha Collins being fundamental to the plot even if he doesn't really appear much), NC17, 2371 words
See, the problem is not Misha, is Jensen. Or well, okay, Jensen technically still isn’t the problem, but Jared can also get paranoid, when he wants to, and right now it’s the case.
- Would you lay with me, if I gave myself to you? (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 9039 words
It’s like all the self control he has been practicing since he came back is suddenly gone. Or, where Dean brings Cas to the whorehouse, but it was written before the ep. aired.
- True love tends to forget (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 28500 words
Now this Dean is the same but not; he might have his issues but nothing beyond repair. He doesn’t have any kind of second thought when he sees his brother or talks to him, there isn’t Hell constantly looming behind his eyes. He’s whole and all it took was forgetting. And forgetting Castiel’s existence, among the rest
- And it breaks my heart to see you this way (Dean/future!Castiel), NC17, 9936 words
Dean knows he’s trying to pick up some pieces that are so broken he won’t ever be able to put them back together, not even for a short while, but still. He owes Cas a try, at least.
- There will come soft rains (Dean/Castiel, Sam/Jess), NC17, 36000 words ca overall
Two years after World War III starts, Dean Winchester is a disillusioned former veteran leading a survivors' camp in the former state of Kansas whose life takes a very, very unexpected turn. Starting when he rescues this guy with huge blue eyes named after an angel.
- Doubt not for me (Dean/future!Castiel of sorts), PG13, 100 words
He doesn’t flinch when Cas’ grip tightens.
- At your most beautiful (Dean/Castiel), light R, 100 words
Castiel will always get distracted when counting them.
- Four times Dean Winchester did a very poor job of hiding his feelings, and one he didn't (Dean/Castiel; Uriel, OFC, Bobby, Sam), NC17, 7500 words
what the title says.
- That's how you know he's your love (Dean/Castiel; also Sam/Castiel and Dean/Anna, lots of people appear), PG13, 30000 words ca
Enchanted fusion wherein Castiel falls from Heaven into New York City because of evil king Lucifer, Dean is the cynical single father divorce attorney whose life changes when they meet, Sam is a prince who is definitely intent on finding his beloved who was stolen from him, and Gabriel, even if he's a chipmunk, is definitely the sanest of the bunch.
- Insides out (future!Castiel, implied Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1067 words
He takes a breath when he's done and listens to all the voicemails again and again and again and then again all over.
- When you say nothing at all (Dean/Castiel, Sam), PG13, 5200 words
Where Dean and Sam are wasted, Castiel is the only sober one, dares happen, karaoke happens and Dean dedicates country songs to Castiel even if he hates country music and it's totally chick flick, except that Castiel doesn't care anyway.
- Doghouse Roses (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 5600 words
And it just says everything that, in order to act instead of speaking, Dean doesn’t just buy Cas a drink but buys him fake roses that aren’t even worth a dollar.
- It would go down easy if you spend the night (Dean/future!Castiel), NC17, 957 words
Not even in your most hopeful fantasies you thought it would go like this.
- You know the shape my breath will take before I let it out (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1657 words
Dean doesn’t even remember exactly when they stopped having your nice, simple, usual sex and got to this, but if you asked him right now, he couldn’t exactly remember anything at all
- The nearness of you (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1826 words
He trusts Cas, has trusted him with his life, and after doing this steady relationship thing for six months and without the Apocalypse looming over them, he can fucking trust him when it comes to spice things up in bed.
- I don't want to let you down (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1728 words
It surprises Castiel, how much he wants to be the one to make Dean realize that he doesn’t have to do everything on his own; if only he had some chance to prove it.
- And I'd claw at your heart (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1512 words
And he just couldn’t bear it if Cas decided that he was really done with all this nonsense. Or with him.
- Undisclosed desires (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1116 words
At the beginning, Dean just pegged it for one of those weird Cas things that remind him of that little, insignificant fact that Cas used to be an angel of the Lord, once upon a time.
- Dirty little secret (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 589 words
Dean doesn’t even remember when he could have told Cas about the whole satin panties with Rhonda Hurley deal.
- I sometimes realize I could only be as good as you'll let me (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 900 words
Cas, Dean thinks, is a fucking sadist.
- I just need a place to lay my head (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 2600 words
Where Castiel is both drunk and miserable, Sam is both worried and miserable, and they try to deal with it.
- How Sam Winchester Ended Up Smitten With The New, Hot Librarian (and proved to be related to his brother in the process) (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 2264 words
the AU where Sam is in grad school, Castiel is the new librarian, Dean gives Sam sort-of-wise advice and the angst is at a minimum.
- And no more shall we part (Sam/Castiel/Dean), NC17, 1400 words
Seeing them kissing like this is the most beautiful thing Dean has put his eyes on; it means that he has them both and he never has to make that choice he feared he’d have to do back before the Apocalypse even started.
- I've come to say exactly what I mean (and I mean so many things) (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 5675 words
The phone rings for the first time, after one week’s worth of voicemails left to a message that says, I don't understand, why do you want me to say my name?
- Unsuffer me (Dean/Castiel; Sam, Bobby), NC17, 22000 words
After the end of the world I just wanted to rest and chill out, not to re-build my life from scratch around the fact that I can’t hear shit and that I look like the fucking phantom of the Opera.
- With no direction home (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 11500 words
In which there's a road trip, Dean realizes a lot of things, Sam gets it before him and Castiel (while being a BAMF in more ways than one) has a thing for Bob Dylan.
- Play it all night long (Dean/Castiel; Sam/Jess; Gabriel, Ash, Ellen, Jo, Chuck, Andy), NC17, 43000 words ca
The rom-com-ish one where Dean hosts a late night radio show, Castiel is a regular listener of his who starts calling one day and ends up calling more often than not and Dean finds himself liking it. This, until one day Castiel calls for not exactly petty reasons (just before Dean's brother Sam is visiting with his girlfriend for spring break) and things get very, very crowdy at his place. He also doesn't know it's just the beginning of it. Also features Gabriel, Chuck, Andy, the Roadhouse crew and a huge amount of music quoted. Especially Bob Dylan. Written for spn_j2_bigbang
- It's a badass afterlife (Dean/Castiel; Ash, Ellen, Jo, Gabriel, lots of other people), PG13, 6177 words
The one where when the new boss in Heaven walks inside Ash's bar with plans. Reunions happen, matchmaking happens, hacking angel radio happens and it's generally an awesome afterlife, all things considered.
- All I've felt was leading to this (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 5700 words
“Dean,” Castiel replies, his voice calm, his hand just slightly raising but not reaching out. For a second Dean wishes he would. “I think you know what this means. And if you do, then it’s not hard to guess what you might want. I’m just trying to give it to you, if you’ll let me.” Or, the one where Dean has weird dreams and Castiel doesn't need them explained.
- Faraway, so close (Dean/Castiel; Anna, Sam), R, 17800 words
The one where angels (in this case, Castiel and Anna) just observe people, see in black and white and are invisible to humanity, Castiel is starting to get tired of it and, after he stumbles into a certain Dean Winchester, becoming human starts to become more than an appalling idea, until he might finally act on it. Written for deancasbigbang.
- Stripped of my jacket and my vest (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 3300 words
“First time in a place like this?” Dean asks, and Castiel can’t help a small chuckle. “Let’s say that tonight I’m doing… a lot of things I never did.” Or, where for one time they're not themselves and Castiel has a lot to figure out.
- Through the dead ends and all the bad scenes (Dean, Castiel, various Campbells), PG13, 7500 words
where Castiel isn't feeling particularly nice and Christian Campbell suffers the consequences, but since Dean and Castiel have a bond, at least they even things between them.
- Flutter and wow (Sam/Castiel/Dean), NC17, 5800 words
t would be so easy to label it wrong. It would be so easy to think a lot of things. But everything Castiel can think, if he looks at them, is that it’s true that nothing is ever really as easy as it seems. Or, where Castiel is watching things he shouldn't but neither Dean or Sam mind it. All the contrary.
- That was a pretty fucking good milkshake (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 3870 words
Where in order to go on a hunt Sam and Castiel have to pretend to be dating. Strawberry milkshakes are also involved.
Lolwhutidek
- Machinery: a love story (Impala/Sam's laptop, Dean, Sam, Castiel), PG, 1200 words
“Jesus, Sammy,” Dean says, “only your laptop could court my car while playing Bon Jovi only.”
THE VAMPIRE PORNOGRAPHY DIARIES
- We'll always be out of our minds (Damon/Alaric), R, 666 words
The blade is sharp and thin and deadly, and Damon’s face halfway between inexpressive and satisfied as he moves it downwards, ripping Alaric’s shirt with a soft sound that sounds haunting when they’re surrounded by silence, except for their own breathing.
- I know you want what's on my mind (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 723 words
As Alaric's left hand moves and his index slowly, slowly reaches the pool of dark blood on Damon's chest, he wonders for a second if he’s really doing this. If he’s right exactly where she was. (And he is. Oh, he is.) What would happen if instead of tracing a random, diagonal line which sort of shakes along the way, he brought that finger up and licked it clean.
- We'll always be out of our minds (Damon/Alaric), R, 666 words
The blade is sharp and thin and deadly, and Damon’s face halfway between inexpressive and satisfied as he moves it downwards, ripping Alaric’s shirt with a soft sound that sounds haunting when they’re surrounded by silence, except for their own breathing.
- Coming around (Damon/Alaric), R, 1045 words
The problem is that Alaric might have been drunk last evening, but not so drunk that he doesn’t remember what happened before he woke up naked in a bed with Damon Salvatore.
- The family business (Stefan; Damon/Alaric), R, 2270 words
where Damon and Alaric are porn actors, Stefan directs them in movies, shooting porn movies is the Salvatore family business and Stefan's life sucks. A lot.
- Pink lace and strange (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 870 words
The last thing Damon was expecting was to push down the fly on Alaric’s jeans and find panties.
- Pink lace and strange (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 870 words
The last thing Damon was expecting was to push down the fly on Alaric’s jeans and find panties.
- Sometimes you can't make it on your own (Damon/Alaric/Elena), NC17, 2470 words
“We just agreed that even you wouldn’t deserve that kind of treatment,” Elena says, still looking at him, “and he proposed that I gave him a small hand.” She winks at him then, and Damon wishes he could really process all of this.
STEPHEN KING STUFF
- Staring Into An Abyss (The Dark Tower; Roland/Eddie), PG13, 1031 words
Then he just goes and asks Roland who he is one day, out of mere exasperation and feeling like his stomach has been turned inside out, and the answer is your destiny and it’s fucking terrifying.
- Stop your frantic fingers (The Dark Tower; mild Roland/Eddie), PG13, 1480 words
“Man, you lost two damned fingers, not your hat. They’re… fuck, I dunno, a part of you, maybe? You’re allowed to miss them. Hell, you’re even allowed to call them Smith and Wesson and mourn them and come to terms with the fact that they’re in some of these things’ stomachs instead of just touching there. Which, if you forgot, or as you’re ignoring, won’t help you.”.
- You First (The Body; Gordie/Chris), PG, 1209 words
It had been his idea to open the application answers together since they were bound to arrive more or less at the same time, even if a couple of days after we had agreed about it he had started to say it had been mine.
FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS
- Brokeback (faint Tim/Jason), PG, 386 words
He isn’t sure the position means anything but that handful of words does, it does so much, especially after all that happened what seems ages ago and what happened just now.
CHUCK
- One of us must know (Bryce/Sarah), PG, 305 words
It’s not like he minds not knowing. It’s just a name, after all, and if she sees fit not to share it, why should he want to know?
- The last men on Earth (Bryce/Chuck), R, 1287 words
That’s what Chuck’s life is now: empty motels, stealing gas tanks for a car that will probably fall apart on its own soon-ish, and Bryce Larkin, in a nuclear fucking wasteland where you can’t even risk rain touching your skin.
- Plain awesome (Ellie/Awesome), PG, 487 words
Now, according to Devon, Ellie is what you’d call the embodiment of awesome in every possible sense; hell, at times he wonders why they call him Awesome and not her, and his fondness for the word shouldn’t have zilch to do with it.
LORD OF THE RINGS
- And I'll love all the things that grow and are not barren (Faramir/Eowyn), PG, 740 words
It’s not just that he’s a good man and that he gets her in a way no one else ever did, it’s not just that he was right when he guessed that she wouldn’t leave the houses because he wouldn’t; it’s that he doesn’t want her to be anything else than what she is, and he doesn’t expect her to be anything other than what that.
CROSSOVERS
- Five Times James Sawyer Ford Never Met Matt Parkman [Lost/Heroes/sorta FNL crossover] (Sawyer, Matt, Matt/Mohinder, Sawyer/Tim Riggins), R, 3500 words
As the title says, five times in which Sawyer never met Matt.
- Roadhouse Blues [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Dean/Boone), hard R, 3900 words
Dean Winchester doesn't do vacations and doesn't pick hitchhikers up. Usually.
- What If You Didn't Have To Be Dead? [Lost/Pushing Daisies crossover] (Jack/Boone, Ned/Chuck), PG13, 2370 words
But among the other forty-eight survivors, there was one who had pretty much kept to himself all of the time from the crash for a good reason, but who couldn't just ignore such a heartbreaking situation. The young man in question was called Ned, he baked pies for a living and could bring back dead people to life with a simple touch.
- Unchanging [Supernatural/Heroes crossover] (John Winchester/Adam Monroe), PG13, 517 words
His name was Adam and even if he had always considered their... well, their business either one of those crushes that comes one day and is gone the other or a way to avoid going definitely mad in that hell on earth, John had always remembered him clearly.
- Misery likes company [Supernatural/Good Omens crossover] (Dean/Crowley, implied one sided Dean/Cas and Crowley/Aziraphale), NC17, 3905 words
Talking about his feelings for Castiel with a demon who was in love with another angel isn't exactly what Dean had signed for when he decided to take a walk in the park. And he definitely hadn't signed for more than talking.
- Fire Of Unknown Origin [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Jacob/Castiel), R, 1565 words
Castiel had told him to pay attention, it was, as humans sometimes said, like playing with fire; and Jacob had smiled his bright, angelic smile and said that if he got burned, it'd have just been fate.
- As in Jack slash Sawyer, or Dean slash Castiel [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Jack/Sawyer, Dean/Castiel), PG13, 2308 words
Jack and Sawyer have a literary addiction. To the Winchester gospels.
- How Castiel got lost in LOST (or, how an angel of the Lord faced the smoke monster, along the rest [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Castiel, Sawyer, Sayid, Jacob, Smokey, Dean, Sam), PG13, 3333 words
the Trickster sends Castiel on the island. Chaos ensues.
- A touch of infinity [Lost/Heroes crossover] (Adam/Jacob/Richard), PG13, 10100 words
Adam is on the Black Rock when it crashes on the island in 1867. Richard is, too.
- Wacky fic which I forgot to title back then and I can't come up with a title now [Supernatural/Heroes crossover] (John/Adam, sorta), PG, 740 words
Adam snorts for the umpteenth time this day. Damn, it really wasn’t his style to get caught by some supernatural hunter, but then again when you’re just freed from a grave, it takes a while to regain all of your balance and he has been careless.
- As time goes by [Lost/Heroes crossover] (Adam/Richard, implied Richard/Jacob and past Adam/Jacob/Richard), R, 4300 words ca
There’s something darker in Adam’s voice, something that wasn’t there when they crashed together almost a century ago; Richard lets it go, though. It’s probably the same for him, and thinking that they would stay the same is a foolish assumption even if they have denied it at least twice since they sat down. sequel to A touch of infinity.
- Never a dull moment in mid-world [Lost/Dark Tower series crossover] (Boone, Sheemie), PG, 2100 words
Sheemie looks at him for a second like he’s crazy. “I never sat even once at the tables,” he says again, and Boone shakes his head again. “I’d say there’s always a first time. Don’t you?”
- And you could smell the whiskey burning [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Ellen/Sayid), R, 940 words
What stands out to her isn’t his clothing (too refined, too pricey, too new) and it isn’t his features either (dark skin, definitely Arab, foreign accent, a better grammar than most people Ellen usually talks to); what stands out, is that he orders MacClutcheon’s.
- Sympathy for the devil [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Lucifer/Man in black, implied Lucifer/War and Jacob/MIB), PG13, 2308 words
Jack and Sawyer have a literary addiction. To the Winchester gospels.
- The situation pierced me to the bone [Chuck/Supernatural crossover] (Bryce/Sam, implied one-sided Bryce/Chuck), PG13, 500 words
It’s not really the poor kid’s fault if he ended up rooming with Bryce and really, it’s his first year. Bryce has no right to be an asshole to him just because he isn’t Chuck Bartowski.
- Down in a hole [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (nirvana!Jack/future!Castiel), NC17, 3260 words
Castiel doesn’t tell Jack that he sees himself in the way Jack’s hands shake, and that he has an Oxycodone bottle neatly lined on his nightstand, too. Or, the one where the Oceanic Six never went back to the island, Jack never detoxed and he's at Camp Chitaqua, too.
- Welcome to the wasteland [Supernatural/Dark Tower series crossover] (Eddie/Dean), NC17, 12000 words
Eddie stares at him for a second and then lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. “Man, that’s fucking awesome. Finally I get someone else to share this clusterfuck of an afterlife with and it’s another Dean? Whoever arranged this sure has a sense of humor.”
- I'll never be right beyond tonight [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (soulless!Sam/not-feeling!Sayid), NC17, 2350 words
Sayid might not remember much of the time when he still knew what emotions were on a practical level, but he can recognize his own eyes when they stare back at him. Or, where Sam doesn't have a soul and Sayid doesn't feel.
- I need an easy friend [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (nirvana!Jack/future!Castiel), NC17, 1900 words
“Don’t you have any self-respect?” Jack asks, inching closer, but the tone isn’t really reproachful. It’s just, he knows who he’s dealing with. “Not really,” Castiel agrees, “that disappeared along with my wings a long time ago.” Or, where the O6 still didn't go back to the island, Jack always ends up at Camp Chitaqua and he and Castiel still like to indulge in the same vices, except that here they're also regretting losing someone else.
- No compromises [Supernatural/Watchmen crossover] (Dean, Sam, Castiel; Dr. Manhattan, Daniel), PG13, 8472 words
“Mr. Dreiberg,” Castiel says, and Dean braces himself. “We would like to have your help in stopping the end of the world.” Or, where Manhattan is back on Earth exactly during the Apocalypse. Dean, Sam and Castiel investigate.
VARIOUS AND EVENTUAL STUFF
- Ten sort of drabbles for a writing meme (all Lost) [Charlie/Claire, 2 Sawyer, Charlie, Jack/Sawyer, Des/Penny, Sayid, Juliet, Kate, Boone];
- Comment porn roundup;
That'd be it.
SUPERNATURAL/CW RPS
Gen
- Back roads never carry you where you want them to (future!Chuck, future!Castiel), PG13, 4100 words
Then again, Chuck remembers that Dean not using safety belts was never his idea and that Cas here really needs to learn how to drive, Dean won’t be up for teaching anytime soon and no one else has, as people generally have put it until now, time to waste.
- And their mouths are chocking (Jimmy, Castiel), PG, 854 words
He’s hungry. After all, his body hasn’t eaten anything in months by now. It’s there like his wish to see Amelia and Claire again is there, and he doesn’t have much illusion that any of those two desires is ever going to get fulfilled.
- The indifference of Heaven (Castiel, Dean), PG, 3730 words
It’s amusing, seeing how Dean tries not to say Raphael’s name out loud, but it’s also making Castiel feel strangely touched and he wonders why did he ever think he shouldn’t have knocked on the motel's door. While Heaven’s is probably closed, he should have known that Dean’s would have stayed open. (Or, how among the rest, Castiel had a revelation and Dean introduced him to The Godfather.)
- Brother, my cup is empty (Castiel, Gabriel), PG, 1500 words
while recovering, Castiel receives a visit.
- The poison in my heart and the voices in my head (Claire, Castiel, Jimmy), PG13, 3200 words
The worst times are when she thinks that only her dad would understand her. You can only get it if you’ve gone through it, and there’s just one person Claire knows who has. But Dad isn’t an option, is he?
Slash
- I'll Work For Your Love (or Five Chick Flick Moments Sam and Dean had) (Dean/Sam), Nc17, 3464 words
coda to 'A Very Supernatural Christmas' with much mental rambling and some sex.
- And The Word Was God (Dean/Castiel), R, 2900 words
God doesn’t really care for most of the things you think He cares about. God cares about the bigger picture, Dean. And in His eyes, you are perfectly worthy of Him.
- Take This Soul And Make It Sing, fic-mix (Dean/Castiel), hard r, 13 tracks/5200 words
- Absolution (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1012 words
“Bless me, for I have sinned,” he mouths, his voice barely a whisper, as he mirrors Castiel’s position and kneels in front of him, “it’s been… I’ve never confessed before”.
- God's Ways Are Mysterious And Ineffable (Or How The Prophet Chuck Learned It The Hard Way) (Chuck, Zachariah, implied Dean/Castiel), PG13, utter crack fic, 983 words
If Chuck Shirley (or better, the prophet Chuck, thank you very much) ever felt mocked by his own writing, well, this time is a winner.
- As You Are (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1986 words
It's some pretty damned lame irony that he's supposed to stop the apocalypse in a place called fucking Valentine, but after all everything is lame irony lately.
- Zeppelin Rules (or five times Dean tried to teach Castiel about music) (Dean/Castiel, Sam), NC17, 2140 words
In which Dean tries to introduce Castiel to the joys of real music, not always succeeding, we find out that Castiel's music taste is pretty eclectic, Sam totally knows better and it's stated that nothing gets better than Led Zeppelin.
- A Job Well Done (Dean/Castiel, John, Uriel, Sam, Anna, Bobby, Jimmy, God, ensemble fic), PG13, utter crack, 2128 words
Things don't go exactly smooth at the reception of Dean and Castiel's bonding ceremony. Blame a reintegrated Uriel and a not-very-enthusiast John Winchester.
- Last Exit (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1872 words
"Dean," he whispers again, and there's something desperate in Castiel's voice, so raw and small at the same time that Dean can only relent and turn to face him, and fuck if he can't hold on to a vow for more than a minute. As it is, they are definitely not done, and that just makes Dean want to scream.
- When One Plus One Makes Three (sort of Dean/Jimmy/Castiel), R, 810 words
Jimmy craves it because while with Amelia it always was the first case and never the second, what they have is everything he doesn't and won't probably have anymore, and they have it only because of him; knowing this makes him feel strange, almost dizzy, because while he's technically powerless, he really is not.
- Just Fair (Dean/Castiel, Dean/Jimmy), R, 1332 words
So this is how it goes. Dean gets laid each night by two different people who own the same body; and the weirdest thing is that it doesn't feel even remotely the same.
- Just Some Love (Dean/Castiel), PG, utter crack, 1812 words
That bastard son of a bitch of a ghost of a country singer had turned all of his collection into Keith Urban tapes.
- Four Times Dean Winchester Broke Something And One Time He Didn’t (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3454 words
What the title says plus, how Castiel managed to fix everything somehow.
- He Loves You (and you know you should be glad) (Jimmy, Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3625 words
Where Jimmy can't really stand Castiel being miserable because he thinks his feelings for Dean are unrequited and takes the matter into his own hands.
- Jealousy, You Led Me On (or how Misha Collins wasn't really trouble at all) (CW/SPN RPS; Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles with Misha Collins being fundamental to the plot even if he doesn't really appear much), NC17, 2371 words
See, the problem is not Misha, is Jensen. Or well, okay, Jensen technically still isn’t the problem, but Jared can also get paranoid, when he wants to, and right now it’s the case.
- Would you lay with me, if I gave myself to you? (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 9039 words
It’s like all the self control he has been practicing since he came back is suddenly gone. Or, where Dean brings Cas to the whorehouse, but it was written before the ep. aired.
- True love tends to forget (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 28500 words
Now this Dean is the same but not; he might have his issues but nothing beyond repair. He doesn’t have any kind of second thought when he sees his brother or talks to him, there isn’t Hell constantly looming behind his eyes. He’s whole and all it took was forgetting. And forgetting Castiel’s existence, among the rest
- And it breaks my heart to see you this way (Dean/future!Castiel), NC17, 9936 words
Dean knows he’s trying to pick up some pieces that are so broken he won’t ever be able to put them back together, not even for a short while, but still. He owes Cas a try, at least.
- There will come soft rains (Dean/Castiel, Sam/Jess), NC17, 36000 words ca overall
Two years after World War III starts, Dean Winchester is a disillusioned former veteran leading a survivors' camp in the former state of Kansas whose life takes a very, very unexpected turn. Starting when he rescues this guy with huge blue eyes named after an angel.
- Doubt not for me (Dean/future!Castiel of sorts), PG13, 100 words
He doesn’t flinch when Cas’ grip tightens.
- At your most beautiful (Dean/Castiel), light R, 100 words
Castiel will always get distracted when counting them.
- Four times Dean Winchester did a very poor job of hiding his feelings, and one he didn't (Dean/Castiel; Uriel, OFC, Bobby, Sam), NC17, 7500 words
what the title says.
- That's how you know he's your love (Dean/Castiel; also Sam/Castiel and Dean/Anna, lots of people appear), PG13, 30000 words ca
Enchanted fusion wherein Castiel falls from Heaven into New York City because of evil king Lucifer, Dean is the cynical single father divorce attorney whose life changes when they meet, Sam is a prince who is definitely intent on finding his beloved who was stolen from him, and Gabriel, even if he's a chipmunk, is definitely the sanest of the bunch.
- Insides out (future!Castiel, implied Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1067 words
He takes a breath when he's done and listens to all the voicemails again and again and again and then again all over.
- When you say nothing at all (Dean/Castiel, Sam), PG13, 5200 words
Where Dean and Sam are wasted, Castiel is the only sober one, dares happen, karaoke happens and Dean dedicates country songs to Castiel even if he hates country music and it's totally chick flick, except that Castiel doesn't care anyway.
- Doghouse Roses (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 5600 words
And it just says everything that, in order to act instead of speaking, Dean doesn’t just buy Cas a drink but buys him fake roses that aren’t even worth a dollar.
- It would go down easy if you spend the night (Dean/future!Castiel), NC17, 957 words
Not even in your most hopeful fantasies you thought it would go like this.
- You know the shape my breath will take before I let it out (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1657 words
Dean doesn’t even remember exactly when they stopped having your nice, simple, usual sex and got to this, but if you asked him right now, he couldn’t exactly remember anything at all
- The nearness of you (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1826 words
He trusts Cas, has trusted him with his life, and after doing this steady relationship thing for six months and without the Apocalypse looming over them, he can fucking trust him when it comes to spice things up in bed.
- I don't want to let you down (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1728 words
It surprises Castiel, how much he wants to be the one to make Dean realize that he doesn’t have to do everything on his own; if only he had some chance to prove it.
- And I'd claw at your heart (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1512 words
And he just couldn’t bear it if Cas decided that he was really done with all this nonsense. Or with him.
- Undisclosed desires (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1116 words
At the beginning, Dean just pegged it for one of those weird Cas things that remind him of that little, insignificant fact that Cas used to be an angel of the Lord, once upon a time.
- Dirty little secret (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 589 words
Dean doesn’t even remember when he could have told Cas about the whole satin panties with Rhonda Hurley deal.
- I sometimes realize I could only be as good as you'll let me (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 900 words
Cas, Dean thinks, is a fucking sadist.
- I just need a place to lay my head (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 2600 words
Where Castiel is both drunk and miserable, Sam is both worried and miserable, and they try to deal with it.
- How Sam Winchester Ended Up Smitten With The New, Hot Librarian (and proved to be related to his brother in the process) (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 2264 words
the AU where Sam is in grad school, Castiel is the new librarian, Dean gives Sam sort-of-wise advice and the angst is at a minimum.
- And no more shall we part (Sam/Castiel/Dean), NC17, 1400 words
Seeing them kissing like this is the most beautiful thing Dean has put his eyes on; it means that he has them both and he never has to make that choice he feared he’d have to do back before the Apocalypse even started.
- I've come to say exactly what I mean (and I mean so many things) (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 5675 words
The phone rings for the first time, after one week’s worth of voicemails left to a message that says, I don't understand, why do you want me to say my name?
- Unsuffer me (Dean/Castiel; Sam, Bobby), NC17, 22000 words
After the end of the world I just wanted to rest and chill out, not to re-build my life from scratch around the fact that I can’t hear shit and that I look like the fucking phantom of the Opera.
- With no direction home (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 11500 words
In which there's a road trip, Dean realizes a lot of things, Sam gets it before him and Castiel (while being a BAMF in more ways than one) has a thing for Bob Dylan.
- Play it all night long (Dean/Castiel; Sam/Jess; Gabriel, Ash, Ellen, Jo, Chuck, Andy), NC17, 43000 words ca
The rom-com-ish one where Dean hosts a late night radio show, Castiel is a regular listener of his who starts calling one day and ends up calling more often than not and Dean finds himself liking it. This, until one day Castiel calls for not exactly petty reasons (just before Dean's brother Sam is visiting with his girlfriend for spring break) and things get very, very crowdy at his place. He also doesn't know it's just the beginning of it. Also features Gabriel, Chuck, Andy, the Roadhouse crew and a huge amount of music quoted. Especially Bob Dylan. Written for spn_j2_bigbang
- It's a badass afterlife (Dean/Castiel; Ash, Ellen, Jo, Gabriel, lots of other people), PG13, 6177 words
The one where when the new boss in Heaven walks inside Ash's bar with plans. Reunions happen, matchmaking happens, hacking angel radio happens and it's generally an awesome afterlife, all things considered.
- All I've felt was leading to this (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 5700 words
“Dean,” Castiel replies, his voice calm, his hand just slightly raising but not reaching out. For a second Dean wishes he would. “I think you know what this means. And if you do, then it’s not hard to guess what you might want. I’m just trying to give it to you, if you’ll let me.” Or, the one where Dean has weird dreams and Castiel doesn't need them explained.
- Faraway, so close (Dean/Castiel; Anna, Sam), R, 17800 words
The one where angels (in this case, Castiel and Anna) just observe people, see in black and white and are invisible to humanity, Castiel is starting to get tired of it and, after he stumbles into a certain Dean Winchester, becoming human starts to become more than an appalling idea, until he might finally act on it. Written for deancasbigbang.
- Stripped of my jacket and my vest (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 3300 words
“First time in a place like this?” Dean asks, and Castiel can’t help a small chuckle. “Let’s say that tonight I’m doing… a lot of things I never did.” Or, where for one time they're not themselves and Castiel has a lot to figure out.
- Through the dead ends and all the bad scenes (Dean, Castiel, various Campbells), PG13, 7500 words
where Castiel isn't feeling particularly nice and Christian Campbell suffers the consequences, but since Dean and Castiel have a bond, at least they even things between them.
- Flutter and wow (Sam/Castiel/Dean), NC17, 5800 words
t would be so easy to label it wrong. It would be so easy to think a lot of things. But everything Castiel can think, if he looks at them, is that it’s true that nothing is ever really as easy as it seems. Or, where Castiel is watching things he shouldn't but neither Dean or Sam mind it. All the contrary.
- That was a pretty fucking good milkshake (Sam/Castiel), PG13, 3870 words
Where in order to go on a hunt Sam and Castiel have to pretend to be dating. Strawberry milkshakes are also involved.
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- Machinery: a love story (Impala/Sam's laptop, Dean, Sam, Castiel), PG, 1200 words
“Jesus, Sammy,” Dean says, “only your laptop could court my car while playing Bon Jovi only.”
THE VAMPIRE PORNOGRAPHY DIARIES
- We'll always be out of our minds (Damon/Alaric), R, 666 words
The blade is sharp and thin and deadly, and Damon’s face halfway between inexpressive and satisfied as he moves it downwards, ripping Alaric’s shirt with a soft sound that sounds haunting when they’re surrounded by silence, except for their own breathing.
- I know you want what's on my mind (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 723 words
As Alaric's left hand moves and his index slowly, slowly reaches the pool of dark blood on Damon's chest, he wonders for a second if he’s really doing this. If he’s right exactly where she was. (And he is. Oh, he is.) What would happen if instead of tracing a random, diagonal line which sort of shakes along the way, he brought that finger up and licked it clean.
- We'll always be out of our minds (Damon/Alaric), R, 666 words
The blade is sharp and thin and deadly, and Damon’s face halfway between inexpressive and satisfied as he moves it downwards, ripping Alaric’s shirt with a soft sound that sounds haunting when they’re surrounded by silence, except for their own breathing.
- Coming around (Damon/Alaric), R, 1045 words
The problem is that Alaric might have been drunk last evening, but not so drunk that he doesn’t remember what happened before he woke up naked in a bed with Damon Salvatore.
- The family business (Stefan; Damon/Alaric), R, 2270 words
where Damon and Alaric are porn actors, Stefan directs them in movies, shooting porn movies is the Salvatore family business and Stefan's life sucks. A lot.
- Pink lace and strange (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 870 words
The last thing Damon was expecting was to push down the fly on Alaric’s jeans and find panties.
- Pink lace and strange (Damon/Alaric), NC17, 870 words
The last thing Damon was expecting was to push down the fly on Alaric’s jeans and find panties.
- Sometimes you can't make it on your own (Damon/Alaric/Elena), NC17, 2470 words
“We just agreed that even you wouldn’t deserve that kind of treatment,” Elena says, still looking at him, “and he proposed that I gave him a small hand.” She winks at him then, and Damon wishes he could really process all of this.
STEPHEN KING STUFF
- Staring Into An Abyss (The Dark Tower; Roland/Eddie), PG13, 1031 words
Then he just goes and asks Roland who he is one day, out of mere exasperation and feeling like his stomach has been turned inside out, and the answer is your destiny and it’s fucking terrifying.
- Stop your frantic fingers (The Dark Tower; mild Roland/Eddie), PG13, 1480 words
“Man, you lost two damned fingers, not your hat. They’re… fuck, I dunno, a part of you, maybe? You’re allowed to miss them. Hell, you’re even allowed to call them Smith and Wesson and mourn them and come to terms with the fact that they’re in some of these things’ stomachs instead of just touching there. Which, if you forgot, or as you’re ignoring, won’t help you.”.
- You First (The Body; Gordie/Chris), PG, 1209 words
It had been his idea to open the application answers together since they were bound to arrive more or less at the same time, even if a couple of days after we had agreed about it he had started to say it had been mine.
FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS
- Brokeback (faint Tim/Jason), PG, 386 words
He isn’t sure the position means anything but that handful of words does, it does so much, especially after all that happened what seems ages ago and what happened just now.
CHUCK
- One of us must know (Bryce/Sarah), PG, 305 words
It’s not like he minds not knowing. It’s just a name, after all, and if she sees fit not to share it, why should he want to know?
- The last men on Earth (Bryce/Chuck), R, 1287 words
That’s what Chuck’s life is now: empty motels, stealing gas tanks for a car that will probably fall apart on its own soon-ish, and Bryce Larkin, in a nuclear fucking wasteland where you can’t even risk rain touching your skin.
- Plain awesome (Ellie/Awesome), PG, 487 words
Now, according to Devon, Ellie is what you’d call the embodiment of awesome in every possible sense; hell, at times he wonders why they call him Awesome and not her, and his fondness for the word shouldn’t have zilch to do with it.
LORD OF THE RINGS
- And I'll love all the things that grow and are not barren (Faramir/Eowyn), PG, 740 words
It’s not just that he’s a good man and that he gets her in a way no one else ever did, it’s not just that he was right when he guessed that she wouldn’t leave the houses because he wouldn’t; it’s that he doesn’t want her to be anything else than what she is, and he doesn’t expect her to be anything other than what that.
CROSSOVERS
- Five Times James Sawyer Ford Never Met Matt Parkman [Lost/Heroes/sorta FNL crossover] (Sawyer, Matt, Matt/Mohinder, Sawyer/Tim Riggins), R, 3500 words
As the title says, five times in which Sawyer never met Matt.
- Roadhouse Blues [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Dean/Boone), hard R, 3900 words
Dean Winchester doesn't do vacations and doesn't pick hitchhikers up. Usually.
- What If You Didn't Have To Be Dead? [Lost/Pushing Daisies crossover] (Jack/Boone, Ned/Chuck), PG13, 2370 words
But among the other forty-eight survivors, there was one who had pretty much kept to himself all of the time from the crash for a good reason, but who couldn't just ignore such a heartbreaking situation. The young man in question was called Ned, he baked pies for a living and could bring back dead people to life with a simple touch.
- Unchanging [Supernatural/Heroes crossover] (John Winchester/Adam Monroe), PG13, 517 words
His name was Adam and even if he had always considered their... well, their business either one of those crushes that comes one day and is gone the other or a way to avoid going definitely mad in that hell on earth, John had always remembered him clearly.
- Misery likes company [Supernatural/Good Omens crossover] (Dean/Crowley, implied one sided Dean/Cas and Crowley/Aziraphale), NC17, 3905 words
Talking about his feelings for Castiel with a demon who was in love with another angel isn't exactly what Dean had signed for when he decided to take a walk in the park. And he definitely hadn't signed for more than talking.
- Fire Of Unknown Origin [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Jacob/Castiel), R, 1565 words
Castiel had told him to pay attention, it was, as humans sometimes said, like playing with fire; and Jacob had smiled his bright, angelic smile and said that if he got burned, it'd have just been fate.
- As in Jack slash Sawyer, or Dean slash Castiel [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Jack/Sawyer, Dean/Castiel), PG13, 2308 words
Jack and Sawyer have a literary addiction. To the Winchester gospels.
- How Castiel got lost in LOST (or, how an angel of the Lord faced the smoke monster, along the rest [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Castiel, Sawyer, Sayid, Jacob, Smokey, Dean, Sam), PG13, 3333 words
the Trickster sends Castiel on the island. Chaos ensues.
- A touch of infinity [Lost/Heroes crossover] (Adam/Jacob/Richard), PG13, 10100 words
Adam is on the Black Rock when it crashes on the island in 1867. Richard is, too.
- Wacky fic which I forgot to title back then and I can't come up with a title now [Supernatural/Heroes crossover] (John/Adam, sorta), PG, 740 words
Adam snorts for the umpteenth time this day. Damn, it really wasn’t his style to get caught by some supernatural hunter, but then again when you’re just freed from a grave, it takes a while to regain all of your balance and he has been careless.
- As time goes by [Lost/Heroes crossover] (Adam/Richard, implied Richard/Jacob and past Adam/Jacob/Richard), R, 4300 words ca
There’s something darker in Adam’s voice, something that wasn’t there when they crashed together almost a century ago; Richard lets it go, though. It’s probably the same for him, and thinking that they would stay the same is a foolish assumption even if they have denied it at least twice since they sat down. sequel to A touch of infinity.
- Never a dull moment in mid-world [Lost/Dark Tower series crossover] (Boone, Sheemie), PG, 2100 words
Sheemie looks at him for a second like he’s crazy. “I never sat even once at the tables,” he says again, and Boone shakes his head again. “I’d say there’s always a first time. Don’t you?”
- And you could smell the whiskey burning [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Ellen/Sayid), R, 940 words
What stands out to her isn’t his clothing (too refined, too pricey, too new) and it isn’t his features either (dark skin, definitely Arab, foreign accent, a better grammar than most people Ellen usually talks to); what stands out, is that he orders MacClutcheon’s.
- Sympathy for the devil [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Lucifer/Man in black, implied Lucifer/War and Jacob/MIB), PG13, 2308 words
Jack and Sawyer have a literary addiction. To the Winchester gospels.
- The situation pierced me to the bone [Chuck/Supernatural crossover] (Bryce/Sam, implied one-sided Bryce/Chuck), PG13, 500 words
It’s not really the poor kid’s fault if he ended up rooming with Bryce and really, it’s his first year. Bryce has no right to be an asshole to him just because he isn’t Chuck Bartowski.
- Down in a hole [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (nirvana!Jack/future!Castiel), NC17, 3260 words
Castiel doesn’t tell Jack that he sees himself in the way Jack’s hands shake, and that he has an Oxycodone bottle neatly lined on his nightstand, too. Or, the one where the Oceanic Six never went back to the island, Jack never detoxed and he's at Camp Chitaqua, too.
- Welcome to the wasteland [Supernatural/Dark Tower series crossover] (Eddie/Dean), NC17, 12000 words
Eddie stares at him for a second and then lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. “Man, that’s fucking awesome. Finally I get someone else to share this clusterfuck of an afterlife with and it’s another Dean? Whoever arranged this sure has a sense of humor.”
- I'll never be right beyond tonight [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (soulless!Sam/not-feeling!Sayid), NC17, 2350 words
Sayid might not remember much of the time when he still knew what emotions were on a practical level, but he can recognize his own eyes when they stare back at him. Or, where Sam doesn't have a soul and Sayid doesn't feel.
- I need an easy friend [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (nirvana!Jack/future!Castiel), NC17, 1900 words
“Don’t you have any self-respect?” Jack asks, inching closer, but the tone isn’t really reproachful. It’s just, he knows who he’s dealing with. “Not really,” Castiel agrees, “that disappeared along with my wings a long time ago.” Or, where the O6 still didn't go back to the island, Jack always ends up at Camp Chitaqua and he and Castiel still like to indulge in the same vices, except that here they're also regretting losing someone else.
- No compromises [Supernatural/Watchmen crossover] (Dean, Sam, Castiel; Dr. Manhattan, Daniel), PG13, 8472 words
“Mr. Dreiberg,” Castiel says, and Dean braces himself. “We would like to have your help in stopping the end of the world.” Or, where Manhattan is back on Earth exactly during the Apocalypse. Dean, Sam and Castiel investigate.
VARIOUS AND EVENTUAL STUFF
- Ten sort of drabbles for a writing meme (all Lost) [Charlie/Claire, 2 Sawyer, Charlie, Jack/Sawyer, Des/Penny, Sayid, Juliet, Kate, Boone];
- Comment porn roundup;
That'd be it.