Blahhhh. Just found Judy in the cage downstairs :(
I fucking HATE putting my rats in the basement, every time my stupid fucking father puts them there I feel like they die. What the fuckkk.
This really, really sucks.

"Oh, when you are young and you have talent and you know, you know in your bones that you are going to go so high and so far, [...] those are the ones the booze seems to hunger for the most. And once you are with the drink, oh, how it strip-mines the soul. In the end you wind up with nothing at all. And it's like that for everybody. It doesn't ( Read more... )

I just want to point out that, while being immensely involved with animal rights, I do not spend my time promoting PETA. While I will say that a large portion of their information is actually reliable, and some of their tactics are productive, I also agree that they can be excessive and over the top. And I am someone just as, if not more, devoted ( Read more... )

Omgomgomgomg revamping the animal cages tomorrow, I am determined. And excited. I'm going to go to every pet store and maybe even Wal-Mart and I'm going to go hog-wild.

I want to set up something in the basement for the bunnies that's spacious, so maybe I'll pick up a space heater while I'm at Wally World.

Mrr. I'm just so disheveled and it's getting to me..
I just need space.. or less things. Either way, I need time. I just want to take a week off from work, visit Gina, and clean my room, and just not have any fucking responsibility for a bit.

Well, the results are in ( Read more... )

Ooookay so here's my thought process ( Read more... )

I had a really nice time the other day, I got to spend it with Ben. We went apple picking, had a nice lunch/early dinner at Asia Bistro, went to the USS Salem, where the haunt walk was pretty decent but the band was not, and then went home and went to Evelyn's. It went smoothly, and I was pretty much consistently happy, which made me feel really ( Read more... )

Natalie died today ( Read more... )

SO HERE IS MY PLAN (let's see how long this one lasts.. I'm seriously like a freaking child who changes what they want to be in the drop of a hat, one career to the next..) I think I'm really going to try cosmetology. Perhaps more like, alternative makeup and maybe even doing shit for B-Movies and crap. I love doing zombie makeup. We'll see, we'll ( Read more... )