Lambs big rant....

[jana_and_tara]

Everything seems so messed up since highschool. So stupid. With friendships and all. I remember this time last year everyone was still friends (i think) and we were just starting the big adventure of college. And now? now everyone is holding grudges and gossiping and everthing is so messed up (sounds like a line from a song) Ok, I do realise that

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[jana_and_tara]

im un formattable!
hoorah!
also, i meant the last parts of highschool, when we were all big groupsy friends most of the time...

[doomed_pie]

OOK! seriously! ...you really should tell us which one of you is posting....Though i have an idea who it is this time simply becuase of your msn name

[jana_and_tara]

phweeee replys are fun

[doomed_pie]

OK, you ARE singling someone out, even if you don't mention their name directly, as you are saying there is only one of them and they KNOW who they are. if you were not to single someone out you would have stayed with the pretence of "us" and "we". Plus the fact that you SORT OF repaid me, has nothing to do with it, it is the simple truth that you have committed such actions agains't me on more then one occation, and in striving to keep any relations between us civil, i have said nothing and just let it be done

[jana_and_tara]

ok now i really have to say that im REALLY not singling out anyone! when i wrote that i was thinking of a lot of people, so ... singling not intended, i retract that singlization of a comment

[doomed_pie]

And i am sorry if i am coming across as harsh, but as i said, to start up such talk is to leave yourself open.though i have not yet exhusted my arguments, meaning i could keep argueing even about your apology, i shall leave it here.

You say it takes manly power to just come out and tell someone sometihng, but it takes stregnth of character to show restraint.

[jana_and_tara]

i know that ranting like that is going to cause some coffuffle... i know i can leave myself open and soforth but hey sometimes a good argument is fun!
also, dont argue apologies, accept them and move on.
It does take power and whatnot to come out and also to be restraint but i feel that i have shown a lot of restraint, and such and then when i actually speak up my head gets bitten off.

still, i think i've said this before but
hello? rant! vent! another word!
because i rant about it doesnt make it all true... like... gah! the point of ranting is to get stuff out of you and even if they arent all true its all part of making yourself feel better and now im just digging!
pfft
whatever

[lizzi_barth]

i also wish we could all be close again. it's sad that so suddenly everyone kind of drifted. i don't think it's anyone's fault and i don't think it's neccessarily a bad thing... it's just a little strange to have things change so fast and for apparently no reason

[jana_and_tara]

ok, see thankyou lizzi!
thankyou for being honest, i appreciate that
and, i know this morning was mean and i am sorry.
its just so strange these days, its like, i think we're friends, i like these people but something isnt working... and its just so blah!
it makes me question why are we still together? is it like, we're friends because we like each other or is it because we're too afraid to leave each other?
i dont know
i really really dont
its all too confusing!

[lizzi_barth]

i think maybe we all stay together because we like our memories of each other. i remember being able to go to woden with you or tara or WHOEVER and loooking in shops pointlessly and having lunch and just talking about whatever and actually LAUGHING. those are some of my best memories. i can't imagine being able to do that now. i don't know. maybe we're friends out of habit

[bojjy]

Mmhmm...as odd as that analogy is, I get it. And I agree.
oMG. Do you know what I've just remembered that's made me all nostalgic? Going to the Pearce Shops after school.
Awwwwww.
P.S. The school's keyboards have gotten worse over the holidays. >.

[jennybirdz]

and they all lived happily ever after