Once Again
Title: Once Again
Summary: Love always has its beginning and ending…
Pairing: Sakurai Sho x Aiba Masaki
Rating: R
Genre: Romance / slight angst (future pure angst)
Disclaimer: Arashi has nothing to do with me (I wish ^o^); thus this fic is mine.
Notes: Though I know it’s hard not to think about that, I just let myself be taken by darkness while in the arms of my lover.
Author’s Notes: I’ve been thinking for a plot for almost a week and I can’t find a better story. Hope that you’ll like this fic…
I’m still thinking of a better update regarding my “be with you”. It’s hard to feel the essence of love when you yourself hasn’t ever fell in love. T_T
VERY SHORT CHAPTER!
PROLOGUE
Sho. It’s the name of my current lover. Sho and I have been together for almost 7 years now. Six years ago, we’ve gain the blessings of my mom. Four years ago, it’s the same with your parents, though I know there is still little awkwardness when we both visited them. Two years ago, we’ve decided to stay at your condominium since it’s nearer to the studio. And almost 6 months since a feeling of being taken advantage took over me.
I’ve never wanted to classify it like that, but it was what I’ve currently been feeling. There were times that when we’re together with the others, you’re being too possessive. But when we’re at home, you ignore me like I’m just renting a space at your place. I also remember that there were times that you got jealous to some of my friends who were my past girlfriends. At first I was very happy since I know that you really love me, but lately, I think it overpasses the limit of being too jealous.
There were times that we fight, I remember, but our firsts since living together was the first and last time I’ve heard your sorry. Those fights were most actually referring to my girl friends. Some were just because of stress from work. You always start the fight, luckily it’s just shouting, and presume that we’re okay the next day when we made love that night, since you never heard any complaints from me. Sometimes, I felt being taken advantage.
As I look at your sleeping face, my thoughts were washed away. I always felt happy since I know that I have you and your heart. I grabbed your body close to mine and hugged you tightly.
I whispered to your ears, “I love you.” I know that it’s already midnight so I didn’t expect any answers from you. But as expected, you always surprised me.
“I know.” You replied. Burying your face to my neck, I felt you smelling me. “Sleep. We both need it.”
I smiled. Though I know it’s hard not to think about that, I just let myself be taken by darkness while in the arms of my lover.