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[jamesloretta]

I saw her in walmart. I niether had the courage or strength to say hello or ask how she was doing. You think almost 3 years of no contact and or sight of each other would soften the blow of when we met again. No. I wandered away like a fucking scared child. What the fuck. The more things have changed for me, the more they stay the same.

Fuck.

D.

Comments

[placidstorm]

Don't worry it happens to all of us. I find myself getting jealous to this day over old flames who move on. I tihnk it's because we never really let go of the people that hurt us and we never really deal with the pain they put us through. So no matter if its ten days or ten years down the line we still feel burned and the emotion is still there.

[bloody_faerie18]

it's ok dude... I walked away for a long time... when you finally get up the courage to face all the bullshit and the lies... you'll feel better... but it's natural for it to take a long time to make yourself capable of doing so... but at least you didn't punch her in the head... remember that and carry it with you...

[jamesloretta]

You think punching her in the head would be a bad hand shake?

[bloody_faerie18]

I think you'd feel really great at first... but then you'd kinda feel bad because you have arms like mack trucks... and she's still a chick...

[jamesloretta]

Shes not a chick, shes the spawn of a womb juice encrusted hellspawn whose vaginia bares teeth and smell like cottage chees. Metaphorically speaking. Or am I?

[bloody_faerie18]

lol... ok... but anyways... you still didn't hit her in the face... I DEFINITELY hit her in the face at the Big E... it was a long time ago though... like... 2004 and shit... and she made a dirty comment about me...

[jamesloretta]

thats her style. She tried stealing my sisters husband. shes scum. I have no idea why I ever felt the way I did for her. Or why I still get weat in the knees. Its fucked up.

Anyways, you gonna check out my new group sometimes?

[bloody_faerie18]

skank... anyways... yeah... just gimmee a time and a place and whatever I else I may need to know... and then I'll know... er somethin...