Finally got a clip of that fall John Cooper took at the concert I went to in Carlsbad. Thought it would be a nice memory to save here. LOL
Talk about smooth.

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Awaking to a life I found to be regretful, I realize I need to stop living the way I have. Highschool had made me a stronger person, but with that inner strength came plenty of compromises in my life. They have continued, and I have slowly changed into a person which I am disgusted with. I have made too many compromises ( Read more... )

It is a fact that when someone spins a color wheel, the colors will not blend into a mucky brown or black like they would with paint, but rather the viewer will instead see a spining white wheel. In the same way I feel like I keep spining the different colors of my life hoping they will one day I can see them blend into a beautiful white ( Read more... )

My whole life I feel like Ive been waiting for something to happen ( Read more... )

so.. .I feel unloved..very much..its hurts right here *points to right side of chest ( Read more... )

It bothers me to no end that I am living two different lives, with the same heart and impulses ( Read more... )

I cant say to much, despite this being my journal. I don't know who can view it or still views it, so I must be careful with my words ( Read more... )

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Why I continue to write in this journal is beyond me. Perhaps one day I'll use up all my paper credits printing this journal out. Why? I don't know. It just be a shame to delete it ( Read more... )

Well ....We all went to go see Skillet (AGAIN) at balloonfest yesterday. I can say now I am a panhead veteran, being that this was my forth time seeing them!!! (Well what can I say, They rock). The concert was awesome in itself. They always put on a killer show. It was hard to enjoy it though. It was the Puddle of mudd concert all over again. ( Read more... )